i'm a mess

( mae, 23, est. ) degrassi multi-muse featuring original characters. rules / muses

[rockthistown]

independent + highly selective degrassi mumu ft. original characters.

written by MAE ( 23 & she/her )

rules + muses

[cherrywoodrp]

𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐘𝐖𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐑𝐏 is a discord roleplay group, centered around your favourite degrassi and skins uk characters coexisting in a town called cherrywood in ontario, canada. fifteen minutes away from the big city of toronto, cherrywood is home to a cast of clashing personalities and you never know what someone’s dealing with behind close doors… but not all secrets stay hidden, no matter how hard you try.

this roleplay focuses on character building. muns have the ability to retcon canon plots and develop new connections from both shows and all generations. join us to see how our favourite characters live and develop in a new environment.

check us out: rules / message / apply

[rockthistown]

i write my ocs on @tinkrbell if anyone wants to write ok bye

[rockthistown]

and if i come back just to debut my auli’i oc 

[damianshardung]

DEGRASSI: THE NEXT GENERATION 6.11 - ‘Rock This Town’ requested by elsie

[gatorprompts]

✧ — ⋆    𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐋 𝐌𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐀 & 𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 .

SOCIAL  MEDIA  PROMPTS .

send  📘  for  a  facebook  status  about  your  muse 

send  👻  for  a  snapchat  from  my  muse 

send  🐦  for  a  tweet  about  your  muse 

send  📸  for  an  instagram  post  about  your  muse

TEXTING  PROMPTS .

send  🍷  for  a  drunk  text  from  my  muse

send  😳  for  an  embarrassing  text  from  my  muse

send  💋  for  a  flirty  text  from  my  muse

send  😱  for  a  scared  text  from  my  muse

send  ✨  for  a  random  text  from  my  muse

send  😡  for  an  angry  text  from  my  muse

send  😬  for  a  worried  text  from  my  muse

send  😢  for  a  sad  text  from  my  muse

send  😁  for  a  happy  text  from  my  muse

send  💕  for  a  loving  text  from  my  muse

[rockthistown]

if u see this rp with me on wire rn or else @/jtyorke @/ellienashs @/jeanies

[rockthistown]

i've been missing in action for a lil while and will continue to be since i'm not feeling well BUT if anyone would like to rp on wire i will be there

[rockthistown]

❝  can i say something here?  or do you need another minute of rambling before i get to do the part where i say what you need to hear and you realize you’re freaking out over nothing?  ❞ / craig @ ellie !

that shuts her up. ellie crosses her arms over her chest, a scowl spreading across her face. she’s never one to bite her tongue for the sake of someone’s feelings, so the knowledge-vomit ( because a ‘word-vomit’ would mean she didn’t know what she was saying, and ellie nash did ) that just occurred was a natural reflex. “go ahead, say whatever you want to say.” she huffs, before grumbling under her breath, “i doubt it’ll change the fact that i think you should call your sponsor.”

[rockthistown]

snakesimp​:

alex barks a humorless laugh, furrows her brow skeptically. “if i’m smuggling booze into degrassi, the last thing i’m gonna do is share it with the spirit snobs.” besides, feels pretty certain that jay’s already gonna have that covered. head cants in a shrug. “i dunno, we can defraud the homecoming princess vote and make you the winner.” now her chuckle lilts more truly amused, eyes rolling. “or we break into raditch’s office. hell, maybe even you can slip on your thinking cap and come up with something fun for us to do for once.”

jeanette.

"hey, it might be the thing they need to make them less snobby,” jeanie counters, though alex did have a point. why share the wealth with people who didn’t give a shit about them? no doubt they’d go straight to a teacher about it too. “maybe i will think of something since, you know, all your ideas lack of originality. i mean, come on? how many times have we rigged the votes?” she’s teasing, but there’s no way jeanette’s going to walk across that stage again. “stink bombs and damaged locks—we could trap ‘em all inside. of course, the satisfaction of their reactions wouldn’t be a thing.” she spitballs. jeanette shakes her head. “or, yeah, we could break into raditch’s office and unscrew all the screws or something.”

