Rough Around the Edges

This is Roxy; she is an OC. Available for RP in most any universe, but mostly League of Legends. Roxy is a healer. ((Mun is a nice lady, please talk to her and read the rules. Enjoy your day!)

[roxy102-blog]

VALENTINE'S DAY | ASK SPECIAL

1: Do you have a crush at the moment?

2: Have you ever been deeply in love?

3: Longest relationship you've ever been in?

4: Have you ever changed for someone?

5: How is your relationship with your ex?

6: Have you ever been cheated on?

7: Have you ever cheated?

8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?

9: What's the most important part of a relationship?

10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?

11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?

12: How many people have you ever hooked up with?

13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?

14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?

15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?

16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"?

17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?

18: What do you consider a deal breaker?

19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship?

20: Are you currently in a relationship?

21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?

22: Do you think people should date their friends?

23: How many relationships have you had?

24: Do you think love can last forever?

25: Do you believe love can conquer all things?

26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?

27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?

28: Do you think long distance relationships can work?

29: What do you notice first about another person?

30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?

31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?

32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?

33: Do you want to get married one day?

34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?

35: Could you be in a relationship without sex?

36: Are you still a virgin?

37: What's more important: Looks or personality?

38: Do you enjoy love films?

39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?

40: Have you ever had a valentine?

41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?

42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"?

43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends?

44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"?

45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?

46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"?

47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite?

48: What's your favorite love song?

49: Have you ever broken someone's heart?

50: If you're single, why do you think you are?

51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy?

52: Are you good at giving other people advices regarding dating/ relationships?

53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single?

54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?

55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?

56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?

57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?

58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?

59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary?

60: What's your opinion on open relationships?

61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family?

62: How do you define "cheating"?

63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?

64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?

65: Would you consider yourself a "cuddler"?

[roxy102-blog]

colorful asks

White: What's your relationship status? Tell us three things about your significant other/crush? (If you don't have either, use your best friend instead!)

Cream: Tell us about the last really good thing that happened to you. How does it affect you, to this day?

Rose: What is your most prized possession, and why?

Pink: Tell us your favorite meal, candy, and snack food?

Red: Have you ever been in love? Tell us about it!

Garnet: What does your favorite article of clothing look like? Why do you like it?

Scarlet: What's the last good book you read?

Orange: Three things that make you smile every day?

Goldenrod: What's your dream job?

Yellow: Coffee or tea? How do you take it?

Lime: What's your favorite fruit or vegetable?

Green: What's your favorite movie or TV show, and why do you like it so much?

Teal: Tell us your favorite memory with your best friend?

Turquoise: What's your favorite type of biome? (i.e. forest, ocean, beach, etc.)

Blue: Do you prefer day or night? What's your favorite thing about each?

Navy Blue: What book/movie/fandom character are you most like? Why?

Violet: Are you an early bird or a night owl?

Purple: What's your morning routine? Do you have a morning playlist? If so, what does it consist of?

Wine: What's your favorite type of weather? How does it make you feel?

Indigo: Think of your favorite person in the world. What's their name? Tell us three facts about this person?

Black: Describe your personal style. Do you dress more masculine, or more feminine? What colors do you wear most often? What colors look good on you? What makes you feel good?

Light Gray: Sunrise or sunset? Why?

Dark Gray: Tell us three good things about yourself?

Steel: Where do you want to travel to? Why?

Silver: Do you like the nighttime? Moon or stars?

Gold: If you wear makeup, what's your favorite makeup product? If not, what's your favorite self-care product?

Bronze: What is your greatest accomplishment to date? What's a dream you have for the upcoming year?

Rust: What's your birthstone?

Amber: What are your talents? What are your passions?

Tawny: What song is guaranteed to make you sing your heart out?

Brown: What makes you beautiful? What makes you unique?

Tan: Is there anything you have an affinity for that was caused by another person? What is it?

Beige: What color are your bedroom walls painted?

Ivory: What are your goals/plans for the upcoming year? How are you going to accomplish them?

Prism: Five things you love about yourself? (Yes, five.)

[roxy102-blog]

nosy anons let's go

0: Height

1: Age

2: Shoe size

3: Do you smoke?

4: Do you drink?

5: Do you take drugs?

6: Age you get mistaken for

7: Have tattoos?

8: Want any tattoos?

9: Got any piercings?

10: Want any piercings?

11: Best friend?

12: Relationship status

13: Biggest turn ons

14: Biggest turn offs

15: Favorite movie

16: I’ll love you if...

