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༄ ‧₊˚ ⌇ disclaimer + rant:: ↴ ! ❜⸼۰
before y'all start fighting in my comments section, nobody wants to fight you so hate will be deleted. you are entitled to your own opinion and i am entitled to mine and believe it or not, thinking this is valid IS an opinion. if you think otherwise, you're allowed to think that, what am i gonna do about it?? this post is really just me practicing argumentative responses, feedback or criticism would be greatly appreciated. i would love to hear your point of view as long as you're respectful !
esu, transracial, and rcta aren't the same thing so please don't say that. idek what transracial is but i assume it's the same as being rcta - rcta means "race change to another" and it is a newer term that we should NOT be using. why?
first off, race is a very broad thing, you can't just transition to a race, you have to be a specific ethnicity.
some of y'all don't know the difference between race, ethnicity and nationality so lemme just get that out of the way now :
race: race typically refers to physical characteristics such as skin color, facial features, and hair texture. it's a social construct used to categorize people based on perceived biological differences. however, there is no scientific basis for these distinctions, as genetic variation within racial groups can be greater than between them.
ethnicity: ethnicity relates to cultural factors such as language, religion, ancestry, and traditions. it's more about shared customs, beliefs, and history rather than physical traits. people from the same ethnicity may or may not share the same race.
nationality: nationality refers to the legal relationship between an individual and a sovereign state. it indicates the country of citizenship or allegiance, often determined by factors like place of birth, parentage, or legal status. nationality is about belonging to a specific political community, regardless of race or ethnicity.
now that you know that, let's continue.
the term race change TO ANOTHER implies that you were not that race before which would be untrue, it's a very hard feeling to describe but you've always been that race at heart, you're not "changing races"
this term was made by an awful person who is a groomer and pedo. they are also an asian fetishist. so by using this term, you'd be putting yourself under the same umbrella as them. im not going to talk about it but @.rctaisacult on tiktok has talked about it with screenshots and proof.
people who use ethnicity subliminals have ALWAYS been called ethnicity subliminals users, you can see that term goes back a lot of years, rcta on the other hand, very recent.
and for why you shouldn't use the term "transracial" ? there actually isn't a reason that comes to mind except for the fact that a lot of bait accounts or adults use it, there are many transracial adults out there that you can go to for help, large community! me personally, i don't really like to because i've noticed that most of the time, they have underlying mental issues that really need attention... im not trying to be like that so err i'd just not.
transracial is defined as: "Anyone whose physical makeup, emotional, racial, and/or self-expression is in conflict with current cultural racial stereotypes and racial norms, similar to transgender and sexual norms" (which it is not). it is actually the oldest term on the list, if you haven't heard of being esu, i'm sure you've heard of being transracial.
based on this definition, i feel like the difference between being esu and being transracial is one (has to) use subliminals and the other doesn't. they'll do things like cosmetic procedures instead.
i kinda wanna talk abt oli london but let's not address that
that tangent is over now and i just want to tell you that im not asking you to change your opinion, i just want you to be nice. the hate towards esu on the Internet is absolutely insane, i get it if you don't support, okay? if you don't like it, block don't report. we're just existing and it sucks that you think that's wrong of us. hate comments can be really damaging to someone's mental health, ESPECIALLY if that person is sensitive. if the hate is prolonged, it could lead to the death of someone, someone's child, cousin, uncle, aunt, mom, dad etc.
beating up someone because of their race/ethnicity or identity is absolutely insane, never ever resort to violence like that. what if that was a rumor? what if the person you just put on the brink of death was a bait account? what if they were framed? what if they lied? what if that was just a child? what if they were just minding their own business? you did that for what? for no reason at all.
i've lost many friends due to things like this happening, honestly just scroll, it's not that hard. the way that you'll just resort to violence like that is seriously disgusting, im sorry but you were not raised right. you all need to learn how to get over it, there's more to people other than if they're esu or not, it's their life, their decision, what are you really gonna do about it??
don't report, block me please
rest in peace to everyone we've lost and best wishes to everyone who has quit or left social media due to hate.