[soulprompts]

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐆𝐎 👀.

okay so i got like, three books delivered this week, and in anticipation i reread another book that i had, and lads, let me tell ye, it was like quicksand. so now i have a list, some from my head, many from my wonderful friends’ heads, of prompts that basically made us all very soft or very “pleasantly scandalized rich lady from the sixties who just found out a juicy bit of goss about the new neighbor”. i hope ye like them! (DO NOT ADD TO THE LIST. I WILL MAKE A PART TWO. AND THREE. AND FOUR. MANY MANY PARTS. EVENTUALLY. )

[ HAIR ]:          sender slowly reaches out to catch a loose strand of the receiver’s hair and tuck it gently and securely back behind their ear, letting their touch linger afterwards. (if the receiver has short hair, then the sender reaches out and gently runs their fingers through their hair to smooth it back.)

[ CLOSE ]:          while standing remarkably close to one another, the sender is unable to stop themselves from running their gaze across the receiver’s body, lingering for a moment on their lips, before returning to initiate prolonged, intense eye contact.

[ CHIN ]:          as they stand close to one another, the sender hooks a finger and tenderly lifts the receiver’s chin, tilting it up so that they can look at one another, and running a thumb across their skin lightly.

[ THUMB ]:          while cupping the receiver’s cheek in their hand, the sender slowly glides their thumb across their cheekbone in a tender, sweeping caress.

[ WOUND ]:          upon noticing a recent injury on the receiver’s person, the sender carefully moves closer, running a thumb (or hand) across the wound in a gentle, troubled manner.

[ INHALE ]:          while standing in very close quarters to the receiver, the sender shakily inhales with desire/anticipation as they realize how intimately close they are to one another.

[ DANCE ]:          when alone together (e.g. the bedroom, the kitchen, literally anywhere once they’re alone) the sender takes the receiver’s hand, and pulls them into a graceful yet intimate dance as a spontaneous act.

[ BARE ]:          as they get undressed, the sender gently places a soft, tender kiss against the receiver’s bare shoulder.

[ SCAR ]:          noticing a scar on the receiver’s skin, the sender tentatively stops them from covering it up, and rests a gentle, soft kiss over it.

[ FOREHEAD ]:          placing a hand on the back of the receiver’s neck, the sender guides them close and rests their foreheads together.

[ PALM ]:          taking the receiver’s hand, the sender brings it to their mouth, and places a tender kiss against the receiver’s palm.

[ LINGER ]:          taking the receiver’s hand, the sender lifts it to their lips, and gently kisses their knuckles, lingering for a moment before withdrawing.

[ BEHIND ]:         upon entering the same room as the receiver, the sender steps behind them, and winds their arms around the receiver’s waist, drawing them close against them.

[ WAIT ]:          realizing the receiver is about to leave the room, the sender hastily reaches out and catches their wrist, preventing them from continuing their departure.

[ ARM ]:          after holding their hand, the sender releases the receiver, but slowly glides their hand up the full length of their arm, lingering on the upper arm, then the shoulder, then resting their touch against the side of their neck.

[ HOLD ]:          while close to the receiver, the sender wordlessly takes a hold of their hand, for no other purpose than to be holding it.

[ PLAY ]:          while sitting together, the sender absently lifts the receiver’s hand, idly running their fingertips across the lines of their palms, mapping out every inch of their hand with slow, lazy touches.

[ GUIDE ]:          in the process of guiding the receiver through a crowded place, the sender’s hand protectively grazes against the small of their back

[ TOUCH ]:          while touching the receiver’s waist, the sender’s hand briefly dips beneath the hem of their shirt, skimming briefly across the bare skin of their waist.

[ CUP ]:           bringing both hands up to cup the receiver’s face, the sender draws them in closer to them in order to get a better look at their face.

[ TUG ]:          the sender tugs the receiver close against them by resting a hand against the small of their back, pulling them flush against their body.

[ HUSH ]:          while standing close to one another and hiding from pursuers, the sender reaches up and places a finger against the receiver’s lips to prevent them from speaking and revealing their location.

