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YOU ARE THE REASON
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Alternate account of @werdtfgvhder.
This blog is exactly what you think it is. It's a blog dedicated to reblogging whatever I find extra cool beanz. I will also post my own rambles here for the sake of keeping my main blog as uncluttered as possible.
Fear not! For I have found new grounds for my reblogs and rambles! Right here :]
Do you like the smell of gasoline?
Do you like the smell of gasoline?
Yes
No
it's supposed to rain in a couple days
oh great. like everywhere or
i swear on like. five dollars.
spin the wheel to be assigned a mysterious source of income - who will grant you 10k usd every month without fail!!
will you take the money?
yes
no
bald / nuance
i got. and i quote.
"benjamin netanyahu is your sugar daddy"
Genuinely surprised to see this from Jamie p and super glad as well. I feel like it's become such a pattern of seeing white queer creators casually say some racist shit or something to come out and then never properly apologize.
So seeing Jamie Paige be outright "No fuck y'all stupid racist white teens, she'd rather stop making music catering to you than let you make a fool of her art" is incredibly refreshing and makes me glad that to be a fan of hers and feel both seen and comfortably safe knowing that for once someone has the decency not to be a racist piece of shit!
Also go listen to Slayr right now! I remember hearing a couple of his songs before, and liking all of them, and this one is no different. Honestly I hope we get to see more hip-hop sampling and remixes of vocaloid music because its so so cool and wish it was done more often.
And hey this is also directed at all you fuck ass "rap is overstimulating" idiots on Tumblr too!
Something else I think is important to add to this post as well :]
A bit more self explanatory, but I'm glad he's confident to state it for the people in the back that Vocaloid isn't just a white people thing. It's a bit bittersweet to me in a sense that a lot of black creators online feel the need to hide themselves, but I definitely understand (I'm guilty of this sometime too the way Tumblr acts sometimes) but I'm glad to see that people are being more openly anti racist for once and I hope this trend doesn't stop.
Also I know it's already his most popular song, but it is such a banger too, go listen to this and the rest of his vocaloid music too!
Maybe Dusekkar reminds Two Time of Amarah
mmm I watched teen titans go a lot as a kid and I liked it so maybe I was destined to be a slop consumer
i want to see two-time and azure rip each other apart in an argument while amarah watches from a distance knowing he caused all of it
Azure is not a good person, stop being a hypocritical piece of shit. (CW: mentions of abuse, manipulation, enabling, etc...)
Azure actively villainizes TwoTime in his head during forsaken, which is of course a valid reaction to being murdered especially with the manipulation from phosphorus but does not excuse the fact that he willingly murders both twotime and the other survivors brutally even though the other survivors had nothing to do with it. He does this several times.
He constantly mocks TwoTime as if they are the only source of his problems despite knowing TwoTime was just as powerless as him, yet they still tell them that they "never loved him" and that they "were just using him" even though he was just as dependent on them emotionally as they were dependent on him.
Why am I mentioning this? because people fucking ignore it all the time, that's why. It also supports a certain theory I have: The killers are all enablers to each other's shitty actions. Woah, shocker.
Azure is not a good person, especially not in forsaken—and like TwoTime, he hurts people. But instead of doing it for something in return or because he believes he is obligated to, he does it for a satisfaction and release of anger that ends up doing nothing but make him feel even shittier about himself.
People are always talking about how Azuretime wouldn't work and would be toxic an dysfunctional because of TwoTime, but they never mention how Azure's behaviour does not make it only dysfunctional but downright abusive.
Azure wants someone to place as much blame on for his problems as possible because he is convinced that everything that happened to him is his fault, and because they are practically isolated from the last bit of proof he's not truly unlovable he reacted violently. Then the killers enabled him to do it more, and he became fixated with hurting the person he loves.
You can scream at me about how "azure's being controlled and manipulated by phosphorus and the spectre!!!!" all you fucking want, but that is a cheap ass excuse for someone who will then say "TwoTime is selfish and only cares about the spawn!!!!!" even though it is literally canon that they were manipulated and controlled by Amarah and the cult.
