Welcome to River Blossom Care Home.

Welcome to River Blossom Care Home. We welcome any of your muses (even if I would take time for me to know who you guys are) and I'll make sure that you feel safe in this institution. That's my mission. Current Muse: Airi Hinode. Original Character. RP: Open Events: None!

[river-blossom-rp]

Muse's Information Card.

Name: Airi Hinode

Age: 23

Pronouns: she/her

Height: 165 cm (5.41 ft)

Occupation: Nurse at River Blossom Care Home.

Hobbies: Play the guitar, Paint on canvases, and camping.

Likes: Sunsets, long conversations, Cartoons.

Dislikes: Liars, Toxic ambiance, Manipulative people.

Airi Hinode is a practitioner in the River Blossom Care Home, and it is ready to help every patient that is registered as best as she can during their mental health treatment.

She may be on reception at times, but she is usually in the halls with the patients, taking vitals or giving them relaxation methods, to even just having a chat to calm them down. Some of the crew even claim that she may not be a real nurse, but more of a therapist in hand.

Still, she is ready to give her all during her stay at this new place, that she can call home.

[astral-glass]

💮 How to start a RP blog 💮

Before I start please keep in mind that there are no specific rules on how your blog should be! I’m just explaining the common set ups and what not that most rpers use! Also I’m going to organize this in steps because steps help my overwhelmed brain

1.)   The first step to starting a RP blog is deciding on your muse, or the character you’re going to write as. It can be any muse you want! You can even have multiple muses for one blog if you’d like (but that does make organizing a bit harder). You can write as a canon character, an oc, a canon character with your own headcanons, whatever!       Just ask yourself: is this a character I’m going to want to write for a while? Is this a character that I feel comfy portraying? Choosing a character without thinking this over may lead you to give up or delete quickly because you find that you don’t enjoy them! This is okay though! It’s good to experiment and find out who you write the best! 2.)   Once you have your muse chosen, maybe practice writing with them a bit? This is optional of course, but practice may help you decide if they’re right for you or not. 3.)   Look at you! You got your muse! That’s awesome! Now, time to make the blog! The URL is fun to work with but may also be difficult to figure out. Go with whatever your heart desires! Look at examples too! Here’s how I chose mine:       Peregrine (as in peregrine falcon, the animal Avi represents and owns) was taken, so I changed my i to 3 i’s (a popular trend ha ha). Avian’s url is peregriiine because the word peregrine represents her in multiple ways (I’ll explain how later). 4.)   Got your URL? Radical. Time to give your blog a nice theme! You don’t HAVE to do this, but I highly recommend it. In all honesty, people are going to want to interact with you more if you have a well put together theme and blog. Finding a theme may be difficult but there are blogs made just to help with that! @theme-hunters for example Or, go look at some rp blogs and see if you like any of their themes! Grab the code from the maker, plug it in, and viola! Now you just have to put all your images and text and colors that you want! With this in mind, try to think of a specific color scheme and aesthetic for your muse. It will help with the look I promise! 5.)   Got your theme and images? Wowee you’re really close! Now it’s time to make your pages. There are 3 very important pages to have: An open and easily accessible ask box, a bio/about page for your muse, and a rules page - Ask box: This one is easy. Have it open so people can send in starters and memes! The big one is having it easily accessible in your theme. It doesn’t HAVE to be, because people can find it and sometimes it’s worth the aesthetic, but it’s just easier for your RP partners! - About page: Please have a link/tab about your muse (esp if it’s an OC!). People have to know who you’re writing! If it’s a canon character you’re writing as (ex RED demoman) then you don’t have to put too much there since most people already know the basics about him! But! You can add in your own headcanons if you’d like! I recommend looking at some other RP blog bios to find out how you want to structure your’s :0 - Rules: This one actually isn’t required for people to RP with you, but I recommend it for your own sake. Because different people go by different standards and most (good) RPers make sure to check them first. Some important things to add is how you feel about certain writing topics (ex: No smut because I am a minor/I don’t like it, gore and violence is okay, etc). Again, looking at other rule pages will give you ideas for how to structure it -Other: There are other (optional) pages to include as well, such as a list of verses (like AU’s and what not), relationships (list of their relationship with other rp partners), etc! Anything you also want to have available! 6.)  Your pages are done, your theme is set, you’re almost ready to go! Now here’s the most difficult part: Starting to write. I recommend 3 things:  ~ reblogging RP/ ASK memes (lists of certain things that other people can send you) ~making a promo post to get yourself out there ~and most importantly SEND STARTERS TO OTHER PEOPLE FIRST      This may seem like the hardest task to fulfill but it’s the most efficient way to get started. You can’t just wait for people to find you. You gotta fling yourself at others! Once you do that, people will follow you and send things themselves! It’s very anxiety-inducing for some people (me!!!me!!) but it’s worth it I promise 7.)  YOU DID IT! You are now writing little stories with your muse and another’s muse! How cool is that? You can write about anything ever! You can write small little silly threads (or a series of replies to the same story) or even long extended ones that are deep and thick with development :0!!! Possibilities are endless!!! YOU DID IT YEAAAAAAAH!!!

