Lived in Procrastination ✨

Hi, I'm Runa. 21/she-her. Open requests. Amateur Fanfiction Writer. 🔥☔️☁️

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where did you go😞😞😞😞

I'm still here! Just not writing since I think I kinda suck at it, and I'm afraid to post stories that has a lot of grammatical errors and wrong punctuations, since english isn't my first language. 💜🌸

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{ 𝘽𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 }

-Bakugou Katsuki-

Note: Swearing Warning! Su⚠️cide song used. middle finger gesture.

Platonic relationship. F!reader.

WC: 5.8k

Request are open! 💜🌸

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A week after the Kamino Incident, all of us, Class A1 students are moved to live a life together at UA in a newly built building called Heights Alliance. Boys were on the left wing of the building while girls got the right wing of it. The first floor is the common room, a room we all frequently hang out, whether alone or with friends and it's not unusual to pass by someone while you're in the common room.

But... rarely is someone singing.

And that someone is none other than the boom boy. Bakugou Katsuki, by himself, singing while sitting on the green couch you always occupied, with his back facing you.

You're on your way for your midnight snack when you came across this severely unusual situation that has less than a 00.001% chance of happening and that has your body stunned with your eyes staring at the back of the softly singing boy.

His head slowly moves from side to side as if he's on the verge of falling asleep while his mouth still sings the song, a song you're still trying to decipher because of how slowly he sang it.

“Haa... iya da... nani mo kamo ga iya da”

Your eyes deliberately start widening as your brain finally catches the lyric he's singing and your feet start stepping closer toward him until you're standing directly behind him. Now, the lyrics could not be more clear to your ears.

“Jibun wo mitomerarenai jibun ga

yurusenakute..”

And being this close, you notice something you didn't earlier.

𝐵𝑎𝑘𝑢𝑔𝑜𝑢'𝑠 𝑐𝑟𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔?! Your mouth gaps in shock. You didn't catch his sobbing earlier but now both his soft sobs and shivering are very, very visible.

You start to frown in worry, hesitating whether you should talk to him or just leave him to his sorrow since knowing Bakugou, he'd hate it if someone, especially an extra like you saw him crying, shaking, and singing. But to just leave him... it's going to leave a sour taste in your mouth for sure.

So you made up your mind and tightly balled your palm into a fist, strengthening your will before confronting this boom boy.

𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑦 𝑏𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑠. You thought before letting off a breath and slowly putting your now-shaking palm on top of his shoulder.

The moment your palm makes contact with his shoulder, he jolts and sharply turns toward me, eyes brimming with tears as he curses softly directly at your face but not to you.

"Fuck.." He whispers to himself. He plucks away the earphones and set them aside before wiping his eyes furiously. "WHAT DO YOU WANT?!?!" He suddenly barks at you as you remove your hand from his shoulder.

You shrug at him as you climb onto the couch from behind, already used to his sudden yells and screams, "Nothing. I was on my way to the fridge for some snacks, and I accidentally stumbled into this.... sorrow scene of yours. Are you okay?"

You ask. You keep your voice neutral and soft as you didn't want him to think you're pitying him. You are though. But like, who wouldn't? The Angry chihuahua that always barks and screams is crying AND singing. That's enough reason to be worried.

He stays silent, eyes looking down at his lap as you sit beside him at a very comfortable distance so that it doesn't feel like you're violating his space. A few seconds went but nothing come out of his mouth, So you open your mouth, just about to take back your much sincere worries before you heard a sigh leave his mouth, halting you from speaking and leaving you with a gaping mouth.

He rubs his face, tiredness can be seen now as he turns his crimson eyes to meet yours. "I feel like shit. Everything went bonkers. And it's all my fault." He said, clenching his jaws. Regret and guilt laced the edge of his words as he tightly balled his fist.

Your eyes went wide in shock at his honesty. You seriously thought he would've just told you to fuck off or something but he answers them! It was really hard to believe that this guy has been through so much stuff and still managed to maintain such a strong front.

You let out a small sigh before you speak, your voice is softened by the noiseless night as you look into each other's eyes. "How is it your fault, Bakugou? It was against your will. You got kidnapped. Nobody expects any attacks at the training camp. We were caught off guard." You said as another sigh left your mouth.

You move your eyes away from his and look up to the ceiling before you continue, "We're grateful as heck to be able to get you in one piece and still alive. The sheer relief of knowing you're still alive lets a lot of people sleep right now. Without any guilt or regret." You said, in relief too.

This seemed to make his mood brighten a little, as you look back over at him. You see his lips twitch and smile a bit. His red eyes glance back at you again before he looks forward once more, his cheeks becoming slightly rosy. "Thanks..." He mumbles and his voice comes out low and deep.

You choke on your saliva as you let out a repeated cough, crouching a bit, as he gave you a look of concern, "Are you okay?!" He asks while slowly tapping your back. You look back at him with a bewildered look, "I can't believe I lived to see you blushing! Miracles after Miracles!" You joke loudly, not even caring that we're in the middle of the night.

