Now this is weird. I haven't even felt an impulse to blog in what feels like forever. This is probably a bad thing, since blogging is usually an outlet for depression. I'm feeling really alone right now and jealous. Both because friends aren't something I really have anymore. The people I'm friends with are all closer to other people. I'm not the girl people want to hang out with. I'm kind of accepting that but being alone and uncared for gets old fast. Especially for someone like me who overthinks everything and thrives off of other people. I'm fine and being alone, but not at being lonely. Send a prayer for me if you're reading this. I might actually need it.

















