My Journey To Motherhood

Hi! My name is Rachel. I am currently 19 and pregnant with my first baby. We found out its a boy! This is just a documentation on my pregnancy and cute photos I find/photos of my journey! :)

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I made a new mommy blog, chunksmommy.tumble.com Please go follow that one! I'll be deleting this one at the end of the week.

[futuresideboobs]

look at ur tummy. pat it gently. it is so cute.

look at ur thighs and your butt. wiggle them. they are so cute.

look at all of your body parts. blow kisses at them and tell them they are so cute.

DO NOT SAY MEAN THINGS ABOUT THEM. EVEN IF SOMETIMES YOU GET MAD AT THEM THEY ARE PART OF YOU AND THEY ARE SO CUTE AND YOU ARE SO CUTE.

[rollercoastertomotherhood]

A little rant.

Ya know, I love tumblr. I get on whenever my son is sleeping and it gives me something to do. I get to see cute pictures and learn new things and that's awesome. But lately, I haven't been wanting to get on as much. I've been seeing a lot of posts about white people. How " if you're white" you suck (basically how 98% of the posts related to Caucasians end up going) When the hell did this become okay? Honestly, no race should hate on another race. I know it happens, but I just find it completely stupid. Yeah, I'm white. I shouldn't be ashamed or ridiculed for my skin color. Just like everyone else shouldn't be ridiculed for theirs. Every race has stereotypes. But why constantly laugh at them then turn around and get upset if someone points out your races stereotype? Anyways, sorry but I needed to get that off my chest.

[lifewithtwo]

You know you're a mom when -

4 straight hours of sleep feels like 10.

[fortrialanderror]

[latetomyparty]

I may have an obsession with pictures of my children.

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I had a baby while I was still "young" because I want my child to share my adventures with me.

I didn’t want to “live my life first.” I didn’t want to “enjoy my youth.” I want a family.  I want family vacations.  I want family night. I want every day, every hour, every minute love. I want to grow with my children. When I talk  to my child about my 20’s I want to say “remember that time when…” not “so this one time before you were born…” I am a young mother because I wanted to be. I didn’t give up anything.  I gained everything.

[absentions]

You have my permission not to love me. I know that at times, I am a storm breaking down walls, devastating in my destruction. And yes, I realize that I will never be that easy Sunday morning that you always craved. But what I am not is a living apology. I will not carry around with me a suitcase filled with all the times I failed to be the person you wanted me to be. You don’t have to love me, because I can love myself.

Tina Tran, A resolution I can keep (via absentions)

[grandpadun]

put oil in your hair, use that expensive lipstick you’ve been saving up for special occasions, take a hot shower with a bunch of candles, smother yourself in lovely smelling lotion, play your favorite game, go see a movie with your favorite people, or stay in today and do nothing.  Do whatever it takes for you to feel nice today, okay? You deserve it. 

[imtakingafuckingbreak-deactivat]

to all the girls with thighs that rub together and have rolls and cellulite and feel like crying when you go shopping for clothes:

you are worthy of so much and i love you and you are goddesses that embody so much more than what some loser boy thinks of what you look like naked 

- someone who wishes she heard this a long time ago 

[learntolivewithmyselfandothers]

Why is this always about girls and never guys?

[imtakingafuckingbreak-deactivat]

shut the fuck up

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Accomplishments in 2014: made tiny human kept tiny human alive

[swordjesus-blog]

do you have a friend who’s usually a sweetheart but when they’re angry they’re the creepiest and the most cruel motherfucker you ever saw in your whole life

[nue-deactivated20130114]

i am that friend

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🙋

[keep-away-reality]

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1st of January

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2015, please be good

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Here we go

[momoffourx]

A mother worries about her kids from the second she pees on a stick until the day she dies.

Snooki (via anxiousmomtobe)

[yonama]

[asrielsarchive]

boys still call girls weak but many girls voluntarily pull parts of their own eyebrows off their faces by sheer force on a regular basis who on earth do they think they’re calling weak

[gelpenss]

#dont even get me started on bikini waxing

[geeky-cas]

cramps

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liquid eyeliner

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Birthgiving

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dealing with boys. 

[shortsadoll]

paying $60 for one bra.

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Reasons why im a bad friend:

• i get too attached

• i will complain about all my problems to you

• i will snap at you by accident one day, causing you to hate me

• i need to be reassured periodically CONSTANTLY that you dont think im annoying

• i am annoying

• im boring

• i dont know how to keep the conversation going

• i get emotional after midnight and will probably tell you something that could make you think differently of me