17: Someone you miss

18: Most traumatic experience

19: A fact about your personality

20: What I hate most about myself

21: What I love most about myself

22: What I want to be when I get older

23: My relationship with my sibling(s)

24: My relationship with my parent(s)

25: My idea of a perfect date

26: My biggest pet peeves

27: A description of the girl/boy I like

28: A description of the person I dislike the most

29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend

30: What I hate the most about work/school

31: What my last text message says

32: What words upset me the most

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

34: What I find attractive in women

35: What I find attractive in men

36: Where I would like to live

37: One of my insecurities

38: My childhood career choice

39: My favorite ice cream flavor

40: Who I wish I could be

41: Where I want to be right now

42: The last thing I ate

43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately

44: A random fact about anything

//mun answers

[hellsdemonictrinity]

Angst/fluff Prompt List

Please don’t repost (stealing isn’t cool, but reblog if you wish) <3 <3

“I love you, please don’t go.”

“Stay here tonight.”

“Please don’t walk out of that door.”

“I thought things were going great.”

“Don’t you love me?”

“You make every day worth living.”

“I’ll keep you warm.”

“I’m never letting you go.”

“You meant too much to me.”

“I won’t let you.”

“How could you ask me that?”

“Don’t you trust me?”

“I won’t let anyone hurt you, you’re safe with me.”

“You look amazing tonight.”

“Shouldn’t you be with him/her?”

“I’ve got you.”

“I can’t sleep, can I stay here?”

“It’s late.  Shouldn’t you be asleep?”

“How are you feeling today?”

“You look amazing tonight.”

“We’ll figure this out.”

“This isn’t goodbye.”

“What’s cookin’ good lookin’?”

“Wanna go grab a drink?”

“What the hell were you thinking?!”

“Here, let me help you.”

“Kiss me.”

“I care about you.”

“You could have warned me!”

“That was unexpected.”

“You haven’t lost me.”

“Why are you doing this?”

“Don’t cry.”

“Please don’t do this.”

“You make me feel safe.”

“You’ve shown me what love can feel like.”

“Thank you, for everything.”

“All I wanted was for you to be happy.”

“I can’t do this on my own.”

“I wasn’t lying when I said that I loved you.”

“Don’t be afraid.”

“You’re always on my mind.”

“You have no idea how much I want you right now.”

“You’ve always felt like home.”

“I can’t imagine this world without you.”

“Dance with me.”

“Trust me.”

“Why are you crying?”

“Who hurt you?”

“Nothing is wrong with you.”

“You make me feel alive.”

“I wouldn’t change a thing about you.”

“Who cares about what they think?”

“Let’s go.”

“I’m not going anywhere.”

“Tell me what’s wrong.”

“You’ve always got me.”

“I’ve waited for this moment for a long time.”

“Is this okay?”

“You look like you could use a hug.”

“Did you need something?”

“Do you have a ride home?”

“I am home.”

“What happened back there?”

“That’s not gonna happen.”

“Why me?”

“I’m right where I belong.”

“Fine.”

“What do you want me to say?”

“After everything we’ve been through, you still don’t think that I love you?”

“You’ve been drinking tonight, haven’t you?”

“You need sleep.”

“Excuse me?”

“What are you doing?”

“What did you expect?”

“You’re not alone.”

“We’re meant for each other.”

“You’re worth it.”

“I don’t care what anyone else thinks.”

“I’ve always been honest with you.”

“It’s cold, you should take my jacket.”

“Just breathe, okay?”

“When I’m with you, I’m happy.”

“Going somewhere?”

“Don’t lie to me.”

“Don’t be scared, I’m right here.”

“You’re so adorable.”

“I’m better, now that you’re here.”

“I could never forget you.”

“Forget it.”

“That’s in the past.”

“You make me happy.”

“You’re more than that.”

“I won’t lose you too.”

“Come cuddle.”

“Can’t you stay a little longer?”

“It’s not that easy.”

“I’ve had enough.”

“I fell in love with you, not them.”

“You’re the only one I wanna wake up next to.”