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now that that's been said, let's start !
i hope you enjoy !
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༄ ‧₊˚ ⌇intro to esu:: ↴ ! ❜⸼۰ ꒱
esu : ethnicity subliminal user(s)
what is a subliminal?
subliminals are messages that are delivered to the subconscious mind by means of music, speech or visual stimuli. these messages often contain negative or positive affirmations that are repeated repeatedly in order to reprogram or retrain the mind. subliminals are commonly used in self-improvement programs, weight loss programs and various therapy programs.
how do subliminals work?
subliminals work by bypassing the conscious mind and communicating directly to the subconscious mind. the subconscious mind receives and accepts these messages, if this goes on for a prolonged amount of time (varies), it can influence a person's beliefs, attitudes and behavior and may have a long-term effect on their thoughts, emotions and physical health. subliminal messages can be delivered through a variety of media, including music, videos, affirmations, and visual cues.
what is the law of attraction?
the law of attraction is a spiritual belief that states that positive or negative thoughts and feelings create a corresponding positive or negative energy that attracts or repels similar experiences, events, and people into our lives.
according to the law of attraction, if we focus on positive thoughts and feelings, we are more likely to attract positive experiences and people, and if we focus on negative thoughts and feelings, we are more likely to attract negative experiences and people.
what is manifestation?
manifestation is the process of bringing one's thoughts, feelings, and desires into physical reality. it involves concentrating one's thoughts, attention, and energy on a particular goal or outcome and taking action towards obtaining that outcome, believing that it is already a reality and that the desired result will manifest. manifestation involves having a clear and focused idea of what one wants, consistently holding that idea in one's mind, and taking action to bring it into physical reality.
what are ethnicity subliminals?
ethnicity subliminals are a type of subliminal messaging that uses affirmations, music, or ambient sounds to alter the physical appearance or identity of an individual. these affirmations are aimed at changing a person's ethnicity, and are often used by people who have a desire to look like a different ethnic group. while some believe that ethnicity subliminals can be used to alter one's appearance, many view this as problematic and potentially harmful.
so.. what's an ethnicity subliminal user?
ethnicity subliminal users are individuals who use ethnicity subliminals, to change one's physical appearance, ancestry or identity. these individuals may feel the need to change their appearance to conform to societal standards of beauty (invalid), to fit in with a different group (invalid), or to simply change their appearance to suit their personal preferences.
While some ethnicity subliminal users may see these messages as beneficial, others may view them as problematic and potentially harmful.
when you are esu, you're using these all of these things !
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༄ ‧₊˚ ⌇my story :: ↴ ! ❜⸼۰ ꒱
the purpose of me telling you this is so you can compare yourself to me and see if our stories align, i've noticed that most esu have similar childhood experiences.
as a young child, i was always drawn to japan, but i didn't really know why i was fascinated by everything about the country: the language, the food, the fashion, and the architecture. it all seemed to resonate with me on a deeper level, and i would spend hours researching japanese history, traditions, and customs. but i kept these feelings to myself, afraid that others would think i was weird or that they wouldn't understand. i tried to suppress my interests and conform to the expectations of those around me. however, the pull of japan was always there, and i couldn't shake the feeling that there was something about the country that i connected with on a deep level.
my connection to japan and its culture has always been a source of both fascination and confusion for me. i felt drawn to the country and its cultures from a very young age. but i didn't understand why or what it meant. i kept these feelings to myself out of fear that others would judge me or think i was wrong. as i got older, i couldn't shake the feeling that i was different from the people around me. it seemed like everyone around me was comfortable with their race and culture, while i felt like an outsider. i didn't look like my birth race, and i didn't feel like i was a part of it either. i always felt out of place, like there was something wrong with me. i wanted to be japanese, so much so that i would tell people i met that i was. but i didn't know a single word of japanese, so when people would ask me to say something in the language, i would freeze up and feel ashamed. i tried to learn japanese, but as an 8-year-old, i couldn't quite grasp it. i turned to subliminals to try and help me become more japanese, but i wasn't any good at sticking to routines and eventually gave up.