Now for some extra tips just for fun! ~ Having specific tags for things is REALLY helpful in organizing your content! ~ You don’t just have to reblog memes and replies; you can reblog images or posts that relate to your (such as an aesthetic that follows them or some musings!) I have tags for each of these things ~ For those tags, I recommend looking at other people’s tags for ideas on what to tag and how to tag it. I’m a dork and made really fancy tags with quotes and all that but you don’t have too! ~ Also add fun things to your blog, like a music player for tunes to set the mood for your muse! ~ Also, some people like to use little icons or art pieces in there responses to show their muse’s expression. This is optional but really fun! You don’t have to be an artist, you can just use other people’s art (with permission but most people don’t do that because they state that their icons are not their own art.) ~ Make sure to be respectful and kind to your fellow rp partners! ~ Roleplaying is a hobby. People do it for fun. Do NOT feel obligated to do a reply super quickly if you have other things going on.  ~ Have fun omg For those who are unsure even HOW to write rp responses, there is no set way! You just write how you wish as long as you write your muse and give your partner enough to work with! (Any questions or example requests? Send me an ask)

[rpmemegraveyard]

Go into my inbox and tell me a situation you’d love to see my muse go through.

Curious how my muse would handle heartbreak? Want to see my muse in a perilous plot? Perhaps you just want to see them in a specific setting? Toss all the ideas at me! I might get inspired!

[soulrph]

send in " nodding off... " for the exhausted sender to fall asleep against the receiver's shoulder, and for the receiver's response to this.

[river-blossom-rp]

"Being alive it exhausting."

Or

"i know it’s selfish.  but i wish someone would just take care of me."

(@the-friendly-entomologist)

(Note: Why not both?) Lines: "Being Alive it's exhausting" and "I know it's selfish. But I wish someone would just take care of me"

It wasn't like him to react that way. Sure, he was getting some coaching into realizing that he can not be okay sometimes, and is letting himself be more vulnerable more frequently, but one of the many barriers he kind of gets hard to cross is letting it out at any moment. Instead, he usually pulls it in his heart long enough until he can't do it any longer.

Thankfully, the time that it went to this, was right in my session. He wasn't one to talk when that happens.

Start from the bottom. He already expressed that he was exhausted enough. that's a start.

"Why do you think it would be selfish?"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

"..."

"It... It's selfish because Gonta is grown. He's not some lost baby that needs to be watched over all the time anymore, he can and has to do things on his own now. Even then, it's n-not like he has much of anyone he can rely on, so to just ask someone to do that... How inconsiderate would that be?"

[river-blossom-rp]

I can't help but look at him for a minute. It's been a few months since he has ingressed after the incident. he has learned a lot since then.

And still, he feels that he can't be taken care of. He is experimenting with a form of depression, but he is battling it for the sake of being seen as someone reliable, which is a form of anxiety.

Something that I can rescue around his explanation that is sadly right, was that he doesn't have many people to rely on, or a proper support group, which should be his family. He doesn't have that. I have seen how the last time they came, they almost triggered a whole trauma backstory, that luckily was able to confront. He has the kids I see interacting with, which were a fundamental piece, but we don't know how much they will stay together. Or if they will even visit them once they are discharged.

Sadly, the people who stay here from the Simulation, are usually long-term patients.

He needs a proper steady group, and he doesn't have that. At least not yet. He has to tackle that he is not a burden for just asking.

But has to see something first.

"Can I ask why you if, someone has told you that? That you are a baby when you ask for help?" Maybe with an answer on that, he could try to tackle that first barrier, before going into the "Inconsideration"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

"... His father tends to do that the most. He get annoyed quickly when Gonta asks him to repeat what he said, or ask for directions for something. It either causes him to snap, or just tell him to figure it out on his own and leaves Gonta to it."

"... How funny, since his father also gets mad when Gonta ends up failing to do the task since he wasn't properly told what to do." He gave a short laugh at the end, but Gonta certainly didn't find it funny at all, given his expression.

"Ever since that became a thing... Gonta always just felt like everyone he turned to felt the same way. Getting irritated with having to explain such simple concepts to him multiple times and eventually just getting fed up with it. So that why Gonta just... Give up on trying to ask for help."

[river-blossom-rp]

That was... understandable.

He just doesnt believe that people genuinely wants to help. Or at best being there.

And that goes with his future. It's said that his parents are out of the picture...

And if he starts new?

"Tell me something. Do you remmerb in one of the sessions we had a while back, how we tackled the future? Have you thoguht about what you think you could do there?"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

... What did Gonta remember from previous sessions? Considering he had to think about it for a moment, most likely not much. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to, or thought he didn’t need the advice, very much the opposite. Gonta would often keep a journal for stuff like this, writing down what he learned and talked about during the session and saving it in a safe place.

Unfortunately, Gonta wasn’t one to carry journals around like that often, and it's been... a hot minute since he's refreshed himself on what was written inside the book in the first place.

Nonetheless though, he would try to remember.

"Uhmm... To take each moment.. one step at a time...?"

[river-blossom-rp]

"Yes, exactly!" That was one thing. It's good progress. "Every single person has their own way to progress. You dont have to force your self into believing that you dont need the help."

Because sadly that is what it was happening. But he would imagine that other people would have it worse...

