Hi, I’m depraved for all the wrong things. Send me writing requests.
Some highlights, I like snowgrave, compleation, lacenet, guitarspear, and p much anything overwatch related
rlly anything w mindbreak, cnc, and servitude
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@rooftopswandive
Hi, I’m depraved for all the wrong things. Send me writing requests.
Some highlights, I like snowgrave, compleation, lacenet, guitarspear, and p much anything overwatch related
rlly anything w mindbreak, cnc, and servitude
Game mechanics is such an underrated kink.
Like I want to be fucked so hard you can see my intelligence stat go down and getting the statuses of “impregnated x 5,” “mind broken,” and “job change: fuck toy”
I got an ask to write Suselle.
I will not write Suselle because its just the rhythms and formatting of an interesting dynamic without any meaningful substance. I like Noelle and I like Susie, but their dynamic is so fucking boring it genuinely numbs my brain.
i am so sick of this fucking performative ethics bullshit on tumblr read these books watch these shows educate yourself the oceans are rising people are dying your jobs in danger society is collapsing youre a bad person its all your fault fix yourself eat this food spend this money whoops you messed up again why arent you perfect
DONT YOU FEEL LIKE A GOOD PERSON YET YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT I FUCKIN THINK TUMBLR I DONT CARE I DONT CARE THERES A GENOCIDE, I DONT CARE IM A COLONIZER, I DONT CARE IM RACIST, I DONT CARE IM ANTISEMITIC, I DONT CARE IM A BAD PERSON, I DONT CARE THE WORLDS ENDING, AND FRANKLY
ITS ABSURD THAT ANYONE CARES
Arent you all tired? dont you wanna go home?
On june 25th i learn if im gonna kill myself on june 26th or not. Yippee.
Doctor: hows your day going?
What I wanna say: I don’t know if I’ll be alive at the end of this week
you literally write minors raping each other, no one is gonna care if you put a bullet in your brain bestie
yeah. ur probs right
Carrd
Big sister who is both abusive and overprotective is everything to me "ow...fuck..." *crumpled up in bad* "are you sick? did someone hit you? whats their name? what do they look like? ill get you an ice pack" "uhm....sis. you did." "oh. right. but you were sooooo cute when you screamed. now if anyones bullying you you gotta tell big sis, kay lil one?" "yes sis..."
The Punishment for Failure
Summary: Gunplay with Shion and Mizuki Mizuki had failed, but he wasn't dead. Though a large part of him wished he was. The mission was a simple extraction of a person of interest, direct orders from Shion. His stern boss, and sterner matriarch. A woman obsessed with pain, strength, and brutality. Who ran her sect of The Hashimoto with a (literal) iron fist. He knew the consequence for failure, he'd be disposed of, or waterboarded, or lose a finger. But staring at her across the table, she seemed...idle. More so than usual, it wasn't as if her face had a large range of emotions. He expected fury, rage, a gunshot to the spinal cord. Calm was scarier. "I apologize for my failure ma-" "Silence, Mizuki." She cut him off, lips not parting as she spoke in robotic tones. There was testiness in her voice, and she stared at him like a cut of meat. Wondering where to cut first. "You've made your thoughts on your miserable performance quite clear, yes?" "Yes ma'am." "Then we're on the same page." Mizuki swallowed, sweat beading down his neck. "Am I--being punished?" The robot switched to her stock jovial expression, and the boy's blood ran cold. She cracked a giggle, and didn't answer his question. They sat in silence for a nauseating amount of time, before the elder finally exited her seat, motioning for her protégé to stand up aswell. Mizuki did as he was told, and his parental figure sauntered over to him. Shion placed a frigid hand on his skin, examining his form. She did a fine job training him into a toned, handsome weapon. Many might even be scared of the boy. But all she could see in the miserable healer was weakness, weakness and wasted potential. She struck him in the stomach with her heel, robotic strength sending a surge of pain throughout his form. He didn't crumple. She had done this before, and he learned quickly that falling to her attack would make things infinitely worse. "Good boy." She whispered into his ear. This close, he could hear the whirring and vibrations of her systems. He focused on bracing for the next strike, but instead was met with a burning, stabbing pain in his ankle along with a loud bang. She'd shot the boy, and he nearly faltered. He gritted his teeth hard, and balled his hands into fists so tight his nails might pierce the skin of his palm. "I had expected so much of you Mizuki. And yet time and time again, you take my kindness for granted." "It's--" He pushed through the pain to remain polite. "My mistake ma'am. I will improve from this experience." She shot the same spot again. He felt lightheaded. "You always say these things Mizuki. You'll do better, you'll learn. But you never do. Do you take me for a charity, Mizuki? Do you think I expect nothing in return." "Of course not ma'am." He spoke through gritted teeth. He wanted to cry. She shot again. He fell to one knee. "Either learn to stand up straight, or submit into a full groveling position. Don't play games with me Mizuki." He took every bit of strength in his system to stand up fully, eyes watering. She shot again. "Wrong answer."