[leneemusing]

back at it again with misc memes

❝  i’m used to people generally not giving a shit about me.  doesn’t mean i can’t still choose to care regardless of whether not people will care back.  ❞

❝  i’m not kind because i expect anything from it.  i do it because i like how it feels.  because people have not generally been kind to me and i don’t want to be that sort of person to someone else who.   ❞

❝  why didn’t you ever tell me you were dealing with so much?  you didn’t have to keep this to yourself.  ❞

❝  it’s okay.  i don’t need you to help me…but if you wanna stick around while i fix it myself i wouldn’t mind the company.  ❞

❝  i generally don’t like people as a rule.  but i don’t mind you.  so uh,  don’t fuck that up for me alright?  next time you’re in trouble just call me. ❞

❝  are you sure you don’t want me to stay?  ❞

❝  you know i can tell when you’re lying.  so you can either talk about what’s wrong or we can just sit here together.  either way,  i won’t let you do this alone.   ❞

❝  no,  i don’t need you.  but i do want you.  my life is fine without you,  but it’s great when you’re in it.  i don’t need to be dependent on you for this relationship to be important.  ❞

❝  well,  i already did the ‘kicking their ass for being a jerk’ part.  now i’m doing the whole,  showing up for you and making sure you’re okay now part.  ❞

❝  i don’t want to be like this.  i want to change but i don’t know where to start.  ❞

❝  i see you.  i just wanted you to know that.  i always see you.  ❞

❝  i haven’t really done the whole dating thing in a while but,  do you want to?  we could go to dinner—or coffee?  ❞

❝  we’re having a spa night,  okay?  i already have a bath started and there are face masks on the counter.  no arguments.  we need this.  ❞

❝  don’t start giving me the damn puppy eyes i was already gonna say ‘yes’ okay?  ❞

❝  this is a bad idea but i’m already committed so i might as well not half-ass being a dumbass.  ❞

❝  i always feel better when you’re here.  ❞

❝  i’m going to give you a hug now but if you tell anyone about it i will have to kill you.  ❞

❝  did you just flip off that old guy?  ❞

❝  i know you’ll lie to me if i ask if you’re okay so i’m skipping past that part and telling you to go home and get some rest.  ❞

❝  you know i’m not good for you right?  there’s probably a hundred other people you could be going to right now instead of me.  ❞

❝  can i say something here?  or do you need another minute of rambling before i get to do the part where i say what you need to hear and you realize you’re freaking out over nothing?  ❞

❝  don’t you get that i need you?  you’re always going on about being fine and being able to manage on your own and i’m sure that’s true.  but what if i’m not?  what if i need you in my life.  and i need you to let me help you with your life too? ❞

❝  i know you’ve been having a shit time so i brought some food.  ❞

❝  hey— get your hands off my plate.  i made you your own.  ❞

❝  i know you like the rain,  but it’s getting cold.  you need to come in before you get sick.  ❞

❝  i knew i’d find you here.  ❞

❝  if i tell you my eyes are red from weed and not because i was crying will you do me the favor of pretending to believe me? ❞

[leneemusing]

UNREQUITED,  FALSE ASSUMPTIONS  &  PINING  PROMPTS 

TO EACH OTHER

❝  i love you.  and i know you don’t feel that way about me and that’s okay i just.  i wanted to get to say it at least once.  ❞

❝  what are you talking about—   of course i love you?  ❞

❝  but i do love you.  i always have.  i just thought you didn’t feel that way so i never said anything.  ❞

❝  look i…i do care about you.  a lot.  and i wish i could love you that way.  i really do but i just,  i’ve never seen you like that.  ❞ 

❝  …you love me?  ❞ 

❝  why didn’t you ever say anything?  ❞

❝  i did!  i loved you.  and i thought you didn’t feel that way so i moved on.  i’m with someone now.  why…why did you wait so long?  ❞

❝  why did you wait so long to tell me how you feel?  ❞

❝  i love you!   okay?  i’ve been so fucking in love with you for longer than i can remember.  ❞

❝  you should have told me how you felt.  ❞

❝  actually i…there was a little while there where i had this horrible crush on you.  if i’d known this was how you were feeling i would’ve gone for it.  ❞

❝  please don’t say it.  i know you don’t love me.  i don’t expect you to,  but just.  don’t make me have to hear you say it.  ❞

❝  i’ve loved you for so long…i don’t remember what it was like to not be in love with you.  ❞