"You would offer assistance to someone else if they are in this kind of situation, right?"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

Gonta cracked a little smile, a bit glad that that was correct. It made sense, of course, taking a difficult situation and breaking it into smaller, or easier to deal with pieces to work with. It was just... Actually doing so, that was the hard part.

He looked to Yanami, hearing the other ask him if he would help someone if there were feeling down like this, to which Gonta nodded intently.

"Well, of course Gonta would. He couldn’t just leave someone to be hurt like that on there own, Gonta would want to make sure they were okay, and not feel alone..."

[river-blossom-rp]

Dr. Yanami smiles. Thats the moment.

"Well, you're not the only one."

He looked that Gotja wasn't talking after that, so he took that moment.

"Gonta, I understand what you feel. You want to be the strong person here so no one feels that they need to help you, but even if it doesnt feel like it, I can assure that there are people who genuinely want to see if you are ok..."

More silence.

"It doesnt have to be your family. Maybe, a group of people that you estimate recently as friends..."

Yanami smiles at him.

"And I'm sure that they are ok if you have one off day."

Maybe not his family... but a group of friends...

Maybe his new group.

[the-friendly-entomologist]

"..."

It was true. Of course it was true... Gonta deserves help and appreciation just like everyone else did. But why... why was that so difficult to accept? More so, why was that a hard feeling to imagine? Plenty of times has he went to help, only for someone to disregard what he needs, or do help him only if it meant that something was in it for them. Gonta probably only had to use one hand to count how many times someone was genuinely there.

"... He suppose that right." What all that he could word out from what Gonta was thinking all at once, his tone not as sure as his previous answer.

[river-blossom-rp]

"I understand that in times like this, being wary is crucial. But try, as homework for your Brain, to see who is there to genuinely help you. Let yourself have an off day for once. Let yourself to not give all of your energy. The people who estimate you, will understand. Of course, letting it consumed by it is kot good either but... let yourself have it for today."

[the-friendly-entomologist]

Gonta sighed quietly, this already sounded like a challenge. He doesn't remember much of a time where he didn't feel like having to give it his all, or not give anything at all, but... Gonta didn't have much of a choice now, so he can't give up just yet.

"... Okay, Gonta will try and do that."

[river-blossom-rp]

"Alright. As for now, i need you to..."

In there, he brought a paper to him.

"Write who you think will help you. Genuinely. It can be anyone. From here. From outside."

He gives him a pen.

"And when you have it, read it. And again. Every time you think like this. Read it."

Smiles.

"that's your support group."

[river-blossom-rp]

"Being alive it exhausting."

Or

"i know it’s selfish.  but i wish someone would just take care of me."

(@the-friendly-entomologist)

(Note: Why not both?) Lines: "Being Alive it's exhausting" and "I know it's selfish. But I wish someone would just take care of me"

It wasn't like him to react that way. Sure, he was getting some coaching into realizing that he can not be okay sometimes, and is letting himself be more vulnerable more frequently, but one of the many barriers he kind of gets hard to cross is letting it out at any moment. Instead, he usually pulls it in his heart long enough until he can't do it any longer.

Thankfully, the time that it went to this, was right in my session. He wasn't one to talk when that happens.

Start from the bottom. He already expressed that he was exhausted enough. that's a start.

"Why do you think it would be selfish?"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

"..."

"It... It's selfish because Gonta is grown. He's not some lost baby that needs to be watched over all the time anymore, he can and has to do things on his own now. Even then, it's n-not like he has much of anyone he can rely on, so to just ask someone to do that... How inconsiderate would that be?"

[river-blossom-rp]

I can't help but look at him for a minute. It's been a few months since he has ingressed after the incident. he has learned a lot since then.

And still, he feels that he can't be taken care of. He is experimenting with a form of depression, but he is battling it for the sake of being seen as someone reliable, which is a form of anxiety.

Something that I can rescue around his explanation that is sadly right, was that he doesn't have many people to rely on, or a proper support group, which should be his family. He doesn't have that. I have seen how the last time they came, they almost triggered a whole trauma backstory, that luckily was able to confront. He has the kids I see interacting with, which were a fundamental piece, but we don't know how much they will stay together. Or if they will even visit them once they are discharged.

Sadly, the people who stay here from the Simulation, are usually long-term patients.

He needs a proper steady group, and he doesn't have that. At least not yet. He has to tackle that he is not a burden for just asking.

But has to see something first.

"Can I ask why you if, someone has told you that? That you are a baby when you ask for help?" Maybe with an answer on that, he could try to tackle that first barrier, before going into the "Inconsideration"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

"... His father tends to do that the most. He get annoyed quickly when Gonta asks him to repeat what he said, or ask for directions for something. It either causes him to snap, or just tell him to figure it out on his own and leaves Gonta to it."

"... How funny, since his father also gets mad when Gonta ends up failing to do the task since he wasn't properly told what to do." He gave a short laugh at the end, but Gonta certainly didn't find it funny at all, given his expression.

"Ever since that became a thing... Gonta always just felt like everyone he turned to felt the same way. Getting irritated with having to explain such simple concepts to him multiple times and eventually just getting fed up with it. So that why Gonta just... Give up on trying to ask for help."

[river-blossom-rp]

That was... understandable.

He just doesnt believe that people genuinely wants to help. Or at best being there.