it wasn't until a bit later that i finally started to figure out what was going on. i was depressed and sad, trying on so many different gender identities and sexualities, but nothing ever felt right. i wish i could go back in time and change all of those years of confusion and sadness. but it isn't possible. my connection to japan was always more than just a passing interest; it was a deep-seated fascination that captivated me for years even when i didn't fully understand what it meant. i would daydream about living in japan, surrounded by the culture and the language, and would spend hours researching everything i could about the country, desperate to learn more. but even as i dreamed of becoming fluent in japanese, living in japan, and being part of the culture, i struggled with the guilt of feeling like i was somehow betraying my birth race and identity. i would ignore my birth race's culture, trying to pretend it didn't exist, and would become uncomfortable when others mentioned it.
as a self-proclaimed "anime hater" in 2020 i kept my distance from anything japanese for fear of being associated with the weird and awkward people who idolized the culture. but when the pandemic hit and we were quarantined at home, my curiosity began to get the best of me. with nothing but time on my hands, i started to explore japanese culture through something other than anime, and food. i started to explore the different kinds of sushi and discovered the deliciousness of onigiri, falling in love with the unique flavors and textures that were new to my palette. and even though i tried to ignore it, my obsession with japanese food slowly grew. (love it! #fat) but wasn't just my love for japanese food bun that was changing, as i struggled through the isolation of quarantine, l started to feel very sensitive and empty, like there was a part of me that was missing, even though i thought | had finally figured out my identity, something still seemed wrong.
then, again, i turned to subliminals as a way to find answers. i tried ethnicity subliminals, hoping they would help me figure out where i belonged in the world. but after a short time, i stopped listening to them, feeling like they weren't providing me with the answers i was looking for. and then, it was the summer of 2023. everyone was talking about rcta, something l knew a bit about from when i was young. lt seemed like a crazy fad, and i was one of the people making fun of t butt deep down, i knew that something was still missing. i still hadn't found that place in the world where i felt like i belonged, and i was desperate for answers. and thus began my journey down the rabbit hole of the rcta/esu community. lt started with me simply observing from the side, trying to understand what all the fuss was about. i was intrigued by the concept, but didn't want to go all in just yet.
however, as l spent more time in the community, i began to realize that i felt a strong connection to the esu identity, it was like a missing piece of the puzzle had finally been found! so, l decided to create my discord server, hoping to help others who were also struggling to find their place in the world. at first, i didn't claim to be esu, but rather acted as a supporter, helping others navigate their journeys. with over 800 members, it was like a second home to me. everyone was so supportive and caring, and i felt like i belonged for the first time in a long time. but then things took a turn. i took a short break from discord, only to come back to a complete mess. it was all my fault, apparently, and i felt like i had let everyone down. so i quit that server and started a new one, this time i started posting esu content and started "baiting" as esu japanese.
it wasn't a surprise that i got a lot of hate comments on my tiktok. people seemed to hate the idea of changing races, and they didn't hold back when it came to expressing their opinion. the comments hurt me, but i refused to admit it to
myself instead, i lashed out and doubled down on my beliefs, refusing to see the other side. my mom eventually caught wind of the hate i had been spewing, and she confronted me about it and defended myself. arguing that chänging races were racist but then she asked me a simple question: "how is it racist? they just want to be their true selves." oh, how that question hit me like a truck. i realized that i had been going against everything i had said and everything thought | had ever believed. it was as if a switch flipped inside me, and suddenly, it all made sense, i had to know more, to understand this newfound realization.
so i started researching my culture, devouring every piece of information i could find. i scoured the web for answers, for stories from people who experienced the same thing l did. and every article, every testimony, every piece of information. i felt my identity falling into place. it's been a few months since that realization, and i have never felt more connected to japan. i've learned so much about my culture, from the food to the customs, language and history. i feel a sense of belonging i never thought possible, and a newfound sense of pride in who i live, let's have been a journey, but one that i am grateful for. and know that there's still so much more to learn and discover. but for now, i'm satisfied with my new identity as an esu, and i am proud to be a part of a community that celebrates our cultures and identities.
