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i am so gosh darn happy.

#took moving to a new continent to realize ive been miserable 90% of 2015 #and now i'm just so frickin happy all day every day i legit cant keep a grin from my face when im walking in the street #i didn't even know i was unhappy really #but damn this is how everyone should feel all the time #i'm so fucking happy

rodawn

My dad just told me I should consider UBC Vancouver as a university, because he knows I want to live in Canada and it's a good school.

I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO THINK. CANADA. CANADA. CANADA. Which is really far away. Another continent away. I’ve been saying I want to live in Canada for a while now, but for me, that’s in ages. God, that would be in less than 2 years. I can’t even think farther than 1 year before getting freaked out. Canada. Wow. Lol I can’t live by myself, I’m basically 6 years old. I can’t live 9 plane hours away from everyone I know. I would probably break down. I don’t even know if I’m intelligent enough to go there. I would be living in Canada. Canada. I’m just confused and excited and scared and about 90% that this will never happen. But wow. Canada.

rodawn

omg baby kate what a cutie hey ur living in canada now 16 year old kate!!!!! you didn’t break down and you’re getting As i think you’re smart enough don’t play down your strength, youre good dont stop believin

#this has been a tag #not vancouver yet tho but it'll come #ubc is hella expensive lol nope sorry babe #york is cool tho dont worry

honestly if there’s one thing i realized in the past year is that i’m really, really loved. my friends will literally cross an ocean to come see me and facetime me at 7am because they miss me. earlier in the subway i was thinking about how i have this problem where i become friends with someone and they get way more attached to me than i get to them and consider me their best friend (i still love them though, they’re just not who i go to when i have a problem) and like, how great of a problem is that to have? how lucky am i that that’s the stuff i think about? and my past romantic relationship was messy as ish and it still is tbh but it also showed me that someone /can/ fall in love with me and someone /can/ really want to be with me and build something, and even though, rationally i know that, sometimes i get really lonely and i think i’m unlovable and not needed as much as everyone else is, and it’s nice to be proven otherwise. it’s so easy to forget that people always care and want you there, because when it’s late and you’re alone no one’s there to remind you that are you wanted but idk i felt really good today and i am loved. and i want to hold onto this feeling right now and enjoy it

#this has been a post #one of my best friends is coming to stay with me for a week tomorrow #and i'm going home in 2 months #and i love everyone so goddamn much #getting emotional before going out for dinner txt it

kit-harington

#friends #same

when someone you’re friends with tweets ‘i’m not homophobic or anything but seems like being gay/bi is trendy nowadays. times have changed’ :( you know what’s fucking trendy? being accepting of lgbtq+ peeps as long as it’s not /too/ in your face what’s trendy is believing you’re open minded for your own sake but not for ours what’s trendy is “””allowing””” us to be gay only if you don’t have to deal with it all the time because like, let’s be reasonable here, we don’t /actually/ want equality, just a pat on the back

#this has been a post #that's lowkey homophobic buddy it's not a trend people are just more comfortable #and getting more representation #and being themselves and :(#why you gotta say that i'm so fond of you #i love him but he needs to educate himself but he's not the type to do so #ugh i hate it #sigh #i'm so sick of having to be Just Queer Enough and not Too Queer 4 U!!!!!!!#yeah that actually is a bit homophobic

lowkey achieving a goal tomorrow i’ve been working towards for almost four years now

#this has been a post #moving tomorrow!!!#it's weird bc i feel like a year abroad is so chill for some people #but this is a Big Deal #bc i don't really plan on coming back and living in france again after #and i've been trying to move out for so long now #it kinda feels surreal #i'll be in canada tomorrow but not for a trip #like to live there

Brosif I'm super pumped you're stocked (see what I did there?)! You deserve to be happy! Super pumped you're going to Canada! That's my homeland and it's awesome! Enjoy yourself my friend!

aw thanks babe!!! i’m super pumped too!!!! this message was v sweet!! hope you have a wicked day!!!!