They genuinely believe that the spawn is all there is for them, they said it themselves.
Is this an excuse to villainize Azure and excuse twotime's actions, no. Why do I not talk about how TwoTime's actions affect Azure?
BECAUSE WHAT TWOTIME DID IS ALL THIS FUCKING PART OF THE FANDOM TALKS ABOUT WHEN TALKING ABOUT THESE TWO'S LORE.
Whether or not but TwoTime is consistently depicted in canon as polite, respectful, and unsettling yes—but still someone who tries to do their part and is aware they are not wanted. Not being wanted was basically their entire life, while Azure's whole life was not being good enough in the eyes of the people who were supposed to protect them as well as being shamed for being curious. Here's all of their lines for requesting things:
TwoTime is obedient from being scared into submission and praised when they behaved, Azure is rebellious from never being praised at all.
TwoTime's behaviour is built off of fear, Azure's behaviour is built off resentment.
They both were just trying to survive.
TwoTime and Azure are two sides of the same coin, that is why they work so well in the first place. The reason they are tragic, is because they really and truly loved each other but were never able to choose for themselves once in their lives.
Don't believe that twotime loves Azure? the fucking milestone skins for twotime express this:
TwoTime is drawn towards the spawn so much because it is the only thing that has been willing to give them affection and care even if it was conditional. Azure is doing the exact same thing by working for the spectre.
Neither of them have ever had control once in their lives and it is not fair to be angry at either of them for being trapped in a cycle since birth.
I would also like to mention that majority of people who have a problem with TwoTime NEVER bother to even TRY to see from their point of view, which fucking sucks because they will also use it as an excuse to call them evil insane and selfish, even though their entire upbringing taught them being as self sacrificial as possible and letting people walk all over you is how to stay alive and that love is a luxury that they don't deserve. We can see this in the in the nightshade skin quote and one of the milestone skin quotes:
Notice how they said "our"? they clearly never wanted this.
The delusions very likely became a thing because delusions are a form of coping with abuse and trauma, especially if those delusions were drilled into you since birth.
I relate to azure and twotime on very base levels and I based all of my interpretations of them on not only my experiences but the experiences of ACTUAL CULT VICTIMS I have talked to in this fandom, as well as ACTIVELY RESEARCHING how abuse and manipulation effects people.
saving for later
How many blorbos do you have?
-Just the one
-A few
-Several
-So many
-Too many to count
How many blorbos do you have?
Just the one
A few
Several
So many
Too many to count
It varies/other/nuance
mine are two-time and amarah and it has to be both of them together or else i will not care
azurewrath 🤤🤤🤤
"Family"
Would you rather have a runny nose or a sore throat?
^
runny nose
sore throat
Go outside. It's giving,
image ID 1: Opinion guest essay titled "There's Nothing Wrong With Wanting Men" from may 31, 2026
image ID 2: post by user foulserpant : love when people become so online in spaces like this where marginalized people are actually the ones dominating the conversations, that they forget what its like in the real world and start making positvity posts for things that are 100% unchallenged and normalized irl
reblog by user foulserpent: let men be masculine
reblog by user jeffkinney: let men be friends with each other
reblog by user rated-r-for-grantaire: let women wear makeup! let men and women date each other! skinny white body positvity 💜
shit i think im guilty of this
i just HATE when i like a post and realize it’s for a fandom im not in so i unheart it and go “few, good thing i didn’t let that slide in, might’ve put a bunch of fan content on my fyp that i wont understand!!!” and then. i refresh .
i had to block sfawtde and project hail mary because of this
this also happens with DID posts for some reason
im also like really picky about who i follow so the following thingy is just the same 5-10 ppl
Do you think your blorbo is trans?
Yes (canon)
No (canon)
Yes (headcanon)
No (headcanon)
Do you think your blorbo is trans?
Yes (canon)
No (canon)
Yes (headcanon)
No (headcanon)
Other/nuance
my fav non-binary 🩷🩷
canon non-binary