༄ ‧₊˚ ⌇signs you might be esu:: ↴ ! ❜⸼۰ ꒱
you feel a deep affinity or connection to a culture or ethnicity that is different from your own background.
you have a genuine curiosity and enthusiasm for exploring and learning about different cultures, including their language, traditions, customs, and history.
you may feel like you don't fully belong to or identify with the cultural norms, traditions, or values of your birth culture.
you may desire to integrate elements of the culture you feel connected to into your own life, whether it's through language learning, adopting certain customs or practices, or participating in cultural events.
you have experimented with subliminals or other methods as a way to explore or express your connection to a different ethnicity or culture.
༄ ‧₊˚ ⌇resources:: ↴ ! ❜⸼۰ ꒱
you feel a sense of resonance or belonging when engaging with esu communities or content that explores themes of cultural identity, ethnicity, or belonging.
OR you feel jealous or almost violent when you see these communities^^
if you're feeling this way, please think about why !
"race changing from one reality to another is problematic" pisses me off so badly.
there is no original reality. therefore you have no original ethnicity.
i want to be pretty. people of all ethnicities can be pretty. maybe one day i want sharp, cutting eyes like Ruoshan Wang. maybe one day i want big doe eyes like Mila Kunis. maybe i want a button nose like Jenna Ortega. maybe i want a cute flat nose like Chaewon. maybe i want albino skin and hair so i can look ethereal. maybe i want darker skin so i look like a goddess. maybe i want pin-straight hair that won't stay in any hairstyle except "down". maybe i want coily hair i can play with. maybe i want thin lips to look more innocent. maybe i want big lips that look oh so kissable. have you considered i like features regardless of ethnicity. of course being white in this reality and then "becoming x other race" is weird, but from one reality to another? it's a whole other reality. you've always been another ethnicity there. the reality already exists, you're just selecting it. and why would i be the same in every reality? have you considered i want variety, not the same thing every time?? if i wanted monotony, i'd stay here
adding onto my previous point, i want to experience it all. i could always be a foreigner, could always have one foot in the door, could always think i'm starting to understand a culture only to be reminded that i'm an outsider when i hear a joke only a native would get. and to everyone who wants that, that's cool. but i want to learn about different cultures the best i can, and i want to belong. if i wanted to be an outsider, i'd stay in my cr
I saw numerous videos on this and I just wanted to add my two cents that no one asked for, yes you can shift with your eyes open, and yes you can shift on command. It's often said in the shifting community that there are no rules, yet people still have such strange limiting beliefs. If YOU do not believe that you can shift with your eyes open/on command then that's on YOU. There is no precedent when it comes to shifting, there is no action everyone must take to do it. You can shift while shitting on the toilet, you can shift while you sleep, you can shift while at school, you can shift while at work. There is no designated time to shift, shifting is NOW. Stop relying on your body/senses to give you confirmation, your body has nothing to do with shifting.
If you want to shift, shift however you want to; it is 110% up to you. Some people like getting into a meditative state, others don't like doing a method at all. Either way you can do it, there are multiple paths you can take and each one leads to shifting. Do not let anyone discourage you by saying you have to do it a certain way There is no WRONG way to shift, shift how YOU want to.
In one of my posts I compared shifting to making red beans & rice (so southern I know) but I view shifting as cooking. There are multiple ways to make a dish, you don't have to use the same ingredients. If you like doing something then add it to your recipe. You can do ANYTHING and shift, don't let people get you down.
now, the thing is, i saw this video on youtube, and there was this one method i thought i would try out.
basically, all i did was tell myself i was going to shift to a reality just like my current one, only my curtains are going to be pink.
i was in and out of sleep or whatever (i don't remember) but there was a flash of light and then my eyes shot open because a siren passed by me. they were police sirens–now this shit pulled me out of whatever dream/sleep thing was going on and i was pissed, but then i glanced at my bookshelves.