#anon #when u never post and ur followers are still the bomb #feel free to come off anon btw!!!#i don't bite #except icecream #i bite my icecream dont judge

i’m stoked on life today (fun fact: i /always/ write ‘stocked’ but i mean that’s p accurate too here i’m stocked up) so i’m just really happy and excited and i wanted to record this moment for when i don’t feel too hot i spent the day with one of my very best friends and had a morning coffee date followed by lunch and a movie and chilling in the park and some frozen yogurt and it was ace!!!! we talked about a lot of stuff and she’s the best and i’m planning a day out on the islands with my group of friends so we can have a last adventure before i go and like. they’re such sunshine i love them my baby niece is going to be born soooo soon now!!! i can’t wait!!!!!! i’m leaving in like two weeks which is terrifying and i haven’t been able to sleep for a while now but it’s fine because i’ve been working towards this for like 4 years now and the other day my dad said ‘this is your home but canada is your dream’ and it’s so true and i’m going to do something i felt was always a hazy goal but it’s actually HERE and it’s WOAH i made a lot of memories this summer with the best people i know and i traveled a bunch and i think i made the best of it and i don’t regret anything at all and it went by in a flash some pretty shitty stuff happened this summer but some great stuff happened too and i’m going to be aight and i’m going to be great and life is pretty cool man. you make your own life

#this has been a post #anxiety ain't nothin #depression ain't catchin me again #right now i'm okay so this is a reminder that i can do it and i can feel fine #and anxiety is a temporary passenger #let's do this buds #let's conquer the world

ifiwasthelastgirl-blog

#parks and rec #i think abt this a lot

parkerhardison-deactivated20150

Just hug it out. Just a little man love. I’m not hugging it out with you.

#leverage #me n annika

in an effort to be less mopey and complain-y, here are the things that are good in my life right now. • my baby niece!!!! will be here so soooon!!!!!! :) :) :) • i’m going to paris thursday for a week!!! which means i get to hang out with my grandmother and one of my best friends i haven’t seen in a year!! i’m also visiting shownspencer in the netherlands for a long weekend in a couple weeks!! • i played star wars games with one of the little kids i tutor and he let me win!!!! i even got to be the rebels. hell yea • i bought my tickets for toronto!!! i’m leaving august 14th which is very scary haha. i got my visa and started looking for apartments so it’s getting real super quickly........ • i saw a friend i hadn’t seen or talked to in FIVE YEARS which is weird because i don’t feel like i’m old enough to say i haven’t hung out w/ someone in five years. but it was v nice and we talked for two straight hours. :) • i discovered la belle mixtape and i’m lowkey in love with these remixes. sunny days and good life in particular • someone ALWAYS has my back. i am never really alone. it might feel that way sometimes, but my friends are incredible and so is my family. they would jump to my defence in a heartbeat i’m just pretty stoked right now. i’m ready to be happy now. life is aight man, it’s aight. i’m excited!!!!! practice reckless optimism for sure.

#this has been a post #good things #(was a tag i had? was it? idk man)#imma focus on all the hella cool things happening every day

you are wonderful

i keep getting really nice anon messages without actually posting anything in the past like, 6 months? so i have a feeling my lovely friends are behind this. so if this is a friend thank you and i love you and i think you’re wonderful, and if it’s not a friend thank you and i love you and i think you’re wonderful too. <3

#i was gonna say 'i needed a pick me up' but that's exactly what i said last time #kate is original haha #Anonymous

You're an adorable little angel dude. I hope you have a good day today. And you know a good day tomorrow. Just a good week in general. You know what you I hope you have a great life you wonderful little nugget

aw this is adorable i appreciate it, i hope the same for you <3

#ask #this means a lot!!!!#:) :) :)#wonderful little nugget is possibly one of my favorite things i've ever been called #Anonymous #i needed a pick me up and this helped