Rowan

he/they 19

[azaablue]

the best fanfiction you've ever read was written by a woman in her 40s before she made dinner for her kids. it was written by a teenager after school when they should've been studying for a history test. and a barista came up with the idea while they cleaned the espresso machine and busser fact-checked it on their break and the post-doc edited between writing grant proposals and the nurse apologized for typos in the notes after a long shift and behind every drabble and one-shot and multi-chapter fic there is a person with a wonderful and interesting and chaotic life and it is such a privilege that we get to be a part of it because they decided to do this thing we all share, for fun.

[dragon-in-a-fez]

personally I'm annoyed by the socioeconomic conditions that made words like "unalive" necessary but simultaneously impressed by the linguistic adaptations young people have made to continue talking about important things while subject to those conditions and I think if you can't hold both of those thoughts in your head you might just be old man yelling at cloud

[byjove]

how many people do you think use speech to text to write fanfiction like how many people in this world are sitting alone in their living room vividly reciting the nastiest sex scenes with perfect diction

[memento-meliora]

forced to say “it’s okay!” Instead of throwing a fucking chair at their head

[wateredwizard]

Why does your post have lingerie on

[memento-meliora]

God forbid a bitch be feeling herself while mentally ill in this economy 😢

[rowanberryxx]

i’ve loved you since i was 14. i turn 19 in 18 days. i miss you.

[rowanberryxx]

to know me is to know you, because you are inextricable from my heart.

you’re the music that floats through the woods, the thrill that rises from riding quads, and the laugh that bubbles its way from out of my chest.

to know me is to know every part of how you shaped me.

how you listened, intently, even when i had nothing important to say. how you helped everyone around you, with grace and patience. how you walked in a room and suddenly the room was much more vibrant than before.

to know me is to know that i love you. that no matter how much i wish that this was easier, that even though a year has passed, i still miss you.

i miss your hair flopping into my face even when i knew i would push it away from my nose. the way you never cared if you were silly in your texts and snaps to me. the soft brush of your lips across me, and knowing that it never had to be anything more.

to know me is to know the intricacies in which you tie into me. my heart, my life, my very soul.

i don’t believe in very much, i’m too pessimistic and shortsighted for that. but i’ve never stopped believing in you. believing that you would make it, that you would never be anything except who you always were and everything you could be.

to know me is to know you. i can only hope that you feel the same, but i would never ask that of you. i would never ask a thing again if it meant you got everything you wanted, needed. i just simply ask that you think of me from time to time.

that you think of our days spent in the sun, learning copious amounts of steps, songs, and choreo. that you think of the nights i slept over, and you’d stay with me until you had to fall asleep. that you think of me when you see any silly hair color, that it reminds you of a time i had it. that when you hear something from 10 things i hate about you, you think about how much i love the movie. i hope you think about our arguments too, not in a way that hurts you, but in that i wanted you throughout all of them.

to know me is to know you, because you are so much a part of me i don’t know who i would be without your influence.

[lazer-exe]

I'm gonna say it, I do think that even the laziest person imaginable should have a roof over their head, food in their stomach, and access to healthcare

[kumkaniudaku]

And then you can’t even say shit about bc people start trying to put you in a jacket and shit. Like omg it’s so strict???

[lifeofagleek]

this lowkey reminded me of them #fatherdaughter 😁😁

[whydatewhenyoucanhyperfixate]

imagining wylan, nearly drowning, thinking he’ll be reunited with his mother soon.

imagining wylan, nearly choking on the tannery fumes, thinking he’ll be reunited with his mother soon.

imagining wylan, fighting his first dangerous fight, thinking he’ll be reunited with his mother soon.

imagining wylan, actually being reunited with his mother and in the living realm. finally feeling, alongside so many other things, gratefullness that he’s still there. and so is she.

[snufkinsleftboot]

Destiel wip

I haven’t worked on it in MONTHS but maybe if I post about it I’ll finally continue (;_;)

[kassie-is-so-totally-cool]

when the destiel fic has both religious guilt AND internalized homophobia tags so ik whatever im about to read is going to destroy me emotionally for days to come

[wishmoafi]

happy father's day to the 3 women i'd call daddy. yes. daddy. you heard me.

[nazemmalove]

canon

[kittyswitching]

trans men absolutely are in sex work, the majority just present as women for work because it's much harder to make money if you don't. You don't see them because they're forced to detransition for work or you haven't even tried to look for the ones who are presenting masc. They're all over the sex work forums if you know what to look for and how they talk about it.

there is no "trans men aren't pushed into sex work" privilege. It is not a privilege to be forced into it AND have to detransition for it. This isn't a competition

[what-even-is-thiss]

You’d think that once you finally get long term access to a cat and your yearning to have cat access is fulfilled that you’d become slightly less obsessed with seeing people’s cats but no if anything it gets worse

[zk-j]

on my knees begging people to realize saying that trans men are oppressed doesn't mean that trans women aren't oppressed