of course, first i looked at my curtains–were they pink? no, but when my eyes landed on my bookshelves (for reference i have 3 directly at the foot of my bed, with a little walk space in the middle.
there was something off, first i thought the last one look way skinnier than the first two, so that was freaking me out, i was trying to calm myself down (it took a while). i wear glasses, so looking at the shelves, i thought it was because it was dark and i couldn't see that they were wobbly, like, the corners were blurry (if that makes sense).
eventually i grabbed my phone and turned on the flash to get a better look. the bookshelf looked so weird, in fact my entire room just felt off. theres a space between the shelves for aesthetic purposes, but the last one is bigger because theres an outlet there.
i stepped in between the shelves and nearly shat myself, because there was a graduation lay with money attached to it. i was sure i had spent all the money on the lay when we got it (it was only $3 but still).
this is when i knew that i wasn't here–i was there. i went to explore the rest of the house, looking for anything that looked different. there wasn't much else–just one thing, my shoes.
i have a pair of hightop converse, typically they are shoved into a little shelf beneath the television, this time they were not and placed in the little rack near the door, alright acceptable, could be mom just put them somewhere else.
but then, walking back to my room, mom dropped her phone and my heart dropped. she asked me to pick it up, so i did, she asks why it's so hot, i tell her the air is off–which is weird because only i turn it off.
i hear my brother, he's awake in his room so i ask him if he turned it off, he says no, i ask him again and to stop messing with me, seriously did he turn it off? he said no, now i'm like, wtf because i know for a fact that my mother had turned the air on and i didn't turn it off and she was asleep.
whatever, i turn it on and go to my room. i look around. no. no there's something off about this fucking room. this is not my room–i mean it is–but it's not.
alright, theres only one way to be certain, yeah? i say my safe word, though it's a phrase really.
i lay back on my bed and say it. i do not close my eyes, but the second it leave my mouth, i feel a surge of energy and then like that it's gone.
a second later a car vrooms past and i realize i hadn't heard a car pass, nor had the upstairs neighbors annoyed me with their ruckas, nor had i got a notification from my online friends, which i get nearly all night because we live in separate timezones.
so now i'm sitting there, trying to figure out if i'd heard anything other than my brother in his room before i said my safe-word/phrase. i didn't i didn't. i just didn't.
now again, you could say this was all a coincidence. but i have this thing with loud nosies. i can't stand them, they're annoying and the cars that go back and forth throughout the night/day never fail to irritate me, i've woken out of my sleep to go upstairs and bang on my neighbors door to keep it the fuck down.
i have turned off my notifications because i get irritated easily if they keep pining.
perhaps i was caught up in the moment, the thought process of "have i shifted, if i have what's different?" but i can't shake the feeling of that room, nor of the way i was awoken by the sound of a loud ass siren, only to hear nothing else after that besides my brother–then to start hearing things once again after i say my safe word/phrase.
please let me know what you think, for me, i believe i was terrified at first because my mother and my brother are people i know in this reality, the potential of seeing them in another for the first time threw me so off guard, i don't know why i didn't think they'd be there when i asked for everything to be exactly the same.
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Things to script into your superhero drs
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⍟ no innocent lives are taken by you or as a result of any fight you are part of.
⍟ you never break your bones; maybe a sprain or twisted ankle, but nothing ever serious
⍟ if you're shot at, you always dodge or they miss you
⍟ your superhero suit is comfortable and breathable, but still protects you
⍟ your suit also helps absorb a lot of the impact of punches, kicks, and falls.
⍟ if you can fly:
⍟ you can fly at high speeds and altitudes and never feel lightheaded or have it affect your equilibrium and hearing
⍟ you have a good sense of direction + best course of action while flying
⍟ your earpiece/comm never falls out or goes dead while you're on a mission
⍟ fast reflexes
⍟ you're quick on your feet
⍟ because big explosions are like gospel in big fights, if you encounter one it never takes out your hearing.