Bakugou furrows his eyebrows a bit before a chuckle left his mouth. He pushes you from the couch and flips you off. "You're gonna get killed if you blab about this, Y/n." He said sweetly, but the finger and words aren't exactly sweet. You let off a laugh, flipping him back, as you both continue bantering with each other until a sudden sound of footsteps caught you guys' attention as you ran back to your room, trying to hold back your laughter as he did the same.

He will never admit this and that's fine, but you knew you did the right thing coming up and talking to him. You can see in his laughing face how much he appreciates this. He flips me off too much though. Fucking Chihuahua.

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐄𝐧𝐝.

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You don’t have to if you don’t want to :) but could you do a part 2 to “regret” where reader moves on and Kemma is sad and regrets his decision 

I got'chu, Anon!✨ Sorry it took me a few weeks to post this🙇‍♂️ Also, I tried using Grammarly, so I hope my grammar are a bit better than previous story.

@lunaaaatica, here's the second part. 💞

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{ 𝙍𝙚𝙜𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙨; 𝘼𝙛𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙝. }

- 𝙺𝚞𝚛𝚘𝚘 𝚃𝚎𝚝𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚘𝚞 -

𝙵𝚃 - 𝙺𝚘𝚣𝚞𝚖𝚎 𝙺𝚎𝚗𝚖𝚊 -

𝙽𝚘𝚝𝚎: 𝚜𝚏𝚠, 𝚏𝚕𝚞𝚏𝚏 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚍𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊, 𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐!, 𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍𝚏!𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛, 𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚏 𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝!

𝚆𝙲: 15+𝚔

𝚁𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚗!

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- “Y/n, where did you put the diapers?”

Kuroo called out from the bedroom and the sound of a drawer being open greets your ears. You're standing in front of the stove while stirring the boiling pot filled with curry for dinner tonight. Tasting it a few times before switching the stove off.

“It's in the lowest drawer.” You answered, taking two napkins and slowly moving the pot to the table for you and Kuroo to dine in a bit. “Found it.” He replied before the sound of baby-talking started. It's the voice of Kuroo playing around with Umi, your daughter while trying to change her diaper. You smiled at the sounds and cleaned around the countertops using the napkins.

This is your life now. After that divorce issue with Kenma, it takes time for you to get used to living alone again. Of course, it would. Two years of caring for someone left a reminder. But now, another two years went by and you're living with someone who cares for you, every day and night.

Your fairytale starts anew after you married Kuroo, one year after Kenma decided to go with another person who he called his ‘True love’, and you guys divorced. You no longer care to keep him in your mind since you've got more important people in your life to think about rather than some cheating bastard.

You and he no longer talk to each other after that and Kuroo decides to do the same, saying that he can't believe he introduced you to a jerk, and so, the both of you never held any contact with Kenma again.

And well...it seems like the rest was easy.

Kuroo and You are happy now and your relationship is healthy and growing strong as the days passed by. Beautifully crafted by you and Kuroo and the newest additions to your family, your 10months daughter. You're glad it turn out like this.

“Look at this, babe! It's a mini me!” Kuroo suddenly appears beside you, snapping you out from your daze of memories. You turn towards him and see that he had dressed up Umi in his old jersey. It completely covers your daughter as he beamed and smooched her. You let out a soft laugh, looking over these two most precious beings in your world, you wouldn't want to change this for anything else.

You pull out your hands toward him, gently grabbing Umi, snuggling her with one hand and the other pulling Kuroo to the table. “I've cooked curry tonight, so let's eat before it went cold.” You told him as he sat down at the table, the smile never leaves his lips while watching you set up the baby chair to put Umi in with a bowl of mashed potato in front of the chair.

Kuroo watches you with interest while you're adjusting the chair, the smile on his face changes to a smirk. “I have a favor to ask, babe..” He starts, “What?” You replied, heaving a relieved sigh as the chair was finally set in place and you put Umi in it before setting yourself down on the chair beside her, turning your face towards your asking husband.

“Umi is getting bigger. Don't you think we should give her a brother?” He asks in anticipation, waiting for a reaction from you and you give him one as you hit his bicep twice. “Don't. Even. Think. About. It.” You bulged your eyes at him with a warning in your sight, standing up to pass him the bowl filled with rice. He cackles out as he takes the rice bowl from you and digs in with gusto.

You guys start eating in silence while you feed Umi her mashed potato before he starts again. “I'm not joking though, babe..” He drools out the words, with a hopeful look. You narrowed your eyes at him, words coming out from your eyes, not literally, but he can see them. 'It has only been 10months and you want to repeat the process? Don't you pity me?' is what he sees coming from your eyes.

He chuckles at how easy it is for him to read your thoughts. “Fine, I'll wait but no longer than three years.” He tried to compromise but did he forget that the one carrying the child is you? You sighed and continue eating. That is until a small 'ding!' from your phone takes up your attention, and you opened it up to see that it was a message from Unknown. But after reading the message, it wasn't from an Unknown at all.

“𝐻𝑒𝑦.. 𝐿𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑛𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑒.. 𝐻𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑎 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒. 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑠𝑜 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑤𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝑢𝑝 𝑡𝑜𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑜𝑤, 8AM? 𝐴𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑓𝑒 𝑥𝑥𝑥, 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑓𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒. 𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝐾𝑢𝑟𝑜. 𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒. ”

- 𝐾𝑒𝑛𝑚𝑎.