And that goes with his future. It's said that his parents are out of the picture...

And if he starts new?

"Tell me something. Do you remmerb in one of the sessions we had a while back, how we tackled the future? Have you thoguht about what you think you could do there?"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

... What did Gonta remember from previous sessions? Considering he had to think about it for a moment, most likely not much. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to, or thought he didn’t need the advice, very much the opposite. Gonta would often keep a journal for stuff like this, writing down what he learned and talked about during the session and saving it in a safe place.

Unfortunately, Gonta wasn’t one to carry journals around like that often, and it's been... a hot minute since he's refreshed himself on what was written inside the book in the first place.

Nonetheless though, he would try to remember.

"Uhmm... To take each moment.. one step at a time...?"

[river-blossom-rp]

"Yes, exactly!" That was one thing. It's good progress. "Every single person has their own way to progress. You dont have to force your self into believing that you dont need the help."

Because sadly that is what it was happening. But he would imagine that other people would have it worse...

"You would offer assistance to someone else if they are in this kind of situation, right?"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

Gonta cracked a little smile, a bit glad that that was correct. It made sense, of course, taking a difficult situation and breaking it into smaller, or easier to deal with pieces to work with. It was just... Actually doing so, that was the hard part.

He looked to Yanami, hearing the other ask him if he would help someone if there were feeling down like this, to which Gonta nodded intently.

"Well, of course Gonta would. He couldn’t just leave someone to be hurt like that on there own, Gonta would want to make sure they were okay, and not feel alone..."

[river-blossom-rp]

Dr. Yanami smiles. Thats the moment.

"Well, you're not the only one."

He looked that Gotja wasn't talking after that, so he took that moment.

"Gonta, I understand what you feel. You want to be the strong person here so no one feels that they need to help you, but even if it doesnt feel like it, I can assure that there are people who genuinely want to see if you are ok..."

More silence.

"It doesnt have to be your family. Maybe, a group of people that you estimate recently as friends..."

Yanami smiles at him.

"And I'm sure that they are ok if you have one off day."

Maybe not his family... but a group of friends...

Maybe his new group.

[the-friendly-entomologist]

"..."

It was true. Of course it was true... Gonta deserves help and appreciation just like everyone else did. But why... why was that so difficult to accept? More so, why was that a hard feeling to imagine? Plenty of times has he went to help, only for someone to disregard what he needs, or do help him only if it meant that something was in it for them. Gonta probably only had to use one hand to count how many times someone was genuinely there.

"... He suppose that right." What all that he could word out from what Gonta was thinking all at once, his tone not as sure as his previous answer.

[river-blossom-rp]

"I understand that in times like this, being wary is crucial. But try, as homework for your Brain, to see who is there to genuinely help you. Let yourself have an off day for once. Let yourself to not give all of your energy. The people who estimate you, will understand. Of course, letting it consumed by it is kot good either but... let yourself have it for today."

[river-blossom-rp]

"Being alive it exhausting."

Or

"i know it’s selfish.  but i wish someone would just take care of me."

(@the-friendly-entomologist)

(Note: Why not both?) Lines: "Being Alive it's exhausting" and "I know it's selfish. But I wish someone would just take care of me"

It wasn't like him to react that way. Sure, he was getting some coaching into realizing that he can not be okay sometimes, and is letting himself be more vulnerable more frequently, but one of the many barriers he kind of gets hard to cross is letting it out at any moment. Instead, he usually pulls it in his heart long enough until he can't do it any longer.

Thankfully, the time that it went to this, was right in my session. He wasn't one to talk when that happens.

Start from the bottom. He already expressed that he was exhausted enough. that's a start.

"Why do you think it would be selfish?"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

"..."

"It... It's selfish because Gonta is grown. He's not some lost baby that needs to be watched over all the time anymore, he can and has to do things on his own now. Even then, it's n-not like he has much of anyone he can rely on, so to just ask someone to do that... How inconsiderate would that be?"

[river-blossom-rp]

I can't help but look at him for a minute. It's been a few months since he has ingressed after the incident. he has learned a lot since then.

And still, he feels that he can't be taken care of. He is experimenting with a form of depression, but he is battling it for the sake of being seen as someone reliable, which is a form of anxiety.

Something that I can rescue around his explanation that is sadly right, was that he doesn't have many people to rely on, or a proper support group, which should be his family. He doesn't have that. I have seen how the last time they came, they almost triggered a whole trauma backstory, that luckily was able to confront. He has the kids I see interacting with, which were a fundamental piece, but we don't know how much they will stay together. Or if they will even visit them once they are discharged.

Sadly, the people who stay here from the Simulation, are usually long-term patients.

He needs a proper steady group, and he doesn't have that. At least not yet. He has to tackle that he is not a burden for just asking.

But has to see something first.

"Can I ask why you if, someone has told you that? That you are a baby when you ask for help?" Maybe with an answer on that, he could try to tackle that first barrier, before going into the "Inconsideration"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

"... His father tends to do that the most. He get annoyed quickly when Gonta asks him to repeat what he said, or ask for directions for something. It either causes him to snap, or just tell him to figure it out on his own and leaves Gonta to it."