⍟ you can hold your breath underwater for a long time + you're a strong swimmer
⍟ you're intuitive when it comes to technology. even if you've never encountered a specific operating system or type of device (because we all know those secret societies have their own brand of advanced technology) you're able to quickly find your way around it.
⍟ your hair never gets in your face during a fight
⍟ you have a high stamina
⍟ quick thinker in stressful situations
⍟ you always have a plan
⍟ witty comebacks and banter come naturally to you
⍟ perfect aim (for weapons or powers)
⍟ you don't get motion sickness
⍟ no fear of heights
⍟ you're observant
⍟ skilled at lip reading and body language
⍟ you know CPR + first aid
what is awareness. oh my god what is awareness. (can i put glitter on it, and most importantly, how do i tune it??)
awareness ≠ your thoughts. awareness ≠ your memories. awareness is not your identity. awareness is location. like literally.... where are you. where is your attention seated. if you're reading this post and thinking about how you looked weird in that group photo from 2019, then congrats. you're not here. your awareness is in a jpeg. you change your body? awareness stays. you forget your name? awareness stays. you close your eyes and imagine a different life so vividly you cry? awareness watched you do it.
when people say "i am awareness" they're not being poetic. they're being literal. you aren't your body. you aren't your thoughts. you aren't your opinions or memories or delusions or trauma-borne personality glitches. you are the thing aware of them. and if that's true, if awareness is what you are, then it also means awareness is portable.
you are not locked in here with yourself. you're holding the keys and pacing in a circle. you could walk out of the room. you just keep saying "but this room is familiar." you think you're being loyal, you're being stubborn.
to change your reality, you don't drag this awareness into another version of life. you relocate it. you frequent a new one. stop asking how. stop trying to turn this into a 12-step plan. you're not downloading the shift update off the app store. you don't do anything. you identify.
you say:
this is where i live now.
i'm aware from that life.
that reality is the one i perceive from, not toward.
i am no longer visiting. i am from there.
you hold that. you frequent it. you go back to it. you rinse yourself in it. you don't wait to believe it, you practice it. not to convince yourself, and not to manifest something, but because it's already true.
awareness doesn't have to be proven. it just is. you can't fake being. you can't audition for it. you don't have to scream "i'm shifting!!" you just remember:
i am the awareness behind every life i've ever touched.
and i pick this one now.
frequent that. until it's muscle memory. until it's not a shift. it's just.....… where you look from.
what they tell you: this is your original reality. the truth: there’s no original reality. it’s not this, it’s not your dr. there’s not a starting point.
what they tell you: shifting realities is shifting your consciousness to other realities. the truth: you shift your awareness. if you were to shift your consciousness it implies that once you are in your dr your body here doesn’t have consciousness, which goes against everything a living human is.
what they tell you: shifting takes time. the truth: you make your own rules, and there’s not an instruction manual to follow.
what they tell you: once you shift and/or permashift, your version of this reality can’t shift anymore. the truth: you can shift anyway, just to a parallel version of your dr. because every version of you has awareness that can be shifted.
what they tell you: you can’t bring objects from your dr. the truth: you can just shift back to a reality where you have that object.
what they tell you: having multiple s/o is cheating. the truth: this is something between you and you only. you have no right to push your ‘its cheating’ agenda into others, because different realities equals different minds and emotions. so, it’s not cheating.
what they tell you: methods make you shift. the truth: they are just tools that you can or can not use. you are the one shifting, not your methods.
what they tell you: some people can’t shift. the truth: everyone can and everyone is doing it. your thoughts and actions shape reality. of all kinds.
what they tell you: aging yourself up / down is wrong. the truth: in that reality you were always of that age. and your mind is going to have the same mentality of your age.
what they tell you: permashift is not possible. the truth: a reality is not more special then others. even staying here forever can be called permashifting. you can just decide to be aware of your dr forever instead of this.
what they tell you: you have to not care about your cr to shift. the truth: we are not vegetables. you can have all kind of emotions of both your realities and still shift to your dr.
what they tell you: shifting breaks will ruin your process. the truth: shifting is not a process that goes away if you don’t try for more than three months. if you want a break take it.