Shock is an understatement. Just as you're about to forget all about his existence, Kenma just had to pull this bs. You went silent, catching Kuroo's attention as he raises an eyebrow. “What's wrong?” He asks, snatching your attention away from your phone. You hesitate to show him your phone but you wouldn't want him to think you still have feelings for Kenma so you turn your screen towards him.

His face falls when he reads the short text, his eyes darting quickly back and forth between you and the phone in his hand as if trying to figure out something.

“He will for sure have some business with me if he's texting my wife...” Kuroo speaks with his eyes narrowed. You sigh softly, clicking the off button on the side of your phone before you and Kuroo fall into a deep silence.

Your eyes were on him, and the expression of concern clouded your face but you didn't dare to break the silence until Kuroo did with his usual sighing. “Are you going?” He asks in a comforting manner. He knew that you being you, wouldn't want to just ignore Kenma completely. And he trusts you so he doesn't mind if you did go to meet him.

You think it over. Kenma's a jerk, but if something is happening that he chatted you up after no longer in touch for more than 2yrs, you didn't want to just push it through the window. “Will you trust me on this, Tetsu?” You returned his question with another one, and you half expected that he will be frowning over it but no, he did not. He smiles and puts a reassuring hand on your shoulder.

“I trust you more than I trust myself.” He said with a soft tone, a rare tone from him and one of the reasons your heart melted for him. You lean in and place your lips on his in an endearing kiss, catching him off guard because you rarely initiate kisses, but nothing made him happier than that as he smiles into the kiss.

You pulled away after a few seconds, receiving a slow whining from him. “I haven't had enough of it...” He mimics Umi's pouting face. And you chuckle softly at it.

You lift yourself from the chair, holding onto the handrail of his chair armrests, you lean forward and rest your forehead against his, “I'm going tomorrow. Let's go together if you want.” You whisper while looking deep into his eyes and he did the same. Kuroo shakes his head slowly at your suggestion. “It's okay. I'll take care of Umi. But if he ever dares to play games on you, he will receive a visit from me.” He said softly but the threatening tone didn't go away even the slightest.

You smile down at him, kissing his forehead gently before giving him a soft peck before pulling away. “I love you.” You said, earning a bright smile on his face as he nods his head once, “Love you too...”

And you, him, and Umi continue with dinner, you and Kuroo talked about things other than Kenma for the rest of the night.

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𝑁𝑒𝑥𝑡 𝑑𝑎𝑦, 𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔, 7:47 𝐴𝑀.

"I'm going, Tetsu" You called out as Kuroo stepped out of the bedroom, scratching his side waist while yawning. He eyes you a bit from up, down, and then up again before coming closer. "Don't you think you're overdressed for this?" He said as he inspected you again. Turning you around a few times.

You chuckle, putting a stop to his inspection. "I dressed as usual." You replied shortly, with your hand on his bicep to stop him from turning you again.

He scan you again, jokingly narrowing his eyes before he nodded and smiled softly, moving closer towards you and placing a quick kiss on your lips. His hands find their way into your hair, pulling you even closer to deepen the kiss, making you gasp in surprise. He chuckled lowly before pulling away to witness your flushed face that made him cackle, earning himself a punch to the gut from you, his lovely wife.

You brush back your hair in embarrassment before pointing to the dinner table. “I've made breakfast, be sure to eat it, and don't forget to feed Umi later. I'll come home as soon as this whole meet up finished. I've texted you the address of our meet-up cafe so if you ever feel like checking up on me, go ahead.” You assured him, as he passed you your bag and push you towards the door.

“I got it already, so go ahead. You'll be late.” He mused as you put on your shoes and stand up again, looking him in the eyes. “Then, I'll be going.” You said as you gripped your bag strap. He gives you a smile and a nod before waving a bit. You walked out and close the door behind you. And as soon as you did, the smile on his face fall. He didn't want to let you go meet him. But you've decided to do so. He didn't want to control your decision.

With all the trust he said he put in you, he can't help but feel scared. You're on your way to meet your first love. He feels queasy just from thinking that. Fear is clouding his mind before the sound of Crying Umi snapped him out of his trance.

He sighs, calming himself down before walking back to the bedroom, “Daddy's here, sweetheart.” He whispers before picking her up.

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𝐶𝑎𝑓𝑒 𝑥𝑥𝑥, 8:11 𝐴𝑀.

You're standing in front of the Cafe's door, hesitating to push it open but realizing that you're already late, you push through and walk inside.

The interior of this cafe is so mesmerizing, that you can't help but stare at it for a few seconds before the lady at the counter greet you. “Excuse me... Are you Miss Y/n?” She asks with a bright smile. You look at her again before nodding, “Mrs. I'm married. But yes, I'm Y/n. How did you know?” You ask, stepping closer to the counter.

She smiles again before telling you that someone at the farthest table told her to give you these flowers before handing you the flowers. It's your favorite flower. And you should've felt happy receiving it but already knowing it comes from him, just made you frown. You returned the flowers to the lady before making your way to the farthest table.

Upon nearing his table, you can see his black-rooted, blonde hair already before standing in front of the table he's sitting at. Kenma looks up from his phone after noticing your arrival with a small smile of his that fell a bit after he noticed that you aren't holding any flowers.

