I'm the anon who sent the last ask.
I cried while reading your answer, first of all I'm so sorry about your uncle. May he rest in peace.
I relate to you so much. I don't wanna dump things on you when you already have your plate full but I just need you to know that I understand what you're going through, trust me I do. Please don't believe that you're never be happy, saying this to you feels like I'm being a hypocrite because I think the same way, but I also try to tell myself everyday that things can change eventually, we will not always be stuck like this, it's soooo hard to keep hope when nothing ever changes but you saved me once, as stupid as that sounds, reading your fics once saved me and gave me a distraction from life, and that's why I keep checking up on you from time to time because I'll be damned if I let you think that you're "not loved". You are!!
It's hard to comfort someone when you think exactly like them so I'm sorry if this just made you feel worse or if it didn't help at all. I'm soo bad at putting my thoughts into words. I know that when you're in this situation it's really hard to listen to someone say "everything is gonna be alright" and actually believe it. It's not that easy and I wish there was some way I could help with the pain.
You are so important to me. And I'm sorry that you're hurting. But I believe in you. And I know that you'll get through this. We'll do it together. We just have to take one step at a time. Hang in there friend, I'm right there next to you đ
This didnât make me feel worse at all. In fact, I kind of needed this right now. I wish I had some huge like, super wise and intuitive answer for both of us. But I donât. What I can say is that Iâm so glad that something small that I did helped you so much. That actually makes me feel like Iâve done something good in my trash heap of a life so far. And I donât feel like youâre dumping on me at all. If anything, I dumped on you. I apologize for that. Itâs all just kind of coming out at random times. Especially with anon asks. Thatâs the second time Iâve kinda dumped on someone. I need to keep that in check.
I also wanna tell you that if youâre comfortable coming off anon, my dmâs are always open to talk. If you want someone to talk to, Iâm here for you. No judgment. If you arenât comfortable thatâs fine too, but please know you donât have to be afraid or nervous around me at all. Plenty of people who talk to me on a regular basis can tell you Iâm a pretty harmless dork. @impalaimagining @plaid-lover-bay25 @ruined-by-destiel @percywinchester27 @mrswhozeewhatsis are all people who I think can vouch for who I truly am lol
















