I did it.
I fucking did it.
I made it home on my own. All the way home. After being pulled over for at least 20 minutes and crying because I was so FUCKING FRUSTRATED with myself, I made it.
(I did go the wrong way on a one-way road on purpose to get home faster but weāre not going to tell anybody about that)
Iām parked outside my building, Iām dizzy as shit and Iām not sure if I can make it up the stairs just yet, but I did it. FUCK my anxiety. FUCK this fucking BULLSHIT brain fog that keeps me from living a normal life. Fuck the mood swings. Fuck everything. Iām so pissed off and tired of my fucking brain chemistry and I just canāt keep fucking tiptoeing through life because I am just not built to do that. Iām tenacious and really fucking hardheaded and I refuse to give up on anything I choose to do because of my stupid shitty brain. I am too fucking intelligent and capable to let my life slip away like this. I have shit to do, for fuckās sake, Iām not doing this shit.




