He looks the same as you remember. Didn't change much except for the heavy dark circles under his cat-like eyes. “Sit down.” He said, politely pointing to the seat in front of him. You nod a bit before sitting down on the pointed seat.

After that, he called for the waitress and gave her your guys' orders before you start talking. “So tell me, don't beat around the bushes, what do you want to talk about?” You ask seriously, looking dead straight into his eyes that had him gulping a bit before he scratches his nape trying to get the word out from his mouth.

You stay silent, eyes not moving at all, hands on top of the table, and just wait for him to start talking.

After a few seconds of silence, he sighs, “Let's get back together?” He asks seriously with a hopeful look on his face, as he moves a bit forward and takes your hand in his, tightly holding them as you tried to pull away. “I realized that what I did was wrong. You're my true love, it wasn't her. She just wants me to make her life easier, she doesn't even love me as you do! Please come back to me, Y/n! I regretted all that I did and I'll take care of you, better than Kuro will ever manage to! He didn't deserve you as I do!”

He desperately begged, but rather than feeling pity for him, you feel like slapping him in the face with your bag as you struggle to release your hand that is in his grip but succeeds after a few pulls. You stand up with fury in your eyes as you slapped him in the face like what you thought of earlier.

Kenma's eyes widen in shock as he put a palm on his cheek that you just slapped, turning his focus back to you, trying to speak as his mouth opened and closed like fish out of water. You point a finger up near his face, you know it's rude to do so but this man doesn't deserve any respect.

“Never say that about Tetsu again! I'm happy living with him! He's someone who cares about me no matter what! Not a bastard like you who cheated on his wife, ask for a divorce, and almost left her alone to die! I'd rather go crazy than reconcile with a bastard like you who think of himself as better than anyone else. I don't need your regrets, you can take them and shove them up to your ass!"

You heave, face red from all the anger that you just released, hands balled into fists as you stare at him. A few tears already left his eyes as he look down at the table. His sobbings can be heard clearly, and even in your angry state, you know that he did regret all that he did but come when it's hard and go after it got easy is a dick move. And you won't ever give away your happiness with Kuroo and Umi for this son of an ungrateful bitch.

You move a few steps, holding into your bag as you look down on him, still crying at the table. “Don't ever come close to me and my family life again. I 𝙍𝙀𝙂𝙍𝙀𝙏 coming here today, thinking that maybe you're in trouble with some sort, but seeing that you're still the same, only thinking about yourself and not the people around you make me want to vomit.” You said in spite, turning around towards the cafe's door, not even turning back once even at his shouting, telling you to wait, “Please Y/n! I love you!” is the last thing you heard before stepping out of the cafe and starting your way home.

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𝐼𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒'𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑜𝑟. 8:54 𝐴𝑀

You stand there, thinking back at what just happened at the cafe. To think that Kenma still acts like that pissed you off so bad. You shake your head a bit with your soft sigh follows, before you open the door and stepped inside, closing the door behind you and taking off your shoes. “I'm home.” You said softly before the sound of hurried steps greet you and you see Kuroo poking his head from the door with shock in his eyes.

“That was fast...” He uttered slowly, stepping closer to you with Umi in his hands, and his shocked expression earlier changed to a concerned one as he scanned your face. “What happened? Did he do something to you?” He asks as he lifts your chin to stare into your eyes. You shake your head, “He's a jerk that will never change. ” You whisper before sighing.

Kuroo nods before giving Umi to you with a soft smile on his face. He knows you the best. The only beings that could instantly bring up a smile on your face are him and Umi. And you did smile and give Umi a soft peck on the forehead and start walking inside before Kuroo hold you to a halt by standing in front of you with his usual smirk and pointing to his forehead.

You laugh, as he bends down to your height and you kisses him too. "Enough?" You ask, to which he shakes his head. "It will never be enough," he said in a low whisper, and pull you closer by the waist and whisper again in your ear, "I take back my words last night. Let's give Umi her brother now..." Before pulling you into your guys' bedroom and locking the door.

And just like that, whatever it is, is going on with Kenma, you and Kuroo instantly forget about him. He doesn't deserve a space in you guys' minds so let's hope his 'True Love' take care of him.

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐄𝐧𝐝.

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ℝ𝔽💜🌸

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{ 𝙍𝙚𝙜𝙧𝙚𝙩 }

- Kozume Kenma-

Ft - Kuroo Tetsuro. -

Note: sfw, angst to fluff, marriedf!reader, cheating warning. Long oneshot.

Wc: 13+k

Request are open💜

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- “Where have you been?”

These words flow out from your mouth as soon as Kenma walks in the living room. He stood there as if processing your question before sighing and walk to put down his bag. “Where else would I be? Of course, I've been at work, Y/n.” He answered with a tinge of irritation on his voice, something Kenma never does before.

You glance at the clock, hanging almost loosely but still haven't fall out, and it shows 12:43 in the morning. BB corp finished work at 9.

“At this hour?” You whisper again, stepping closer to him, eyes didn't budge from his face as you're trying to gauge his reaction. And he gave it away. He clicks his tongue and sharply turn away and walk into your share bedroom, before slamming the door shut, leaving you alone as you confirmed what you have been feeling nowadays.

