moved to @jirainaxa

fallen angel rotting on earth . he/she . jirai blog

[rinsheaven]

intro post

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my name is nikki , ame , denji , rin and ivan. call me whatever you want . i'm a minor , so please , no (extremely inappropriate / adults) creepy anons unless i know who you are or i consent ; i use he / she / it only

i have a agere sideblog , if you post agere content and see me interacting that's why<3

i'm not formally dx with anything besides suspected autism but there's defo something wrong with me lol /lh

i identify as a gender fluid poly lesbian and as a lifestyle jirai , i vent and rant a lot in this blog and clearly english isn't my first language (brazilian) . i think this blog doesn't realy have a tw outside of your usual depressing and jirai stuff ! also i'm a ame (nso) , denji (csm) & ivan (ALNST) fictionkin .

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this isn't a fandom blog but i do occasionally talk about the medias i enjoy .

aka jjk , enstars , sheena ringo , ado , dandadan , kimi ni todoke , csm , pokemon and a lot i dont remember rn

certified yumejoshi who doesn't post about it #sorrynada , maybe check @/limpdream on twt if you're interested on my yume side

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my dni is the basic criteria , fashion jirais , anti recovery , creepy men and adults , makima and/or himeno stans , denji x any adult character shippers , anti fictionkin , neutral on genocide / zionists , radqueers , darkcomproshippers , reblogs / posts gore .

i forgot from who is the ivan layout , sorry

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Tagging System ;

— 🪽 Yoru is yapping! ꔛ — General Tag

— 👁‍🗨 Rin's paradox ... ꔛ — Fiction and Otherkin related

— 🔄 Ame's reblogs ; ꔛ — self explanatory .

— 💌 a love letter to Denji ?! ꔛ —answering asks

— 🩷 Yoru's Darling ! ꔛ — answering asks from mooties and/or talking about mooties .

— 🫀Rin's Fictional Darling ; ꔛ Yumeships and Selfship yapping

— 💤 Nee-Chan ; ꔛ — Special Tag for @oneeyawn 💤

[kiochisato]

don't bring me down, it's much too late

☆ — THE HERTA layouts ☉ ⸝⸝⸝ @imodestars || no f/o tags unl them (҂°ロ°) rb et cr to use 〜 click me … !

[clownsparkles]

𐔌﹒The herta tumblr layout <𝟑 .ᐟ

⤷﹒rb+credits to use ﹑psd by © apparemarch﹑render credits 1-2-3-4﹑id/kin/me tags are okay unless f/o﹑credits for heavy inspo ★﹒!! ︶

young fool notes : ❝first post ^_^ i hope you like it <3 ❝

[rinsheaven]

merry Christmas !!

MERRY CHRISTMAS SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY !!! happy new year too :)

[umacloudnine]

agnes are you seeing this shit. agnes turn around

[rinsheaven]

i made another acc , i think im moving to there @alguememata follow there ig

tags

@piko-chan @oneeyawn @loser-otaku-girl-real and anyone i may have forgotten idk @goofylouie @heartshattering @jiraiema

[obsessivel0v3r]

Ask game:

"Creepy Anons, Share Your Thoughts"

💌: I'd flood your inbox on a daily if you'd be fine with it.

🌷: What would it take to get you equally obsessed as I am for you?

🤍: We're in a parasocial relationship in my mind, can I share what I think about you?

🦋: You're so sweet, but I want to capture you and break off your wings so you'd just be mine.

🎧: I'd listen to your voice on repeat if you made a voice reveal.

🍓: I'd love to share a meal with you.

💘: I'm so jealous to think you've liked others before.

👁: Can I be creepy with you?

🐶: I'd devote myself to you if you were ever open to looking for a significant other.

🐺: I admire your blog in silence, but I hate how you share your attention with every other anon too.

🪻: Can I keep your mind busy?

⚘️: Can I have all your attention?

🌹: I wish you'd block everyone and only chat with me...

🥀: I love you, but I hate how obsessed I feel right now.

🌺: I'd make this feeling become more than just a one-sided feeling if I could.

🔪: I'd get rid of everyone else if it meant that you'd be mine. ♡

(Made by: @obsessivel0v3r )

[rinsheaven]

hello

[swissroll-plus]

i just gotta clarify this— PLEASE DO NOT SPAM MY INBOX FOR DONATIONS TO HELP YOUR FAMILY, im genuinely sorry to those who are struggling but im a minor i literally can’t provide you any financial help 😭

(also just to clarify guys im already aware that most of em are bots)

[dexrall]

so cozy ((○（＾▽＾）○))

[the-real-loser-otaku-girl]

Erm chat i think that girl covered in sh scars and drinking straight from the bottle may be mentally ill...shes trying to hide is sm tho...

Guys i think the person who openly talks about their mental health struggles may be unwell...thats just a theory tho....

No hate 2 the creator im just saying those subcultures r very open about having issues. Its not a "dark truth" that we're sick. we're very open about it.

And like yeah theres fashion 2 it but like? If u wear stuff like yami kawaii ur most likely got mental health issues. You wouldn't wear blades as earings or have menhera chan buttons if u were mentally stable if that makes sense.

Edit: i haven't seen the video i just got the screenshot from a moot/friend

[mezzo-pianist]

not to mention when people say we’re glorifying/romanticising mental illnesses. i don’t think there’s anything wrong with trying to make your mental health/mental health related things appear cute? it’s called a COPING MECHANISM

[jirairin]

I feel like dancing the night away, with someone holding my hands

But there’s no one

And it’s all my fault

[yuk1taa]

Let's make a silly trade ;

You will give me ur attention and I will stop hitting u with a shovel whenever u make me angry.

[flesh-andsoul]

after five years i still have depression,

after five years of therapy.

i had the illusion, thanks to the meds that my mind was in peace again, the i wasn't ill anymore

but it's only a lie, i have depression, and i still feel it sticking to me, heavy

i don't know what to think, i'm paralyzed under it and i'm so desperate, stuck in a world that it's not made for me

[miseriiangel-deactivated2026010]

[infestedcarcass]

"you're fine and mentally healthy! it's just puberty!"

no it's not. nobody else my age feels this way. none of them struggle this much with just puberty. nobody cvts themselves cause of puberty or hallucinates cause of puberty or plans their svicide cause of puberty or feels like they wouldn't give a goddamn if they dropped dead tomorrow because of fucking puberty. none of the girls or guys my age feel this way.

denial is not just a river in Egypt apparently.

[14rendacted]

does anyone ever wish they had a partner that would tend their wounds and kiss all the pain away

[rigormortizzz]

"I'm paranoid 🥺🎀" girlies when I tell them that i think everyone I talk to are actually just one person who wants to hurt me

"I'm paranoid 🥺🎀" girlies when I tell them I have to sleep with a furniture locking my door

"I'm paranoid 🥺🎀" girlies when I tell them I firmly believe in those "robot revolution" and alien conspiracy theories

"I'm paranoid 🥺🎀" girlies when I tell them everytime someone change their tone i create a whole movie in my head about them hurting and leaving me

"I'm paranoid 🥺🎀" girlies when I tell them I have to have my phone camera covered all the time because I feel like someone is watching me through it