[getcharmcd-deactivated20171226]

//someone please, I’m a bit h for angst

[alannasroleplaymemes-moved]

Show A Little Skin Meme

Send a symbol for my Muse’s reaction to yours unintentionally (?):

✤ - Moving/putting up their hair, showing off the back of their neck ✥ - Popping a button on their shirt, showing their chest / a bit of cleavage ✦ - Rolling up their sleeves to keep cool, showing off their forearms ❉ - Stretching their arms up, showing their midriff ❥ - Bending over in a short skirt / shorts / tight pants, showing off dat booty ❦ - Changing clothes facing away, showing off their back ❧ - Hiking up their skirt / pant leg, showing off some leg and/or thigh ❃ - Fighting with their belt for some reason, showing off some hip/waist ❂ - Scratching at a bug bite under their shirt, showing off their side ❁ - Wearing a top that’s too big for them, showing off their collarbone / shoulders ❀  - BONUS TOUCH EDITION: Asking your Muse to help put sun screen / lotion / medical salve on a wound anywhere else

[roxy102-blog]

♂: I am a boy who has a crush on you

♀: I am a girl who has a crush on you

⭐: I am a nonbinary person who has a crush on you

✂: Just delete your tumblr already

✌: You’re awesome

♡: I love your blog

❁: You’re beautiful

🌸: You're attractive

✓: I hate you

☹: You’re ugly

☀: I want to fuck you

♬: I wish we were close

♧: I wish we were friends in real life

☆: I relate to a lot of the same things you go through

☮: You inspire me

☾: We should kiss maybe if you wanna that'd be great

✖: I would give you the greatest hug

★: I'm scared to talk to you but I think you're great

∇: You've changed urls/icons so much that I don't remember who you are

○: I don't remember why I follow you

☄: I wish I could help you but I'm not sure how

✨: You've taught me things

⚓️: I wish you'd take better care of yourself

©: You're a bit problematic

™: You're a cinnamon roll

❄️: I cherish you

🌙: Please post more

💫: We don't talk much but I wouldn't mind being your friend

♪: You're very talented

∀: I don't understand you

[roxy102-blog]

Back

I am back. I have lost many of my followers, but hopefully I can gain them back. I am an LoL RP blog. Please feel free to talk to me. I am nice. :D Most of the time.

[roxy102-blog]

Sometimes I think about death, and sometimes I am afraid...of how drawn I am to the idea.

[roxy102-blog]

Progress: This Just In

This gets put under read more for some triggering content: TW: Sexual Assault. And my talking about my Bipolar. Read on at your own risk :D

I am like a month into school. I have grown a lot as a person and my bipolar has taken a grand upswing. Mania is wonderful and scary. But I am coming to terms with who I am and what it means to be bipolar. And it isn’t always pretty, hardly ever is it pretty, but that doesn’t mean I am not pretty. My brain does not function the way most people’s brain does, but that doesn’t make mine wrong. I wouldn’t be who I am without my bipolar, and sometimes I kind of like me. Given this is when the bipolar isn’t super strong and telling me how worthless I am. However, I grew up with my bipolar, unmedicated and unsympathized. I learned to move with it, continue life when I didn’t want to. I learned to ignore my hallucinations because even if the walls moving seemed so real to me, it was obvious that it just couldn’t be. I am a functioning bipolar because I had no choice. I have nightmares that stick with me for months, like my most recent one; I scream in my sleep...I have times where I don’t sleep at all, but I get through it. And without all of that, I wouldn’t be me. Yeah I’m not the best person on the planet, town, school, or even the room, but I’m a person and I deserve love. I deserve to love myself. 

Onto even more, it kills me to see things about you. I miss you, I love you, and I always will. I can’t go back though. You left me in the dust, for months, and I can’t just erase that pain. I’m not even the same anymore. I don’t look the same as when you last touched me. I’ve lost so much weight that I have trouble recognizing myself; would you? I dream about you often. I kind of wish they would stop. I will always love you. I told you that. You left me because you didn’t think you were good for me, and by doing that you became that. You are like a pokemon that hurt itself in it’s confusion, but don’t worry you still critically hit me. However, I’m doing alright now. I pulled myself together, just I never come back together the same. I wish you the best mi amore, and I hope you find someone who loves you better than I could.

Lastly this is my progress: I’m learning me. I’m not wearing my mask as much. I’m not being as cold and emotionless as I used to be. People have hurt me. “The sympathy is there, just not the empathy” is a new line that will never leave my head. People in my family keep passing into whatever comes after life. I’m still sitting here at school. But I haven’t stopped yet. None of this has won. I’m learning MMA now, mostly because I was sexually assaulted and forced to please a man with my mouth because he had a grip on my hair...but that is nothing new. What is assault when I have already been raped? I didn’t let him win. I didn’t let him see me suffer. I’m turning it into something good. I’m sick of hurting all the time. So I spend my time as I want. With people who want me around or alone. I’m not going to put on a face. I’m not going to do fake friendships. I’m going to be me. That is going to scare so many people...and I am okay with it. I have a few who love me, and that is all I need.