Kenma... is losing interest in you.

At first you didn't want to jump into conclusions, you wouldn't want to doubt him. He's your husband, you love him. But... does he? you remember back to your first notice about this whole ordeal. First, Him coming home later than usual. ‘But he probably have a big project to handle so he took extra time.’ You whisper to yourself.

Second time; He no longer eat your cooking. No matter if it's his favorite apple pie, or his favorite cooking, he always said he's full. ‘He come back late, so he must have had dinner outside.’ you whisper again.

Third time; Woman's perfume on his shirt, woman's lipstick mark on his neck. ‘Maybe someone fell on him and the smell rubbed off?’ you denied the possibility.

Fourth ; He no more kiss you when he came home. He always greet you by patting you softly on the back or squeezing your hand once, then let go immediately afterwards. No smile either.

What's the odds...

Lastly, he didn't say 'I love You' anymore.....

After that, all of these things began to point out to you. It was a huge change, one that you can't take it seriously at the moment. Kenma loves you, nothing could change that. But how could you be sure? Maybe he just got tired after all of this hardwork, he didn't need you for nothing.

And now this. Why would you be so stupid to deny all this. You knew it yourself. You knew the answer, but you look away from the truth. You're scared to admit. Admit that Kenma, cheated on you. That Kenma, are having an affair behind you. Your Kenma... “He cheated...”

Your knees give up at your realization as you let out a silent whimper. One that would never be known to him.

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Morning came, and a `Ping!` noises woke Kenma up as he turn to open his phone, to find sweet good mornings from her. His love. Kenma smiles, replying each one of them with the same amount of sweetness she gave him. He missed how this feel. Y/n used to be like this, but she changed. And his love for her faded as time went on. He didn't actually want to cheat on her, but he can't lie to himself.

He look around the room for Y/n's figure but none found, so he start his daily routine. Since today is the day. For him to come true to her. It's sunday and both of them are off work so it's the best time to talk about it. He sigh, closing the bathroom door, if only he think twice before marrying Y/n, he would happily be with his true love now, but the past is the past so he'll change his life now.

He finish his shower, dressed himself, brushed his teeth.

He walked to the kitchen, to find her making breakfast, his heart sinked at the sight. This is why he decided to end it all. He already has someone else now. The last two years with Y/n, it wasn't her fault this happened, but it is how it is.

“Morning..” He said softly, remembering how he acted yesterday before nervously sit down on the dinner table. You ignore him, turning off the gas before went to the sink and start washing the dishes. Kenma noticed this, of course. He fiddled with his finger for a second, building the courage he need to crush your heart in mere seconds, but he didn't focus in that aspect.

“Y/n.. I have something to discuss with you.. Can you.. sit down for a second?" He ask again, turning his body to give you his full attention while waiting for you.

Since he knew he should do it now, but he doesn't know where to begin. What can he really explain? Everything that need to be explained.

“I'm busy..” You answered without looking at him, and turned the tap off before moving to wash another plate. He frowned. Becoming more impatience with your attitude. “Can't you stop for a moment, I just need to talk for a bit.” He said with a deeper tone, standing up from the chair and clearly upset with you.

You ignored him again, wiping the dishes you've washed. You aren't stupid. You know what he's about to discuss with you. But you doesn't want to hear it, because you know that once you did, this fairytale of yours will come to an end, and you just start building it.

Kenma take a step forward to where you're standing. You are acting like a child with all this sulking and it pissed him off. “Are you kidding me, Y/n? We're doing this farce now? Are you five?” he huffed at you.

Again. So instead of listening to what he says, you move forward and let him talk to your back, continuing what you were doing before he entered. A part of you hopes for him to say the right things this time, telling him how sorry he is, and begging for you to forgive him, so everything will turn back to normal but you know that's not gonna happened as Kenma goes beside you and pulled your wrist with force. He never hurt you before... but now he did.

You try to pull back your wrist, but it's pointless since he's a former volleyball player, and they have powerful grips. But you still have a mouth and a voice. “Let go, Kenma! You're hurting me!” You yell, planting your feet to the mosaic to prevent him from pulling you. “What are you being so stubborn for?! Just sit down so we can talk, for god's sake!” He shouted back, first time to you again as you flinched. Felt your eyes water but you blink them away before goes to sit down like he told you to.

He let out a loud sigh, messing up his newly combed hair as he sat down in front of you.

“Look, Y/n. About yesterday.. I..” “Save it, Kenma.” You interrupted him coldly, cutting his sentence short. “Just say what you want to, I don't need extra details, so stop talking about it..” You said firmly as you looked straight into his dark brown eyes, your hands clenching tightly into fists.

His brows knitted together and his lips slightly open in shock, he looks away, and let out a low breath. “Fine... Y/n.. I want a divorce. I've fell out of love and are currently in a relationship with someone who really loves me. So let's divorce.”

His shock and nervousness from earlier goes away as he stare at you dead serious in the face. And you, even as you try to fight back the urge to cry, hearing the man you give your whole heart to said that he fell out of love shattered your heart completely. One tear start to flow down, then second, third and can't be stop agaim as you sobs, covering your face with both of your palms.

