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izzy's playlists!

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And maybe solving it by writing this article...
I write on substack now. Fully free :3
I barely exist here but I wanna get back. But also here’s where I’m putting my energy … it’s raw and real and me and I’ve missed writing so much :3
I’m a 27 year old mom of 1, queer, ex JW, finding my voice. Life is hard and therapy is expensive so welcome to my living journal💛
We’re 27. Marceline still remembers our mom being 27.
And now we’re 27.
On our birthday, Marci just cried. I hadnt seen her in many months. Maybe over a year. The poor dear just cried.
It’s hard to be so small in a vessel so big.
Too tall too loud a stranger’s face a stranger’s life
It’s hard to be small
It’s hard to be 27
it’s crazy that we have to pretend people are oppressed for being skinny now or everyone gets mad at you and says “woooowwww it’s all body positivity until it’s a skinny person”. does anyone else think this. just saw someone saying they’re making a “skinny positive community” and everyone is hyping her . is this real life
it’s so crazy that we weren’t even able to talk about fatphobia for five minutes before it became skinny people patting themselves on the back for being body positive by embracing being skinny and crying about their own problems . idc you were called a “skeleton” in middle school. they’re denying people like me healthcare.
it’s crazy how people will coopt movements and then try to call you a bad proponent for those movements because you stick to the original demands instead of the new sick twisted version they’ve invented to feel good about themselves. happened with feminism. happened with body positivity. i dont care that you think body positivity is about circle jerking skinny girls and adding to their inflated egos. i dont care that you think feminism is about women choosing to be housewives and give up all their rights. don’t put the burden of your wrong ideas on me
and you know these people have never engaged with anything surrounding body positivity in their whole life, and that they look down on the fat people around them. but as soon as a skinny person gets any sort of comment that is not worshipping them for being skinny they pull out the “it’s all body positivity until it’s a skinny person” as if they know anything about body positivity or give a fuck about it at all outside of using it for an “own” in the comment section of instagram reels.
blinks at you like a cat. i love you and it will be alright. fades away into the Mist
🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 thank you!!!!
Truly, the stars of D20: NSBU are Izzy's fully out of pocket pregnancy brain, and Brennan's absolute unquestioning devotion to the mother of his child. We are hitting levels of weaponized Yes And previously unobserved by science.
this sucks so bad i need to [remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health] put on the best talent show this towns ever seen
brennan's poetry 101 teacher claiming that poems are harder to write than novels because poems always have to rhyme is the most insane thing i have ever heard. where did that woman get her degree.
Came across a poem I wrote when we were homeless last year.
I see the beauty in the world
It’s like jewels behind the glass at a jewelry store you go into knowing you can’t afford a single item.
You go with your friends and you tell the shopkeepers you’re just looking
They look at you and know you can’t afford 1/10 the cost of one of these things
But they’re polite and let you walk around
You look at the cases
Rings
Necklaces
You think how nice it would be to own one
Some day you think to yourself
Some day
I’ll have a good enough job
Or my soulmate will get down on one knee
Then
Then I’ll have the beauty for myself
But you know that’s not true
This beauty isn’t for you
It’s for richer people
Happier people
Better people
You don’t deserve this beauty
Yoire not good enough for it
So you sigh and thank the shop keeper and leave
I see the beauty
I see people in their homes
I see the ducks looking for algae and little bugs
I see the leaves
I feel the sun
But it’s a diamond behind a glass case
Not for me
I don’t deserve it
I haven’t earned it
Maybe I never will
Is my life a sunken cost?
“I’ve lasted this long might as well stick it out”
But what if it’s not worth it?
What if I’m not worth it?
I’m trapped in a jewelry store
The shopkeeper keeps telling me
“You’re so close. Something is coming. Maybe a sale. Or maybe you’ll get a good enough job”
But I’m trapped in the store
And they’re charging me to be here
I’m begging to leave
I can’t afford this store you know that I never willl
This beauty is not for me so please just let me leave
“But we have such beauty! Can’t you see it? You’re just not being grateful. We’re letting you stay in this store!”
I just want to leave
There is no beauty for me here
I wasn’t supposed to come here
I wasn’t supposed to be here
I never should have existed
Because the beauty is not for me
Aabria “no one google the gestation period of stoats”
Immediately googles
The "neurons touching" hand sign the Action Heroes keep using looks similar to the ASL for "friends"
For some additional perspective on how wild it is for Ally to be this season’s straight man, last season they sent everyone to the Vulture Dimension
Love how everyone decided that the 80’s action movie campaign would be the gayest and most transgender campaign. Like yeah macho detective is trying to make out with every relatively hot man in the vicinity. Yeah the mob boss is bisexual and borrows a car from his ex boyfriend. Yeah the well known masculine hot guy in town is dropped into the body of a femme fatale cat burglar largely know for being feminine and hot and he’s oddly chill with it. Yeah the high school girl is oddly fine with being in a giant mob boss guys body.
#and then they died again 🤡
as far as I can tell this season is the least Brennan has ever given a shit about the rules and i'm here for it. they said J-Kwon is here irl so he gets to give his wife 2 turbo tokens to stop her character fully dying, because real people can do that. Ally can use 5e dnd rogue mechanics in a non-dnd system. Roll a D100, the DC is 100.
first time I saw this meme he was the only one I could think of.
credit to @sinclairbian on twitter :)
@kindcoelacanth I saw this thought of you went to at you and then saw it was you that reblogged it