[ruinesus]

𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐃  𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓 .

mutually  exclusive  original  character  of  original  lore.  cherished  by  adrien.  he / him.  twenty - one.   𝘾𝘼𝙍𝙍𝘿.  ship  exclusive  with  @prospesus​.

[blaimed]

                              THIS IS OUR CHANCE TO PREVAIL !!

[ruinesus]

YOU GOT ANGST IN MY VALENTINO BAG? SQUAWK SQUAWK SQUAWK????

i have no idea what you’re talking about, i just live here and i’ve never done anything wrong in my life ever 

[ruinesus]

every character i make is an asshole and i think that says something about me

[ruinesus]

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[pruinesce-a2]

IT’S THANKSGIVING, so that means its time for my white folks to pay up. please consider donating to my tribe, or you can directly help an urban native woman ( me ) out by dropping a couple bucks in my paypal  !

[bendyng-a]

it’s  thanksgiving,  which  most  of  us,  especially  if  ur  white,  see  it  as  a  time  to  be  thankful  and  connect  with  our  loved  ones,  but  we  should  also  take  the  time  to  remember  that  this  is  a  colonizer  holiday  and  a  majority  of  what  is  known  by  white  people  about  thanksgiving  (  the  story  taught  to  us  in  schools  )  is  wrong  and  far  more  complex.  this  holiday  is  steeped  within  cultural  appropriation,  and  ignores  the  genocide  of  indigenous  people  and  their  cultures.  that  being  said,  here’s  a  few  resources  for  donation  you  should  check  out.

1.   NATIVE   AMERICAN   RIGHTS  FUND

2.   NATIONAL   INDIGENOUS   WOMEN’S   RESOURCE   CENTER

3.   NAVAJO   WATER   PROJECT

4.   MISSING   AND   MURDERED   INDIGENOUS   WOMEN   USA

5.   FIRST  NATIONS  COVID-19  EMERGENCY  RESPONSE  FUND

and  here’s  some  other  resources  with  ways  to  help  indigenous  people

1.   INDIGENOUS   -   JJESSMINEINIDGENOUS.CARRD.CO

2.   A   TWITTER   THREAD   SURROUNDING  MICROAGGRESSIONS

3.   NATIVE   LIVES   MATTER   CARRD

4.   JUSTICE   FOR   OUR   PEOPLE   CARRD

[ruinesus]

fatigueds·:

            @ruinesus· .

                                     “aye, grandpa! ain’t tellin’ me ya hearings gone already, are ya? spare me some money! mew~ i’m flat broke, mate! it’s a right tragedy!” 

❝   i’ve  told  you,  you  can  have  as  much  of  my  money  as  you  wish.  i  could  care  less.  you  are  more  than  welcome  to  stay  here,  as  well.  ❞     the  smile  he  offers  is  warm  and  otherworldly.    ❝   think  about  it.  ❞

[ruinesus]

what  if  you  wrote  with  me  on  discord?  haha,  just  kidding ...,,.,,,.. unless?

[cherrywished]

mi kyong commission !!! non mutuals do not reblog !!! mutuals can reblog & like !! artist : cam 

[ruinesus]

❝   bless  you  . . . ❞     it’s  clear  he’s  annoyed,  if  his  clenched  jaw  is  anything  to  go  by.  of  all  the  times  to  sneeze,  did  it  really  need  to  be  when  they  were  kissing?  dong - hyun  isn’t  entirely  to  blame,  of  course;  they’d  been  battling  a  nasty  cold  for  a  few  days  now,  and  this  had  been  niko’s  idea.  still,  it’s  hard  to  remain  in  the  mood  after  something  like  that.     ❝   i  suppose  if  i  wasn’t  already  exposed,  i  certainly  am  now.  ❞     he  shifts,  their  hips  rolling  together  once  more  as  he  settles  his  weight  back,  straddling  dong’s  waist.     ❝   should  we  continue  or-?  ❞     a  huff  leaves  his  parted  lips,  something  akin  to  an  exasperated  laugh.    ❝   perhaps  you  should  be  resting  instead.  ❞  

♦      /     @prospesus​

[leneemusing]

less cringy NSFW/intimacy memes

ACTIONS: (add + to reverse who does the action)

✦ to finger my muse  ✧ to give my muse oral  ☆ to get caught doing something sexual in public ✻ to catch my muse masturbating  ✸ for a drabble about my muse having a sex dream about yours ❆ to tease my muse  ❁ for our muses first time  ✶ for something awkward to happen during sex ♢ for something to make our muses laugh during sex  ♤ for my muse to help yours undress  ☽ for my muse to have trouble taking off an article of clothing  ♧ to guide my muse’s hands where yours wants to be touched  ♜ for my muse to kiss an area where yours is insecure  ♞ my muse gets a cramp during sex ♦ my muse sneezes during sex ♟ my muse says the wrong name during sex ✪ for our muses to be intimate in nature © for morning sex  ✘ to eat food off of my muse  ♕ make your own scenario 

WORDS: 

