Trucker Wife

Wife, mom, college student, and worker

[rickielynn]

You

Your face

I could trace

The lines they haunt me all the time

I thought what burned between us

Was fire

I was played

I never knew that you’d conspire

Against me

I let my guard down

You made me feel safe

In your arms

I can still feel them

On my skin

Your kisses again and again

You pretend to be my friend

Your smile

Waiting for me

It’s so seductive

You found

A hole in my heart

And now you can’t seem to face me

You swore you meant no harm

How could you leave me

Your voice

I hear it all the time

You call me baby

You tried to play me

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Quick Tips for Truckers

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Level 2 inspection

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How the Living Lose

Life is pointless Every breath we take brings us a second closer to our demise. We can buy all the creams Toys Make all the money in the world But when we die It doesn't matter Death happens to us all Why even try

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My Desire

I feel a fire in my body Everytime you talk to me I wish you'd see what you do to me How I long to touch you You're my desire You're not around But I can feel you near Your kiss is a rush Your words make me flush It's to good to be true But I'll live in the fantasy for a while You're my desire And you start a fire I refuse to extinguish Keep me baby Hold me close And I promise to never give up

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Obsessed

Feeling obsessed I couldn't have guessed a year ago that you'd do this to me Even though at 15 you had me Wrapped around your finger I would have changed the world for you So that feeling would linger I had never loved before You showed me what it meant I swore I'd never do it again The time spent with you left me in agony But then you came back I couldn't pretend anymore That love wasn't at my door You attacked me with your smile And your well meaning words I refused to be obsessed I thought I'd mean less to you if you knew Then you blew me away and got me to marry you I carry you everywhere I go And I swear I'm so obsessed

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Marriage Sucks

Marriage sucks. Like literally it's the worst thing I've ever done. Being a parent doesn't even suck so bad. Like you have this person that depends on you, just like your kid...but they hold you accountable for everything. You do something stupid your spouse is there to make you feel dumb...do it around your kid they laugh. Aside from holding you accountable they nag like all the time. They nag about money, chores, kids, what they want, what they don't want, time, and they even nag about the affection you give or don't give. Then unlike a child they fight with you when you're wrong because they're an adult too and sometimes they know more than you...and if they're a woman that's like all the time. But then it's also really amazing. You get this person to hear about your crappy days and your terrible secrets you were to scared to tell to anyone else. A person who looks at you and takes the world away. Someone who isn't afraid to tell you you're wrong or stupid and someone you can hear that stuff from because they're a part of you. Marriage sucks because it's not like the fairytales or the movies where you live happily ever after. Marriage sucks because you have to work for it everyday and you have to choose that person everyday. Being a parent is natural it flows and you know your child's expectations. Being a parent you know your child is bound to you to basically no end. Marriage is hard and it sucks, but it's also so beautiful and I'd never change it for the world.

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Addicted

I am addicted to your kisses Fixated on your eyes I'm attached to every word you speak And weak with every touch Your fingers linger on my skin Your lips engulf my body mind and soul Your words hang between us Never letting me go From the moment I saw you I wanted you From the moment you kissed me I wished we could be more From the moment you touched me I refused to leave I cleave to you and everything you do I drown when you're not around And with you I can spring up for air I cling to you Only you can fix my cravings I swear this love is the real deal I'm addicted to you and everything you do

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Wash the Pain Away

As the water falls onto the streets it washes away the history. It cleans the outside in hopes that when the sun shines (as it always will) the earth would be ready to start anew. That's how I feel about you I cling to my past because everyday with you washes it away I begin to forget about the pain and the sorrow I try to hold out hope that this will continue tomorrow But I hold onto my past Not because I miss it But because it's a reminder of my strength And one day you'll be here to remind me And I won't need to hold on to something forever gone But I ask you now Will you stay and wash the pain away?

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CDL training day 8 and 9

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQnGckSmzEo&feature=share