The tears keep pouring from your eyes, and you couldn't help but let out small whimpers, “How could you.. Do this to me..? How.. Could you do this to me?” You asked, still trying to hide your face. “Please.. Don't do this.. Don't do this.. Don't leave me like this..”

“I'm sorry, Y/n. I'm sorry..” He said, his voice breaking a little as he held back the urge to hug you. He doesn't have the right anymore. “I.. I'm sorry..” He repeated his apology again.

But you no longer hear anything except for the sound of your heart shattering milions times over and over again, you bawl your eyes, with Kenma looking down on his lap, guilty crease his face but no regret shows. He felt relieved, that he actually end this today. Of course, you'll feel sad now, he, himself are sad but you'll bounce back in no time. You always do.

You sniffled, finally able to compose yourself enough to raise your head. And when you looked at the person before you, it feels like your soul has left your body. Kenma look so different. Not because he changed his hairstyle or his clothes but because.... he's no longer Your Kenma. You're no longer Kozume Y/n.. And it breaks you again, but you wipes away the tears, since there's no one to wipe them for you now.

“Since that means you're no longer my husband, I want you to pack your belongings. I don't want to see your face until our divorce trial....” You said hoarsely, looking away from the man. This house belonged to you and Kenma moves in, even though at the beginning of your marriage, he ask you to move in his house but you declined so both of you moves to your house, so it becomes both of you guys house but back to only you now.