“god, you look so good”  “fuck—” “i got you, baby”  “you’re being so good for me”  “i promise i’ll be a good”  “please”  “you have to be quiet if you want to cum”  “say please?”  “are you gonna be good for me?”  “shit— i have to pee” “wait, that hurts” “not there” “that feels so good”  “touch me here”  “did you just yawn?”  “you make me feel so good”  “do you like this?”  “i want to hear you when you cum”  “i’m so close”  “i need you”  “how much do you want to cum?” “turn around” “your fingers feel amazing” “i’m yours”  “you’re mine” “tell me you’re mine”  “you sound so pretty when you moan”  “harder” “wait—” “is this okay?” “say it again” “i love you”

[ruinesus]

grief  tastes  like  iron,  like  ashes  &  anger,  like  guilt.  it  weighs  heavy  on  his  shoulders,  whetting  his  tongue,  coiling  his  nerves;  all  forgotten  at  the  sight  of  dong - hyun.     ❝   it  is  always  the  point.  ❞     the  admission  leaves  him  no  lighter,  but  it  does  have  him  standing  taller,  if  only  for  the  wandering  passerby.  there’s  nothing  to  be  done,  now.  the  king  has  fallen,  the  kingdom  is  in  need,  and  it’s  his  duty  to  pick  up  the  pieces  and  start  anew.  something  wet  drips  from  his  chin,  a  stray  raindrop  perhaps,  and  he  leaves  a  smear  of  red  where  he  wipes  it  away.  it’s  back  in  an  instant,  and  it’s  only  when  dong - hyun  reaches  for  him  that  he  realizes―   he’s  crying.  he  laughs,  wet  and  half  smothered  by  a  desperate  sob.    ❝   i  suppose  it’s  up  to  me  now.  there  is  no  time  for  grieving.  a  king  carries  on.  ❞

tragedy is the point.    /    @prospesus​

[rosources]

—   ask meme   :   MABEL,   a podcast by becca de la rosa and mabel martin.   episodes 23 (bull in the maze) & 24 (coalescence).

i’ve been cultivating unkindness. i’ve been cultivating a lot of things — i’m a fertile field, it turns out — but unkindness is the most interesting.

it is unkind of me to try and play a trick on you.

i can hear everything, warped and distorted but broadcast somehow.

i can’t dig you out; i can’t reach my fingers deep enough inside my own brain, inside my own ribcage.

without you, divorced from even the idea of you, i have no substance, no form.

you are the antithesis that gives me definition.

another tragic love story, who needs that?

tragedy is the point.

do you think you have a monopoly on anger?

i’m not really anything like a person.

i love you and love you and love you, just as i am gone and gone and gone.

i can’t imagine a version of myself that would not love you.

i dream of you. sometimes in my dreams you are singing. sometimes you’re raging at me.

don’t leave me.

i killed someone. i killed someone.

i’ll set myself on fire to give you light.

i don’t want you to be lost. i don’t want you to be stuck. i just want you to be free, and joyous, and buoyant.

i woke up needing you, you artery ripped loose from me, all bloody and twining.

time rattles on its hinges.

i’ve come to barter.

do you think i’m as fickle as a human?

are those matches? what do you think you’re doing?

i do not have time for this. you can be angry at me later, you can scream and rage at me when you’re not in danger anymore.

am i the martyr or are you?

there are other ways to get me to shut up, you know.

i believe you. i always believe you.

you’re always so right. it must be such a burden.

i must hate you, is that it? that’s why i did all this, because i want you gone.

i am with you because i want to be. that’s all.

i will love you like a fire loves a forest.

time has made liars and cheats of us all.

i will make a bullet of my mouth. i will make a knife of my heart.

you think you are the monster at the end of this book?

[prospesus]

a lilting melody fills the room, an old lullaby sung to him long ago. despite his intention, dong's hair is more knot than braid at this point, though his pleased humming never ceases. it's another ten minutes before he ties it off, stepping back to beam proudly at his work. "there. it should be out of your face now. what do you think?"

@ruinesus

eye lids drift close , the melodies that which would remind you most of home. an odd concept , home , as demons , this concept would be very different to how a human , or even heavenly being would describe this as such. everyone else who existed in this realm held no such concepts of this , but , that is precisely what made it just right. thinking back on it , several others would look down upon the soil in which you walked and so forth. in your youth , it was something beyond your comprehension. though , as you’ve aged with time , and gaining more experiences in terms of places you’d visit , it began to make sense. but , looking at the palace that stood tall above the realm , there wouldn’t be anywhere else that you’d want to be. well , more specifically , there was someone who you couldn’t bare to leave behind. pushing such thoughts aside , they were unnecessary for a guard such as yourself , but , most guards & royalty were close as you two were. what precisely were you two?

❛ flawless work as always my liege . ❜ so he says , neverminds the differing hair strands that now stood from the braid or even the knots noticeable from all sides. of course , dong-hyun never thought lesser of his lord for his lack of dexterity when it came to hairstyles , naturally , his lordship merely excelled in techniques not yet discovered. so you say. next , you’d ask for your lord’s permission to braid their hair as well , you two would very well spend the next hours in conversation as usual. not a care in the world.

[ruinesus]

hey can whoever keeps sending my friends anon hate fuck off

[ruinesus]

i’m going to go dark for a while and hide out on wire. i may still be around on disco, but i’ll be slow !!!