"... How funny, since his father also gets mad when Gonta ends up failing to do the task since he wasn't properly told what to do." He gave a short laugh at the end, but Gonta certainly didn't find it funny at all, given his expression.

"Ever since that became a thing... Gonta always just felt like everyone he turned to felt the same way. Getting irritated with having to explain such simple concepts to him multiple times and eventually just getting fed up with it. So that why Gonta just... Give up on trying to ask for help."

[river-blossom-rp]

That was... understandable.

He just doesnt believe that people genuinely wants to help. Or at best being there.

And that goes with his future. It's said that his parents are out of the picture...

And if he starts new?

"Tell me something. Do you remmerb in one of the sessions we had a while back, how we tackled the future? Have you thoguht about what you think you could do there?"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

... What did Gonta remember from previous sessions? Considering he had to think about it for a moment, most likely not much. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to, or thought he didn’t need the advice, very much the opposite. Gonta would often keep a journal for stuff like this, writing down what he learned and talked about during the session and saving it in a safe place.

Unfortunately, Gonta wasn’t one to carry journals around like that often, and it's been... a hot minute since he's refreshed himself on what was written inside the book in the first place.

Nonetheless though, he would try to remember.

"Uhmm... To take each moment.. one step at a time...?"

[river-blossom-rp]

"Yes, exactly!" That was one thing. It's good progress. "Every single person has their own way to progress. You dont have to force your self into believing that you dont need the help."

Because sadly that is what it was happening. But he would imagine that other people would have it worse...

"You would offer assistance to someone else if they are in this kind of situation, right?"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

Gonta cracked a little smile, a bit glad that that was correct. It made sense, of course, taking a difficult situation and breaking it into smaller, or easier to deal with pieces to work with. It was just... Actually doing so, that was the hard part.

He looked to Yanami, hearing the other ask him if he would help someone if there were feeling down like this, to which Gonta nodded intently.

"Well, of course Gonta would. He couldn’t just leave someone to be hurt like that on there own, Gonta would want to make sure they were okay, and not feel alone..."

[river-blossom-rp]

Dr. Yanami smiles. Thats the moment.

"Well, you're not the only one."

He looked that Gotja wasn't talking after that, so he took that moment.

"Gonta, I understand what you feel. You want to be the strong person here so no one feels that they need to help you, but even if it doesnt feel like it, I can assure that there are people who genuinely want to see if you are ok..."

More silence.

"It doesnt have to be your family. Maybe, a group of people that you estimate recently as friends..."

Yanami smiles at him.

"And I'm sure that they are ok if you have one off day."

Maybe not his family... but a group of friends...

Maybe his new group.

[river-blossom-rp]

"Being alive it exhausting."

Or

"i know it’s selfish.  but i wish someone would just take care of me."

(@the-friendly-entomologist)

(Note: Why not both?) Lines: "Being Alive it's exhausting" and "I know it's selfish. But I wish someone would just take care of me"

It wasn't like him to react that way. Sure, he was getting some coaching into realizing that he can not be okay sometimes, and is letting himself be more vulnerable more frequently, but one of the many barriers he kind of gets hard to cross is letting it out at any moment. Instead, he usually pulls it in his heart long enough until he can't do it any longer.

Thankfully, the time that it went to this, was right in my session. He wasn't one to talk when that happens.

Start from the bottom. He already expressed that he was exhausted enough. that's a start.

"Why do you think it would be selfish?"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

"..."

"It... It's selfish because Gonta is grown. He's not some lost baby that needs to be watched over all the time anymore, he can and has to do things on his own now. Even then, it's n-not like he has much of anyone he can rely on, so to just ask someone to do that... How inconsiderate would that be?"

[river-blossom-rp]

I can't help but look at him for a minute. It's been a few months since he has ingressed after the incident. he has learned a lot since then.

And still, he feels that he can't be taken care of. He is experimenting with a form of depression, but he is battling it for the sake of being seen as someone reliable, which is a form of anxiety.

Something that I can rescue around his explanation that is sadly right, was that he doesn't have many people to rely on, or a proper support group, which should be his family. He doesn't have that. I have seen how the last time they came, they almost triggered a whole trauma backstory, that luckily was able to confront. He has the kids I see interacting with, which were a fundamental piece, but we don't know how much they will stay together. Or if they will even visit them once they are discharged.

Sadly, the people who stay here from the Simulation, are usually long-term patients.

He needs a proper steady group, and he doesn't have that. At least not yet. He has to tackle that he is not a burden for just asking.

But has to see something first.

"Can I ask why you if, someone has told you that? That you are a baby when you ask for help?" Maybe with an answer on that, he could try to tackle that first barrier, before going into the "Inconsideration"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

"... His father tends to do that the most. He get annoyed quickly when Gonta asks him to repeat what he said, or ask for directions for something. It either causes him to snap, or just tell him to figure it out on his own and leaves Gonta to it."

"... How funny, since his father also gets mad when Gonta ends up failing to do the task since he wasn't properly told what to do." He gave a short laugh at the end, but Gonta certainly didn't find it funny at all, given his expression.

"Ever since that became a thing... Gonta always just felt like everyone he turned to felt the same way. Getting irritated with having to explain such simple concepts to him multiple times and eventually just getting fed up with it. So that why Gonta just... Give up on trying to ask for help."