Kenma nodded. As the CEO of BB corp, it wasn't a hard thing for him to do. So he stood him and goes out, without a single goodbye. All left is for you to wait for his helpers to come and get his things. The end for you and Kenma's lovestory, two years of marriage, 5 years of friendship from highschool. It ends with him and a new person. You cry again, clutching on your chest as you feel severe pain stabbing your heart, toppling over before losing consciousness.

~~~~~

And so, 6 months went by. That morning you fell unconscious, Kuroo was the one who found you, though it was in the evening. He heard about the divorce from Kenma as soon as Kenma goes out that morning, but him with his promoting and scouting job, he can't just leave, so he hurriedly tried to finished early that day but still ended up in the evening when he went straight to your house. Kenma's belongings still in the house since the helpers he called will come later tonight so you're there unconscious for more than 8 hours.

When Kuroo arrived, he ring the doorbell, but got no answer, so he barge in without any hesitation. Since he knew you from highschool, he was the one who introduced you to Kenma, he knew what type of a person you're. And you always answer the doorbell.

With lights off, he panicked a bit as he turn the light on, looking around the house for your figure but found none, so he goes out to your small garden, again no sight of you, he goes back inside and climb the stair to upstair, knocking on your room's door, no answer so he pull the door handle to see that it was unlocked, open it up just to look around, since he didn't see you, he doesn't linger and goes back downstairs, almost running out from the door before he remembered your kitchen.

He peek at your kitchen and there you are, still wearing your apron, face pale beside the dinner table, unconscious. He scrambles and pick you up, not caring bout anything else as he drive you to the hospital, trying to calm himself down as you guys arrived at the hospital. He barely calm as he goes inside and ask for a doctor, that took you inside.

After checking up on you, the doctor said you fainted from high blood pressure, and a high level of stress. He told Kuroo that you need to stay for 3days so they can monitor your blood pressure. Kuroo thanked them and goes to sit beside you, accompanying you for the next three days. You told him about what happened, the whole story. He almost went berserk over it, it wasn't a funny matter but you ended up laughing over it and he joined in.

And today, 6 months later, you stand in the court as the judge knocked his gavel three times to finalized the result. Today, you're officially single again. L/n Y/n.

And the one accompanying you is Kuroo as he gives you his sneaky smirk when you turn from the stand to give him your smile, happy at the judge final decision.

Beside you, Kenma stood there without any expression on his face, his true love are cheering behind him but he set his eyes on the judge before glancing your way and you guys locked eyes, before you break it off, turning your heels and walk to where Kuroo is with his smirk and a high five ready for you.

Kenma never smiled, especially at you. But seeing you laugh and smile, he suddenly feels a warm fuzzy feeling all over his heart as if someone stabbed him deep in his chest. it's been a while since he saw you smiling and laughing like that all while high-fiving Kuroo. He felt it. no matter how he tries to think otherwise. He still felt it. Jealous. At Kuroo for being able to make you smile again.

A hand snake up to his wrist snapped him out of his trance as he turn to look at her, with her bubbly smile, while pulling him towards you. Kenma frown but didn't pull back. As they come stand in front of you and Kuroo, both of you turn a bit as Kuroo take up a front stand, shielding you a bit.

“What'cha need?” He ask in his usual way but a bit force tone. “I just want to tell Y/n that I'll make Kenma happy so she doesn't need to worry about anything.” She said with her happy smile, hand still tangling with Kenma's, while Kenma, stand there silently, but his eyes never left yours, and Kuroo noticed this, so he sling his arm around your waist and bring you closer.

“That's good, I guess. Not that she care though. She has more important thing to think about.” Kuroo said with his signature smirk, eyes didn't leave Kenma's as the blond male turn to look down.

“Now, shall we go, Miss Kuroo?” Kuroo ask as he locked eyes with you with his smile, fond and soft, making you returned it with the same amount as you nodded. “Bye now, miss I-don't-know-you-exist and unlucky mister Kenma.” He said before you guys start walking out from the court to your car, leaving Kenma's true love boiling mad and Kenma felt it again... That one feeling that he didn't felt when he told you, he want a divorce.

He felt...

Regret.

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- “Haven't finish yet? it's already past school time, you know..”

Tsukishima walk inside the school's Committee's room, closing the door behind him as he gets closer to where you, the school's student president, are sitting. You gives him a slight smile, hand busily writing and calculate the budget amount of the up-coming school festival.

“It's not easy being the president, you know. Sometimes, I just want to throw all this and go hang out in the arcade, but sadly..” You heave a sigh, before putting up a smile again. Tsukishima lets out a `Tch` before leaning on the table you're using, an irritated smirk crease his lips.

“You're not a robot, so stop acting like one. Being the president doesn't mean you have to do everything alone. What's the use of all the other committees? A dolls for decor?” He said with a tinge of sarcasm, knowing very well that most of your committees likes to depend on you, so you're stuck with heap of works to do.

He stand properly again, adjusting his bag on his shoulder as he turns around to the door way. “Let's go home.” He said stubbornly, not even looking at you but the doorway, as if it's not an invitation, rather an order.

You frown, shaking your head even though he's not looking at you. “I'm sorry, Tsukki, but as you can see-” before you even get to finish your sentence, he start to walk away and wouldn't turn even as you call out. You sat back down, pinching your nose bridge as this responsibility of being a student's president are really taking a toll on your mental health.

You and Tsukishima haven't walk home together for a week now, the longest it had been since you've known each other on first year, and now you're third years, he seems to be more stubborn than early years. You already busy enough and didn't get the chance to eat lunch with him, and now you can't even walk home together. This sucks.

You tapped your cheeks softly for few times before start writing again, ‘𝑨𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒂𝒍 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅, 𝒘𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒈𝒐 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒏𝒐𝒓𝒎𝒂𝒍 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏...’ You thought wishfully.

～～～～

At the same time, Tsukishima was actually fuming, 𝑻𝒉𝒆 Tsukishima, was actually mad at something. Walking while mutter how stupid you're, letting people take advantage of your kindness like that. “Here I am worrying about you, and you're like, 'i'M sORry, tsUKki,' like it's the most important thing.....” He said annoyingly, putting on his headphone and blast out its volume.

Thank goodness, Yamaguchi aren't here to see this side of him, he would've laugh, wouldn't he.. (He wouldn't.)

He continue walking, feeling the unease creeps into his chest as he grits his teeth together, trying to hold back the feeling of wanting to shout right here and then, knowing that he missed her aren't making it better.

“I fucking missed you.. Dammit..” He mutter softly, clench and unclench his fist while trying to hurriedly get home

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Two days went by and you haven't spoke once with Tsukishima as he seems to be avoiding you. And it didn't sit well with you, so you goes to confront him at his class, only to have his classmates bombarding you with questions and sweet talks and you didn't even get the chance to meet him. School President can be a bit famous, especially someone like you.

Thinking you probably will have a better chance at lunch time, you goes away for your normal routine and wait dreadly for the lunch time to come.

