A lot of people talk about Willâs coming-out scene mainly in terms of writing choices. And I understand why â it is a writing issue. But what still isnât talked about enough is what this scene meant for Noah himself.
Because this wasnât just a bad or clumsy moment in the script.
It was a gay actor being asked to perform a coming-out written by straight men who ultimately did not listen to him.
Noah didnât approach Willâs story casually. Over the years, heâs spoken many times about how deeply personal Willâs journey is to him, how much he cares about the character, and how strongly he wanted Willâs arc to be handled with honesty and respect. He has said that he talked to the Duffers, that he suggested changes, that he tried to advocate for Will. And yet, despite all of that, the final version of the scene places Will in a situation where he has no agency at all: a public space, surrounded by people he barely knows, pushed into coming out by fear rather than choice.
Letâs be honest â no queer person comes out like that by choice.
Not in a crowded room. Not because a supernatural villain might weaponize their identity. Not without privacy, safety, or control. And Noah had to stand there and act it, fully aware of how wrong and vulnerable it felt, knowing that this moment would be analyzed, debated, and replayed endlessly.
Especially when we know this moment could have been handled differently. It has been confirmed that the coming-out was at one point considered as a private scene between Joyce and Will â something intimate, safer, and centered on Willâs choice rather than fear. That option wasnât taken. Instead, the scene leans toward exposure and urgency, on public humiliation and itâs hard not to feel that Noahâs perspective, as a gay man playing a gay character, wasnât fully taken into account in that decision.
What makes it even harder to sit with is how long he had to live inside that moment. The scene reportedly took around twelve hours to film. That means returning to the same emotional place again and again â not something gentle or affirming, but a worst-case scenario that many queer people spend their lives hoping they will never experience.
And the truth is, the scene only works at all because of Noahâs performance â not because it was particularly well written. He carries it entirely on his shoulders. The hesitation, the fear, the visible discomfort, the bravery that feels forced rather than celebratory â all of that comes from him. The script offers very little subtlety or care, but Noah fills in the gaps with vulnerability and restraint, giving the moment a humanity it otherwise wouldnât have. If a weaker actor had played that scene, it likely would have fallen apart completely. Instead, Noah gives it emotional weight and sincerity. In doing so, he saves it â and thatâs exactly where the problem lies. His real identity, his lived experience, becomes emotional labor used to prop up a scene that didnât offer him dignity or protection in the first place.
What does deserve to be acknowledged is that after filming the scene, Noah did have support from the rest of the cast. Weâve seen BTS moments, like Finn hugging him once the cameras stopped rolling. That support matters. It shows that, on a human level, he wasnât completely alone after such an intense experience. But care after the fact doesnât undo what the scene demanded of him.
This speaks to a broader issue: how easily queer pain becomes a narrative tool, how often queer actors are expected to endure discomfort in the name of âimpact,â and how rarely that emotional cost is acknowledged once the episode airs.
If this scene affected you, if it stayed with you emotionally â as it did with me â thatâs largely because of Noahâs performance. His honesty, vulnerability, and restraint made it feel real. And it is possible to appreciate that while still saying how bad this scene was and that the way this moment was constructed â and the emotional burden it placed on him â shouldnât be brushed aside or minimized.
This is about how queer actors are still not fully trusted to tell their own stories. How their boundaries are overlooked. How their pain is framed as âgood television.â If this scene moved you, thank Noah â because the writing alone didnât do that. He did.
And thatâs not something Iâll ever call okay.
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