[memoriesdefineyou-blog]

Do this anonymously or not, I wanna know.

[chellyhasmoved-blog]

A - I love you.

B - I hate you.

C - I love your blog.

D - You’re cute.

E - You’re nice.

F - You don’t belong here.

G - I don’t like you.

H - Deactivate your tumblr account.

I - I’m your secret admirer.

J - I love the way you express yourself.

K - You’re too beautiful.

L - I miss you.

M - Stay humble.

N - You’re too popular.

O - You’re tumblr famous.

P - Awesome blog.

Q - I’m in love with you.

R - You annoy me.

[sonyeondan]

Let’s finish this out while we’re at it.

S - If I knew you more I’d probably be in love with you.

T - You’re one of the first blogs I followed.

U - We are mutuals and I don’t understand how.

V - I’ve thought about unfollowing you.

W - You’re funny.

X - I want to be mutuals.

Y - You don’t express yourself enough.

Z - Sometimes I don’t like you.

[yansimaesthetics]

PLEASEEEE

[wszyscymnienienawidza]

[wnq-writers]

And I was right, I was scared of happy, because at the end of the day, they still leave.

euphoric-dreams (via wnq-writers)

[attractionns]

I just want somebody who will never stop choosing me.

A.G. (via bl-ossomed)

[cwote]

do more of what you love :))

[seaslux]

Send Me Emojis!

🌟 - I like you

💜 - I love you

👀 - I’m interested in you

💘- I’m romantically attracted to you

💖 - I’m aesthetically attracted to you

👭 - I’m platonically attracted to you

👯 - I’m sexually attracted to you

🎮 - I have the same interests as you

👾 - You’re so different to me

👓 - I want to see your face

🎨 - I like your art

✏  - I like the text posts you make

📦  - I like the posts you reblog

😺  - I like your ocs

🐞 - You’re pretty desperate for attention, aren’t you?

🐌 - You need to slow down

🚫 - You need to stop

[roxy102-blog]

Heartbreak

So just another rant from me that can be ignored, and will be for the most part, but I haven’t had a place to get this out, and I need to. So it is going under a read more. I don’t know if you still follow me, if you still do the tumblr, but don’t read it. I don’t want to hurt you with my pain. Everyone else, if you don’t want to read my whine then move along. I just need an escape.

Listening to the song “I love you, I hate you.” by Gnash. I could break down into tears all over again. This place makes me think of you, everything about it. I can’t walk anywhere on my campus without feeling the ghost of you by my side and it hurts like hell. I’m so scared of actually seeing you because I know that I will just break down crying and want you to hold me and I know that you can’t. I can’t get your image out of my head. Every time I close my eyes I see you. There you are waiting for me in BK when I get out of class, which all of my classes are in that building this year. There you are walking across campus looking for me. There you are in the student center waiting for me. There you are in Gano getting food. There you in front of my dorm waiting for me to go to your house. YOU ARE EVERY WHERE TO ME. I’m trying so hard to push these images out and act like I don’t see them. I’m trying so hard to act like I am okay. I’m not. I am drowning in this shit that I don’t know how to deal with. You were my future and you just fucking walked away, you said you wouldn’t and you did. Or was this my fault? What did I do? I hope you find happiness someday. I hope you find the girl that actually makes your life better. I hope you find the one that actually fits into your life the way I apparently never could. As for me, I think I am done looking.

Worse more I have no one to talk to here. Everyone just blows it off. Ahh your strong you can take it. blah blah blah. I am not that strong. The voices in my head are stronger than ever, I don’t feel good about myself. I feel useless, undesirable, and a waste. I am fighting tooth and nail to keep my feelings on and not just lose them in the sea of shit I am drowning in. Because wedding bells were just alarms and I am sick of hearing them... I am sick of living in my nightmare. I am sick of living in a place where my dad and grandma will never be proud of me. Where my grandpa will probably die before I get home from graduation. Where I have no one to lean on. I have lost my safe place. I have lost my place where I can just let down my walls and be. Now they are up all the time and it is so tiring. I am so tired. I just want to be held and told that I am allowed to feel like complete shit over this. I want someone to take my hand and lead me through this tough time. However, I once again have to put on my big girl panties and do it all by myself. It’s fine. I’m used to being by myself anyway. 

So here is to a semester of pretending I’m not drowning in unwelcome emotions. Many lonely nights. Acting like I have my stuff together. Trying not to think of him. And most importantly working my ass off in classes so I graduate.

[filthyflyer]

reblog if you're ugly as fuck.