R. V. Meaddows

INTJ, Slytherin, Leo. Published author of If The Silence Fell.

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Hey! I am Ruby Meaddows. I am a teen author who self-published my book in 2025 and now I am editing it to try in traditional publishing.

I am also an artist and an avid reader!

I am going to post stuff about books, fanart, a lot of artwork and maybe stuff about my book too (which is If The Silence Fell btw)

I love classic novels and also modern ones, just not contemporary romance and I do mainly portraits but also a lot of art studies.

and also, I love studying and gathering knowledge, so I am a nerd but a perspicacious one at that.

also to any of my girlees who ever wanna talk about anything, never hesitate to reach out. love ya!

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The Secret History by Donna Tartt

I finished reading The Secret History and finally understood what Oscar Wilde meant when he wrote, "You will always be fond of me. I represent to you all the sins you never had the courage to commit."

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very quick art theory colour study

rate it on a scale of 10 please

[rubyvaryameaddows]

you could be the 'morbid longing for picturesque' to my 'picturesque longing for morbidity ' but you're not nerdy enough to understand.

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Me and Henry Winter are the same. (Have a strict lifestyle based on an aesthetic; will commit dangerous atrocities and are always accompanied with a constant blinding headache.)

[threeamserif]

some favourites from a filtering batch I ran earlier

photos are my own, don't repost/reupload please

[tokiofunka]

lord i’m 500 miles from my home

[ravioliet]

god's weakest soldier is scrolling tumblr instead of being productive or participating in any of their hobbies

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Character art I made for my book If The Silence Fell.

Ravella Dace- the suspect.

author ig- @rvmeaddows

art ig- @elixirdrawn

Open for Commissions

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Trackpad Artist here.

She looks like someone, but I just don't know who.

🖤

[thepoetsandtheplays]

far be it for me to agree with richard papen but he really was onto something with the whole i am nothing in my soul if not obsessive thing like yeah. that’s exactly the kind of poetic, pretentious shit i’d say to romanticise the fact that i have never liked anything in a normal way either

[rubyvaryameaddows]

The Secret History by Donna Tartt.

I am completely sure that what Henry whispered to Camilla at the end of The Secret History was "Consummatum Est"

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Best one yet

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Soo i am writing a book. Its nearly done and here's what is going to be in it..

1. Dark academia theme monolgues.

2. Bit of romance but not too much. It will be strictly clean amd most of it will be just internal longing, brooding and all.

3. Awareness about necessary issues for teenagers.

4. Also main character is a calculative, somewhat manipulate female psychotherapist.

Book is a psychological, murder mystery full of plot twists.

Inspirations are :- Secret history (vibe amd aesthetic), Silent patient and many many songs.

okay so do tell me if I you as a reder would like to read it or not.

yes i would love to

no absolutely not.

maybe depends but good idea.

Voting ended onAug 15, 2025

Okay thanks!

[aphthiton]

Henry being pissed at everyone for interrupting date night only to shoot himself in the head will never not be funny to me