It’s been a while since I personally wrote something on here but this place has become my own journal, where I can say what I want and feel what I want to feel. That being said....
Feeling useless at a job site or anywhere in life feels horrible, makes you doubt yourself and your personal skills, but I believe without this fear we won’t change for the better or excel in our careers or in life in general. We sometimes have to take that leap of faith somewhere in order to get passed that hump. But what if your stuck somewhere you can’t leap around? That’s what’s happening with my girl. She’s been so down with the job that she doesn’t feel like even going to work or putting effort into it. She didn’t have negativity in her until she changed jobs. The job seems to effect in more than emotional state but in physical state sometimes. As men we do what we can to help out, in any matter. Sometimes having repeat ourselves. But to those that get tired of it, I say this. Don’t. You have to remember in the beginning of the relationship we stated that no matter what you’d always be there for anyone, family, friend and even colleagues. That no problem is too big or too small to deal with it together. So when the time get tough we don’t quit.
I picture this....a small boat with a small crew and it’s captain, who set sail from a beautiful island on a beautiful day, as they venture out further to get to their destination the water starts to get tougher and rough. The water and wind at times slows the boat down. But than it gets back to a beautiful day, and than all of the sudden it turns into a small storm. Challenging and getting hit every single minute. The crew has to work together in order to save the boat or each other, it’s up to the captain if they will abonden ship or push through the storm. And once passed it, they finally reach their destination.
You see the boat itself is our own body. What we do with it and how much we put through it are the obstacles anywhere from the wave to the storm to even the sun itself. The storm is the crazy point in life, all the negative and extreme challenges in life anywhere from a life changing event to a career changing event. But the most important thing to look it here is the crew and the captain, the captain is ourself, us, you and I. And the crew is the people who will help us and guide us at times, these people right here are your most trusted friends, family or loved ones. See your the captain you get to choose what you want and how to end it but as a crew we always want what’s best for both the boat and captain. We never want to abandon ship, we will sink with the boat if we have to and we will save the captain at all cost, but at the end you get to choose how much the boat will go through and if you sail through the the madness of the storm, just passed that, is another beautiful sunny day.