[river-blossom-rp]

That was... understandable.

He just doesnt believe that people genuinely wants to help. Or at best being there.

And that goes with his future. It's said that his parents are out of the picture...

And if he starts new?

"Tell me something. Do you remmerb in one of the sessions we had a while back, how we tackled the future? Have you thoguht about what you think you could do there?"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

... What did Gonta remember from previous sessions? Considering he had to think about it for a moment, most likely not much. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to, or thought he didn’t need the advice, very much the opposite. Gonta would often keep a journal for stuff like this, writing down what he learned and talked about during the session and saving it in a safe place.

Unfortunately, Gonta wasn’t one to carry journals around like that often, and it's been... a hot minute since he's refreshed himself on what was written inside the book in the first place.

Nonetheless though, he would try to remember.

"Uhmm... To take each moment.. one step at a time...?"

[river-blossom-rp]

"Yes, exactly!" That was one thing. It's good progress. "Every single person has their own way to progress. You dont have to force your self into believing that you dont need the help."

Because sadly that is what it was happening. But he would imagine that other people would have it worse...

"You would offer assistance to someone else if they are in this kind of situation, right?"

[river-blossom-rp]

"Being alive it exhausting."

Or

"i know it’s selfish.  but i wish someone would just take care of me."

(@the-friendly-entomologist)

(Note: Why not both?) Lines: "Being Alive it's exhausting" and "I know it's selfish. But I wish someone would just take care of me"

It wasn't like him to react that way. Sure, he was getting some coaching into realizing that he can not be okay sometimes, and is letting himself be more vulnerable more frequently, but one of the many barriers he kind of gets hard to cross is letting it out at any moment. Instead, he usually pulls it in his heart long enough until he can't do it any longer.

Thankfully, the time that it went to this, was right in my session. He wasn't one to talk when that happens.

Start from the bottom. He already expressed that he was exhausted enough. that's a start.

"Why do you think it would be selfish?"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

"..."

"It... It's selfish because Gonta is grown. He's not some lost baby that needs to be watched over all the time anymore, he can and has to do things on his own now. Even then, it's n-not like he has much of anyone he can rely on, so to just ask someone to do that... How inconsiderate would that be?"

[river-blossom-rp]

I can't help but look at him for a minute. It's been a few months since he has ingressed after the incident. he has learned a lot since then.

And still, he feels that he can't be taken care of. He is experimenting with a form of depression, but he is battling it for the sake of being seen as someone reliable, which is a form of anxiety.

Something that I can rescue around his explanation that is sadly right, was that he doesn't have many people to rely on, or a proper support group, which should be his family. He doesn't have that. I have seen how the last time they came, they almost triggered a whole trauma backstory, that luckily was able to confront. He has the kids I see interacting with, which were a fundamental piece, but we don't know how much they will stay together. Or if they will even visit them once they are discharged.

Sadly, the people who stay here from the Simulation, are usually long-term patients.

He needs a proper steady group, and he doesn't have that. At least not yet. He has to tackle that he is not a burden for just asking.

But has to see something first.

"Can I ask why you if, someone has told you that? That you are a baby when you ask for help?" Maybe with an answer on that, he could try to tackle that first barrier, before going into the "Inconsideration"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

"... His father tends to do that the most. He get annoyed quickly when Gonta asks him to repeat what he said, or ask for directions for something. It either causes him to snap, or just tell him to figure it out on his own and leaves Gonta to it."

"... How funny, since his father also gets mad when Gonta ends up failing to do the task since he wasn't properly told what to do." He gave a short laugh at the end, but Gonta certainly didn't find it funny at all, given his expression.

"Ever since that became a thing... Gonta always just felt like everyone he turned to felt the same way. Getting irritated with having to explain such simple concepts to him multiple times and eventually just getting fed up with it. So that why Gonta just... Give up on trying to ask for help."

[river-blossom-rp]

That was... understandable.

He just doesnt believe that people genuinely wants to help. Or at best being there.

And that goes with his future. It's said that his parents are out of the picture...

And if he starts new?

"Tell me something. Do you remmerb in one of the sessions we had a while back, how we tackled the future? Have you thoguht about what you think you could do there?"

[river-blossom-rp]

"Being alive it exhausting."

Or

"i know it’s selfish.  but i wish someone would just take care of me."

(@the-friendly-entomologist)

(Note: Why not both?) Lines: "Being Alive it's exhausting" and "I know it's selfish. But I wish someone would just take care of me"

It wasn't like him to react that way. Sure, he was getting some coaching into realizing that he can not be okay sometimes, and is letting himself be more vulnerable more frequently, but one of the many barriers he kind of gets hard to cross is letting it out at any moment. Instead, he usually pulls it in his heart long enough until he can't do it any longer.

Thankfully, the time that it went to this, was right in my session. He wasn't one to talk when that happens.

Start from the bottom. He already expressed that he was exhausted enough. that's a start.

"Why do you think it would be selfish?"

[the-friendly-entomologist]

"..."

"It... It's selfish because Gonta is grown. He's not some lost baby that needs to be watched over all the time anymore, he can and has to do things on his own now. Even then, it's n-not like he has much of anyone he can rely on, so to just ask someone to do that... How inconsiderate would that be?"