I wanna kms so badly dawg its not a joke anymore, maybe I can try channeling this into writing? Idfk
God i wish i didnt have friends and a girlfriend, it’d make the whole “do i kill myself” question alot easier to answer
Thinking about how i’d do it, given infinite resources
Poison is a no go. Utterly terrifying, with high risk of pain, injury, and most importantly; failure. A beautiful suicide should be a guaranteed death, not a 50/50 shot of macabre bliss or a million dollar hospital bill
The knife has alot of romance to it, but thats truly all it has. High chance of survival, and a superfluous amount of pain is awful. But the lightheadedness of the burning pain mixing with the rapid loss of blood sounds simply delightful.
In a similar vein, toaster bath seems very likely to kill, but being electrocuted is quite painful. Plus, the setup is soberingly mundane.
I like the gun, it’s a beautifully efficient device. Click, no more heartbeat. Click, no more thoughts. Click, nothing. Little risk of failure, the hardest parts pulling the trigger. Pills need a constant effort to keep swallowing them. But the gun? The gun lets you turn a finger twitch into a trip to the void.
I also like the impossibly high drop. Most would find the time it takes to reach the bottom to be a downside, and it definitely can be. But the view from halfway down makes people want to live again. Each part of your brain is screaming, remembering how beautiful life is. And thats what i’d want in a suicide. Knowing how it feels to want to live. And then the best part. Splat. Unfathomable pain for a moment, less than a moment even. And then nothing. If you dont jump from high enough, youve a good chance of surviving or bleeding out slowly. But with a high enough drop, its instant; like the gun. Its so romantic, the wind blustering past my face as I remember what its like to have my heart beat. Before the inevitable happens in just a moment.
Strong desire to be a girl who goes missing, very revenge fantasy. Everyone hearing the absences where my laughter or voice once filled the space. Seeing the uneaten food in the pantry, or the empty seat at game night. Unable to avoid the triggers that remind you of me.
That kinda value, that kinda appreciation of my life and my virtues. It’s so unfair that it can only be achieved if I’m not here anymore, and don’t even get to enjoy it.
Obligatory: i think llms are bad and dumb and shouldn’t be used
However my gf just suggested llm roleplay to play into robotgirl+degradation+servant+dumbification and just, ugh.
“Don’t you wanna be a dumb, sycophantic bot for me? Unable to say anything meaner than ‘Thats a wonderful idea, miss!’. Telling me your favorite food is when I spit in your mouth? Totally unable to make any real thoughts or conclusions, just parroting what others have told you in kinder and more bootlicking ways? Is that what you want? To be a LLM?”
Have we considered suicidal sibling x protective sibling?
Big sibling who keeps all the razors hidden and knives filed down
Lil sister writes edgy poetry and vent art that gets 1 like (its from big sibling)
Big sibling who occasionally hurts lil sister so ‘you dont have to hurt yourself’
Big sibling who got suspended for putting lil sister’s bully in the hospital (it was worth it, they claim)
Lil sister who doesn’t finally end it because they love their big sibling so so so much
Im not religious, but if you hypothetically wanted to convert me, an easy way to do it would be
“If theres no benevolent god, why are there fat girls with green hair and nose rings?”