what they tell you: you can have shifting blockages. the truth: they are not a thing. because you shift your awareness, you can just be aware of you not having so-called blockages. nothing, physicallyc spiritually, mentally, astronomically, can stop you from shifting.
what they tell you: respawning (not remembering this reality) is bad. the truth: it’s not. lmao. it’s not like your body here is going to evaporate.
what they tell you: shifting is complicated. the truth: you can decide how shifting is because you make your own rules. if you want overcomplicate it you can, if you want to oversimplify it you can.
what they tell you: you have to be connected to your dr to shift there. the truth: as long as you are not a bluetooth, it’s not required.
Me sneaking the concept of shifting into the deep what is life type of conversation: ⬇️
WHEN THEY KNOW WHAT IT IS!! ⬇️
But they don't fully believe in it. ⬇️
(They don't understand how important it is to me. It has consumed me; it's all I think about 95% of the time. I can't stop now I know the capabilities. Why would I stop? I have nothing to loose and everything to gain.)
being awake. being asleep. being half-asleep. being tired. being overstimulated. being underwhelmed. being mad. being sad. being bored. being blank. being burnt out. being busy. being lazy. being confused. being impatient. being scared. being sick. being numb. being annoyed. being full of doubt. being full of rage. being full of nothing. not scripting. not visualising. not believing. not trying. trying too hard. changing your mind mid-shift. not knowing which dr to pick. not having a method. switching methods mid-process. switching drs mid-process. falling asleep during a method. forgetting what you were doing halfway through. remembering after six hours and shrugging. affirming once. affirming a thousand times. not affirming at all. listening to music. scrolling your phone. crying. laughing. spacing out. spacing in. eating. walking. sitting. lying down. standing around. zoning out in class. working. not working. having an existential crisis. having a regular tuesday. thinking "this isn't working." thinking "whatever." forgetting about shifting entirely. remembering randomly. being at your mental best. being at your mental worst.
what the fuck wait i just remembered i shifted last night??????
seriously this was random but i used my hmm method RIGHT after some DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP ass meditating where i just laid there and tired my body for sleep, then i simply did that hmm method and i got in the trance state so quickly, i felt like my body was slipping off, and my dumbass said "let's shift" and the next thing i know is i shifted somewhere????
like i don't remember, it was weird, i just remembed seeing a very sudden bright of flash light and- mf i'm writing this at an angel number, 3:33.
btw guys, the silva method>>>>
anyways i didn't continue, so i shifted somewhere which was my room but not my room.
and then i didn't care much ab it and just laid down to sleep again, and just rn i went back to the memory and it clicked.
mf i had shifted to one of my DR bedrooms for like a couple of mins-
AND GUESS WHICH IT WAS? SPIDERVERSE, BUT SINCE I SCRIPTED MY BEDROOM THERE TO LOOK SIMILAR TO MINE IN MY CR MY DUMBASS DID NOT SEE IT WAS A SHIFT, HOW DID I REALIZE IT WAS MY DR BEDROOMS? i remembered seeing a poster there that i was so confused was on my walls, so i didn't care and slept back, and just a while ago i was zoning out looking at the same spot and it clicked me.
SO YEAH, I SHIFTED LAST NIGHT, BY MY GODDAMN HMM METHOD PAIRED WITH MY SUBLIMINAL BEFORE BED.
@mercifulstate MY GIRLY GUESS WHAT, I GOTTA THANK U BTW BC I JUST READ ONE OF YOUR POSTS BEFORE SLEEPING FOR FUNSIES AND THAT MOTIVATED MY ASS, SO THANKS.
I literally do not care if someone race changes or ages themselves up/down, YOU shouldn’t care. At the end of the day, we’re all only consciousness, and we aren’t limited to this reality and it’s physical features either, so why limit yourself? And about the aging down/up, it’s not wrong to change your age depending on where you’re going, whether it be to relive your youth or gain new experiences (aging up). If you have a genuine problem with these things, keep it to yourself. It’s not like you’ll be able to stop them anyway.