[river-blossom-rp]

I can't help but look at him for a minute. It's been a few months since he has ingressed after the incident. he has learned a lot since then.

And still, he feels that he can't be taken care of. He is experimenting with a form of depression, but he is battling it for the sake of being seen as someone reliable, which is a form of anxiety.

Something that I can rescue around his explanation that is sadly right, was that he doesn't have many people to rely on, or a proper support group, which should be his family. He doesn't have that. I have seen how the last time they came, they almost triggered a whole trauma backstory, that luckily was able to confront. He has the kids I see interacting with, which were a fundamental piece, but we don't know how much they will stay together. Or if they will even visit them once they are discharged.

Sadly, the people who stay here from the Simulation, are usually long-term patients.

He needs a proper steady group, and he doesn't have that. At least not yet. He has to tackle that he is not a burden for just asking.

But has to see something first.

"Can I ask why you if, someone has told you that? That you are a baby when you ask for help?" Maybe with an answer on that, he could try to tackle that first barrier, before going into the "Inconsideration"

[river-blossom-rp]

"Being alive it exhausting."

Or

"i know it’s selfish.  but i wish someone would just take care of me."

(@the-friendly-entomologist)

(Note: Why not both?) Lines: "Being Alive it's exhausting" and "I know it's selfish. But I wish someone would just take care of me"

It wasn't like him to react that way. Sure, he was getting some coaching into realizing that he can not be okay sometimes, and is letting himself be more vulnerable more frequently, but one of the many barriers he kind of gets hard to cross is letting it out at any moment. Instead, he usually pulls it in his heart long enough until he can't do it any longer.

Thankfully, the time that it went to this, was right in my session. He wasn't one to talk when that happens.

Start from the bottom. He already expressed that he was exhausted enough. that's a start.

"Why do you think it would be selfish?"

[leneemusing]

PROMPTS   FOR   THE   HEAVY   HEARTED

the burdened:

“  being alive is exhausting.  ”

“  i ruin everything i touch.  ”

“  no one ever helped me when i needed it.  so,  i just.  try to do my best to keep others from feeling that kind of loneliness.  ”

“  i feel like the pain is all i am anymore. ”

“  i wish i remembered anything other than loneliness.  ”

“  i’m not a particularly good person.  but sometimes i wish someone would think i am.  ”

“  i’m just always the one who gets left behind.  ”

“  i never seem to belong anywhere.  or to anyone.  ”  

“  i’m alone.  and it’s my own fault.  but it doesn’t make it hurt any less.  ”

“  i don’t know how to just live.  i constantly feel like i’m waiting for the other shoe to drop.  ”

“  i always expect people to hurt me.  because they usually do. ”

“  i don’t know how to let go of my trauma.  i don’t know what i am without it.   ”

“  it’s better if i’m alone.  i can’t hurt anyone if there’s no one close enough to get hit by the debris of my fuck ups.  ”

“  there are just too many people depending on me.  i can’t rest.  i can’t let them down.  ”

“  i don’t have anything or anyone left anymore.  ”

“  i’m not strong.  or brave.  i survive ‘cause there’s not really any other choice. ”

“  i tried to give up before.  but the universe just didn’t let me.  ”

“  i just want to be done.  i’m tired.  i’m so,  so fucking tired.  ”

“  i know it’s selfish.  but i wish someone would just take care of me.  ”

“  every time i start to feel like things are getting quieter and i can feel safe,  something bad always happens.  ”

“  i tend to love people more than they love me.  and it’s okay.  i don’t mind but…it can be lonely.  ”

“  i just don’t feel like my life makes any difference to anyone.  i’m just here.  ”

the comforter: 

“  hey,  look at me.  i’m listening.  you can tell me anything. ”

“   how can i help you feel less alone?  ”

“  i’m here and i’m not leaving or letting you change the subject.  now talk to me. ”

“  i know you feel like you’re alone and i’m not going to invalidate that.  but i can tell you that i’m here.  and i know there are people who want to care and help if you’ll let them.  ”

“  whatever it is you’re struggling with,  i want to help and it’s not going to make me look at you any different.  ”

“   i like having you around.  and not because of what you can do for me or give to me—  i like you.  i value you as a person.  ”

“   i just need you to know that you’ve never been ‘nobody’ to me.  you’ve never been nothing.  ”

“   you’re important to me.   you hear me?  you’re important.  and that’s never gonna change.   ”

“  i’m not going anywhere until you get some sleep.  ”

“  i want to take care of you.  please,  let me.  ”

“  no one is meant to be all alone.  that’s not how humans are built.  you don’t need to do all this on your own.   ”

“  you don’t deserve the bad things that happen to you.  you never did.  ”

“  i can’t promise you aren’t going to have any more hardship.  but i can promise i’m gonna be right here to get your through it. ”

“  you make a difference in my life.  i’m not just saying that.  it wouldn’t be the same without you here and i don’t want to find out what it’d be like to not have you around. ”

“  next time it gets this bad,  you call me okay?  now you just sit there and i’m gonna make you some tea and soup and we’re gonna talk this out. ”

“   is it getting bad again?  ”

“   you are so much stronger and braver than you think.  ”

[rpmemes-galore]

disability … sentence starters 

be respectful with these. 

“How bad is the pain today?”

