And now what?
Quite a simple question we find ourselves faced with at more than one point in life.
Where am I heading? Where am I coming from? Does the past make me who I am today or should I have reshaped and rebuilt myself?
Do I have the energy to do this now?
Your thoughts exhaust the life out of you.
Negativity sucks every power left in you.
Now, all you gotta do is get up, put one foot in front of the other and delve into it.
Just jump at it.
Hold onto any chance of getting back a moment of productivity and/or creativity.
Maybe you will find everything flowing and progressing on its own. #Butterfly/DominoEffect?
Maybe.
Who am I? What are my aspirations? Where’s ny identity; where can I find myself?
You find yourself pushed into a life of possibilities. Your overactive mind dwelling on every version that could have been, would have been, or may one day be you if you took a different path.
Can I become all these versions? Can I live a dozen lives within the limited span of time I have here?
Can one life contain all those dreams?
Can I build one life then take it down to rebuild a brave new world?
Every time I feel my carefully crafted world has become a dull city, can I escape it to another one without being stigmatized by carelessness?
I am so vivacious and everchanging that one life cannot fulfill me.
My body, my brain, my heart...
They can’t contain the storms inside.
Colours on the inside, a dull world on the outside.
I have failed to create my colourful world again.
But I will try,
one more time.