Rocknrollspo

TW block don't report. I love music art and poetry. I have been struggling with self harm and disordered eating for years, I was diagnosed with autism, cptsd and bulimia 3 years ago .   I also struggle with depression and  suicidal thoughts.    My height: 5'7 My CW:60kg (I'm very embarrassed about this) My gw:50kg     My ugw:35kg

[nikkivenomized]

I wish i would never eat anything ever again.. it's so gross, I'm so gross. I don't deserve food. I'm ashamed of wanting to eat, I'm ashamed of eating. I should live on air and sunlight, i should be light as a fairy. I should prove everyone that I'm clean on the inside but instead I'm filthy 😔

[anameian]

Lifted my shirt up, turned to the side, saw a pig with lipstick.

[skeletalclarity]

i hate being so big i wish i took up less space i hate that i exits like im an actual person i dont feel like a person most days i feel like a dressed up pig pretending to be pretty like all the other girls

[worstangelalive]

[happyunicorwn]

I’m so jealous of everyone that can cvt their wrists I want to so bad but I’d get sent away 😞

[limelessx]

Me after looking at pictures of myself from when I was at my lw

I need to lock in

[pepsizer0]

Okay so this nonstop binging is not okay.

So huge!

Tips on how to loose 10lbs?

[jossgjellybean]

Motivation

i feel like such a W@nna@r£xie, I keep over eating and once I start I don't stop cus I'm so hungry. Please I need motivation and I need it harsh I'm begging 🙏🏻

[aetherette]

getting pictures taken and realizing you're so much b1gger than you assumed<<<

[cinnamonsinnerxx]

i feel so fake on here because im actually like fat and evil im sorry im such a Fake

[suck-myleft0ne]

Summer shouldn’t exist, I already hate hot weather enough but like how the hell am I supposed to hide my cuts and scars without burning alive

[vrtualcvts]

I genuinely feel like such a horrible girlfriend. Like why am I such a bitch? I'm so disgusting and mentally unstable. I'm a fucking addict to all the wrong things. Fuck.

[icryal0t]

Side note

didn’t know u could get addicted to cutting

[s1ck-pup]

i turn cruel when i feel empty. when i come back to myself i feel sick over what i said

[exhaustedborderline]

[patinoiree]

beanie baby batties

[rocknrollspo]

i love these how do i male them real

[sillyloserlesbian]

If I was bleeding out on the floor, I’d be more worried about the mess I’m making in front of you. My last words would be “I’m sorry for the mess I left on your floor, please don’t hate me.”