“This doesn’t seem very accessible.”

“Do you need to sit down for a minute?”

“Do you need me to grab your (mobility aid)?”

“Did you remember to take you meds today?”

“Are you getting tired? Do you need to sit down?”

“You can lean against me if you need to, its okay.”

“Are you having a rough brain day? Need to talk?”

“I just need help standing up, I can walk by myself.”

“You don’t owe them an explanation, they’re just rude.”

“Just lay down, take a break. Your body needs to rest.”

“Can you bring me my meds and a glass of water. please?”

“I’m here to give you a hand if you need it, just let me know.”

“You’re real. I’m real… you’re okay, you’re safe here with me.”

“It’s okay to be upset. You’re going through something really hard.”

“I’m sorry, I wanted to go out tonight. My body had different ideas.”

“That seemed like it triggered you pretty bad. Do you need a second?”

“Don’t feel bad about cancelling, I know how bad your flare-ups can get.”

“Hey, it’s okay, you’re just having a panic attack. You’re going to be okay.”

“I’m here for you if you ever need to talk. I might not be able to understand completely, but I can listen.”

action memes

silent: one of our muses has gone non-verbal

sign: one muses teaches the other sign language

explain: one muse explains their disability to the other

hand : one muse offers the other a hand to help them stand up

bedside: one muse takes care of bedridden other during a flare-up

aid: one muse brings the other their mobility aid when they need it 

wheelchair: one muse pushes the other in their wheelchair (with consent)

chair: one muse brings the other a chair when they’re having trouble standing

panic: one of our muses is having a panic attack and the other tries to calm them down

ground: one of our muses is disassociating and the other hugs them to help ground them

hallucination: one of our muses is experiencing a hallucination and the other helps bring them back

[a-quiet-detective]

"Oh great, of course it's not working... Maybe this wasn't a good idea after all-"

"!?"

"... Nevermind, I guess."

"Well, anyways... Hello, my name is Shuichi Saihara, and I'm the ultimate detective. A while ago, my classmates and I escaped from a killing game, and have been... trying, to heal from it as best as we can." "One of the nurses here suggested I try opening a blog to socialize with them better, and maybe even meet some new people as well, so... here I am."

"I don't know who I should @ to help spread this message around, but... I guess to whoever sees this, you're welcome to interact if you'd like."

Anyone and everyone is welcome to interact, whether it's replying or simply reblogging! No pressure!

[river-blossom-rp]

"Hey, it's working!" Hinode looked at him from the other side of the room. "I am glad you decided to do this, you'll see that this would help you soon enough"

[rp-meme-glaceon]

Submit Youtube videos and my muse will react to them in character

Muns, be sure you have your submissions open!

[archersbadrpmemes]

I have been noticing a lot of people being too nervous to talk to their mutuals when they want to roleplay with them soooo..

Please reblog this to tell your mutuals IT IS 100% OKAY to come up to you and tell you straight off the bat that they want to roleplay with you. In fact, it’s highly encouraged to tell you any thread idea that comes across their mind!

[the-friendly-entomologist]

"Hey buddy!! I don't know wht you want to do for today, but we found out that it's your birthday!!! I wish we could have won sooner to give you a lot of gifts, but hopefully our presence is enough!

Well see you in the garden, maybe we can sort something out!"

(@river-blossom-rp Muse: Emiko Nomura)

"Awww, they don't have to do all of that, Gonta just happy someone remembered..."

"The garden area... maybe that where everyone is, and the cake to? That would make sense, Gonta will be there as soon as possible!"

With that, he slides the card into his pocket and heads over to outside.

[the-friendly-entomologist]

Gonta falls quiet for a moment, putting his fork down.

...Was he okay with that? Well, in a way it would be a weird yes and no answer, but that isn't something he can just convey that easily.

"I mean... would it matter if he wasn't? It not like it would change that no one wanted to be friends with him for a party to even happen."

[river-blossom-rp]

It was clear in his face that he wasn't completely ok with the situation.

The why didn't make it any better.

There was a bit of silence. No one knew much on what to say to that, without sounding that they pity him. After all, it was his birthday.

"I wish I would've met you sooner" Funa suddenly talks while trying to pick some of the cake "We probably would have been friends."

"Ditto" Ryoichi agrees

"I don't know how much of a reliable friend would be, but it would have been cool to have someone like you around" Ayame also adds.

Emiko and Hiroto, who haven't spoken in all this time, nods as well in agreement.

Airi just could watch in awe. It was a tender moment, that she wouldn't break.

And another moment of silence. This time, it was a comfortable one.

[the-friendly-entomologist]

A smile cracks on his face, and judging by how it looked genuine, it seems like the cheering up worked a little.

"Yeah... that would have been nice, thank you everyone."

"... Gonta sorry if he made everyone sad, he not want to spoil event like this."

[river-blossom-rp]

Hiroto finally spoke after a while.

"Don't worry about it. It's good that you can let out this kind of stuff. At least I'm glad that you feel safe enough to tell us."

"Right!" Emiko exclaims while patting his shoulder "Besides, now we know the date of your birthday! Next year, we can do even more stuff together!!"

The rest agreed as they were finishing their cake piece.

"We may not have brought gifts, but we can still do stuff you wanna do!"