❝  i can’t say no to you.  and it’s just not fair.  ❞

❝  please,  don’t be cruel.  i love you.  like really love you.  so if i’m just some passing curiosity for you…don’t.  don’t say anything at all. ❞

❝  you don’t get it.  i want the whole package with you. i don’t wanna be some fling you forget about in a few months.  ❞

❝  do you know how long i’ve waited for you?  ❞

❝  i don’t need you to love me back.  i just want you to be able to accept that this is how i feel.  ❞

❝  why did you think i wouldn’t love you back?  ❞

❝  will you just slow down a minute!  i’m trying to tell you i love you too.  ❞

❝  i wouldn’t have been messing around with anyone else if i knew about this sooner.  ❞

❝  will you stop crying so i can kiss you already?  ❞

❝  honestly i’d never thought about it…i just need time to think it over.  ❞

❝  i hadn’t ever taken the time to think about it.  but…that doesn’t mean i couldn’t love you.  ❞

❝  i just need to know.  do you love me?  or have i just been making this all in my head?  ❞

❝  i love you.  please don’t say anything yet.  you don’t need to say anything. ❞

❝  no—  they weren’t lying.  i do.  i love you.  but i didn’t want you to find out like that.  i didn’t want you find out at all,  actually.  ❞

❝  look can you just forget about it?  okay?  yeah i’m in love with you.  big deal.  it happens.  ❞

❝  yes i love you.  i’ll get over it.  ❞

❝  are you…are you really over me?  cause,  that’d actually really suck because i’m not over you.  ❞

❝  look,  i know you love me.  but you shouldn’t.  ❞

❝  you are far too good to love someone like me.  you’ll find someone better.  ❞

TO/FROM A THIRD PARTY

❝  if that’s how you feel about them why not just say it?  take a chance.  wouldn’t you rather know one way or the other?  ❞

❝  this whole time i didn’t see them…i didn’t see what was right in front of me and now it might be too late.   ❞

❝  i love them so much it hurts.  ❞

❝  love shouldn’t hurt this much.  this whole thing is just consuming you in a way that isn’t healthy.  ❞

❝  you either need to make a move or let them go.  ❞

❝  this isn’t good for you.  you can’t keep pouring yourself into someone who doesn’t even know you exist.  ❞

❝  you do see how they look at you,  right?  ❞

❝  don’t you realize they’ve been in love with you for years?  ❞

❝  they love you,  dumbass.  ❞

❝  look i’m so fed up with everyone knowing you two love each other except you.  go kiss them or shut the fuck up about it.  ❞

❝  just take a chance.  you might be surprised.  ❞

ACTIONS/SCENARIOS

[ CONFESSION ]  for sender to interrupt receiver’s confession of love by kissing them. 

[ CONFESSED ]  for receiver to interrupt sender’s confession of love by kissing them. 

[ STOP ]  for sender to try and walk away,  afraid they’re going to get their heart broken but receiver grabs their wrist and pulls them back in for a kiss. 

[ STOPPING ]  for receiver to try and walk away,  afraid they’re going to get their heart broken but sender grabs their wrist and pulls them back in for a kiss. 

[ CONFRONTING ]  for receiver to confront sender after a third party told receiver that sender is in love with them. 

[ DRAMATICS ]  for a near death experience to drive receiver to confess their feelings to sender. 

[ SEE ]  for receiver to be hurt and realize sender loves them because of the way they’re taking care of them. 

[ EAVESDROP ]  for receiver to overhear a conversation where sender talks about their feelings for them. 

[ HUSH ]  for sender to ramble about their feelings and how they know it isn’t requited only for receiver to put a hand over their mouth so they’ll be quiet long enough for them to explain they love them too. 

[ AWAKEN ]  for receiver to not think they feel the same way but realize after a simple hookup with sender that they’re in love with them to. 

[ CASUAL ]  for sender to want to sleep with receiver to get it out of their system.  but receiver winds up catching feelings to because of it. 

[ TENSION ]  for muses who have been pining for each other to finally have sex for the first time. 

[ BREAK ]  sender can’t take it anymore and kisses receiver out of nowhere. 

[ FREE ]  receiver can’t take it anymore and kisses sender out of nowhere. 

[ TRY ]  sender has confessed their feelings and receiver tries kissing them to see how they feel.  

[ TRYING ]  receiver has confessed their feelings and sender tries kissing them to see how they feel. 

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

[rockthistown]

michalchvk​:

– PAIGE DOESN’T EXPECT SUCH CIVILITY, and it makes her pause. ‘ wow, ’ lips press together, ‘ he really did a number on you, huh ? ’ it’s not overly sympathetic in tone, just matter-of-fact, and paige finds herself feeling … strangely protective, like if she saw jesse on the street she’d like to give him a piece of her mind. weird. just considering usually ellie is not her favorite person. but she sure knows quite a bit about breakups and betrayal, and all about that empty, hollow feeling afterward. so, she offers a smile. ‘ chinese, ’ paige agrees with a singular word, holding out her hand, ‘ and my treat. because, okay, i’ll admit it – i might have a teensy little bet going with marco. ’ 

ellie.

ellie purses her lips, suddenly feeling very small and very vulnerable. two emotions she rarely liked to feel, let alone in front of paige. “yup,” she says with a shrug. ellie clears her throat. “you know, if this is your way getting me to stop thinking about jesse, you’re failing miserably.” it was one thing to mope around alone about jesse and it was another, more humiliating thing to mope around about jesse with paige. “i figured. actually, i’d be a lot more concerned if marco didn’t put you up to this.” and if this hangout goes to shit, at least she’ll have someone to blame for it. “i’m ordering the most expensive thing on the menu, by the way.”

[rockthistown]

michalchvk​:

– PAIGE NARROWS HER EYES.“ oh, you are so full of it, ” she retorts, shoulder bumping his back before she falls silent again. it’s been a few weeks since they’ve sat this close or even exchanged this many words, and something in her aches. it’s not like he’s too good to her or anything, paige michalchuk is well aware of what she deserves, but it’s just unexpected after her effort to push him away. especially since he seemed to mostly get the message EXCEPT when she needed him not to. 

“ fair enough, i am entirely un-hateable, ” she sniffs with a weak smile. “ i don’t hate you either. not that it was ever in question, but … if i gave you that impression, it’s not true. i just – i didn’t know how to act around you, and i figured i’d save us both the trouble. ” it’s just like paige to make everyone else’s decisions for them, to decide what’s best before the other person is even aware of the options. 

she leans forward, hands cradling her face as she leans on them. her next glance at jt is through the side of her eye, apprehensive about looking at him directly with her puffy red eyes and running mascara. “ i’m guessing you heard what happened, ” news travels fast at degrassi, even to the nerd table. “ raditch is such a jerk. ” 

jt.

lips curve into a crooked half-smile. no matter how many times he hopelessly pines over paige michalchuk and the amount of times he’s rejected in return, there was always going to be a part of him that couldn’t help but admire her. paige was truly unhateable—to him, at least. the same couldn’t be said to other geeks, nerds, and fashion disgraces at degrassi.

“good to know.” jt responds with a small nod. because of course he had thought paige hated him. the lack of run-ins in the halls as of late felt like a coincidence at first, but the more time passed and the more he saw glimpses of her at the end of the hall, the more it felt calculated. “i mean, yeah, i did think that. but you know, i sorta got why.” he adds with a slight shrug. jt is no stranger to the rejection and avoid combo. it stung a lot more with paige with their prior friendship in the mix, but jt had hard time blaming her for it. “oh, come on. you could have gone back to sticking your tongue out at me in the halls and ridiculing all my hilariously funny jokes and i wouldn’t have batted an eye.” because anything was better than the silent treatment from a supposed friend.

jt’s silent for a moment as he watches paige’s assured exterior crumble. for the few years he had known her, there was only one other time he had seen paige like this. he swallows hard. “yeah, he is. but if rick had any remorse and guilt about what he did, he shouldn’t have shown his face back here anyway.” jt says. “i’m sorry, by the way. i can’t even imagine how you’re feeling. i mean, i know if i was in your place i’d do anything to get rick expelled or, like, worse.”

[damianshardung]

never had a thing for fairytales

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