Few hours then, lunch time came, but you still didn't see him. Goes again to his class, got told he's out. So you went to the court, since he usually hangs out with Yamaguchi and the volley boys. The sound of shoes thumping on the floor greets your ears as you walk closer to the front door that is open invitingly, so you peek inside, scanning for a tall, blond, slender figure of Tsukki, but didn't see him.

You frown a bit in annoyance, Tsukki was like a 2meter tall tree, but he's hiding like he's 2inches. A groan left your mouth at your own thought, catching the attention of the other volley boys, and the first to come your way was the cute manager, yacchan. and though you aren't close, you still converse like friends.

“Y/n! What's bring you here?” She ask cheerfully. wasn't really unusual for her to be this friendly with you, so you smile up at her, bringing your hand to the back of your neck and slightly rubbing it. “I'm... actually looking for Tsukki- I mean, Tsukishima.. Have you seen him?” You ask with a bit of stuttering as Tsukki dislike people calling him with pet names. Exclude you and Yamaguchi though.

“Ah.. Tsukishima-kun is actually in the infirmary right now.. He accidentally bumps his head on the net pole. Why don't you-” Before she even finish her words, you're on your left foot running back into the school's hallway and up to the infirmary.

Yachi laugh a bit as Yamaguchi join to stand beside her. “Mission accomplished?” He ask, not lacking smile. Yachi nod once, chuckling a bit at the early image of Tsukishima coming to her and Yamaguchi, talking about this so called mission, that had to be completely secret and cannot include the monster duo since they will for sure let the secret out. “Can't believe Tsukishima-kun is actually falling for someone, with how he acts sometimes, I'm shocked.”

Yachi said as both of them start walking back to the center. “I know right.” Yamaguchi replied with another smile sent her way, though it's a bit fond than usual, she doesn't seem to get it, and all he can do next is let a bit of a defeat chuckle out. Poor boy.

～～～

Stopping your feet infront of the infirmary door, you take a couple of deep breaths, trying to catch your air again that you've spend on running here, before slowly slide open the door, peeking inside first to see that the teacher is out at the moment, so you stepped inside and close the door behind you. Most of the beds are empty, except for the one on the end of the room, with blanket covering his figure.

You walk closer and stop beside his bed, hand hovering on air as you hesitate. What will you said? How would he react? And what would he reply? What if he hates you now? All of these doubts start clinging to your heart, making you think a double take, on what to do now. But Tsukishima ain't having it. He pull you down on the bed and cover you under the blanket with him.

You're too shocked at what had happened that not even one sound come out from your mouth, as you stare at him with slightly open lips.

His expression seems to be quite calm and collected, so you relax yourself a bit, mind still filled to the brimmed with questions, but he spoke first.

“Shocked?” is all he ask, as his expression change to his usual smug smirk face, staring deep into your (e/c) eyes. You narrowed your eyes at him, a pout starting to form on your slightly thin lips, attracting the attention of his eyes that look down for a second before regaining focus. “Where's the bump?” you ask in a suspicious tone, to which he returned with a slight shrug.

“There's none. I told Yachi-san to lie.” He said calmly, eyes still locking with yours as if it's the only thing he want to see. Suddenly feeling conscious about this situation, you realized one of his hand are on top of your waist, while the other are under his head. And you're like centimeters apart from each other's faces. A tinge of red dusting start to appears on top of your cheeks.

“W-why..?” You ask again but it came out as a nervous whisper, as you're trying your best to stay calm. Tsukishima's expression change again, though this time to pure madness that makes your nerves to snapped. He smile. A pure smile that he rarely gives you before he change again to his usual smirk. “Do I need to kiss you to make you understand, Y/n? since sometimes, action speaks louder than words.” He says in teasing manner, one hand start brushing away your hair, as goosebump follows his touch.

You gulped down your spit, pursing your lips as you try to ignore his touch. “But, if that's the case, then why did you start avoiding me..?” You ask, again in a soft muttering whisper, as red as your face are, you still had a little frown on your brows. He doesn't answer right away, rather keep quiet for few seconds making you squirm anxiously.

“I'm being a brat... You're busy doing your work and I'm... making it harder by forcing you to eat lunch and walk home together. I hate doing that but I can't throw you away from my mind, so I thought that if we didn't hang out, maybe it'll go away. But it didn't. it worsen. You're everywhere, even in my dreams. so I thought, `Fuck it, let's tell her` and here we are.” He sigh a bit at the end of his sentence, actually feeling very embarrassed right now.

You blinked once or twice after listening to his words, your lips parting slightly, before you let out a loud chuckle, wiping away tears from your eyes, whether it's from laughing or his words, you don't know. Tsukishima's eyes widen as he shyly `tch`, feeling redness creeping up to his face just by looking at your laughing face.

“Shut up!!” He yell embarrassedly, that made you stopped for a second before continue harder as his face lights up red like a tomato and it annoyed him as he put his palm on your mouth to shut it while giving you a narrow stare. “I'm going to kiss you for real if you don't stop.” He said in a threatening tone, trying to tone down his shyness.

Your face starts to heat up as you slowly nods at his threat that are making your heart thump against your chest rapidly as he removed his hand and close his eyes while frowning but doesn't turn around. You stare at his face, gathering courage before suddenly speaking up. “Na.. Tsukki.” he replied with a `hmm` but still kept his eyes close. “Kiss me..” Now this make his eyes bulge, like it's a mix between shocked at what he heard and are happy with what he heard.

He doesn't waste time as he connect your lips with his, trying to be as gentle as he can but failing at some point with how long has he waited for this, the longing, the passion, the heat, it's unbearable for him. So he kissed you, and kissed, kissed, kissed until you're out of air, tapping on his shoulder to let you get in some air, to get rid of the lightness in your head.

“Sorry... I can't control myself...” He whisper softly, brushing away a stray lock of hair from your blushing face, secretly happy he made you look like that. You shake your head a bit, letting soft laugh out and it sounds like a lullaby to him. “You must have like me very much to act like that. I'm honored.” you joked, sliding closer to him.

He join in the chuckle before tightening his hands between your waist and brings you closer. “I've like you since first year, so you have no idea. Now can I kiss you again?” He ask, while smugly smirking and brings his face closer. Your eyes widen before you replied, “I'm in your care from now on. Tsukishima-san.” with your own smirk as your lips collided again.

～～～～

𝑴𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒆.

“Youth~” Your teacher said while going back on stocking the medicines she went out to get.

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- 𝚂𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚖𝚞𝚛𝚊 𝙳𝚊𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚒 -

Note: sfw, angst, f!reader

wc: 3'3+k

Request are open.

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- “This is highly exclusive for your eyes only. - Y/n”

Daichi smiles as he trace over the lines, written by his one and only soulmate. This morning, the mailman came by, knocking on his door as he rush up from his bed. With lazy eyes, he open up the door and was given this letter. “This are from your most beloved.” is all the mailman said before bowing a bit and continue his job with his numerous amount of others' letters.

Daichi holds it up, staring over the lines before deciding that he should take a bath first before reading the content and so he did. Once Daichi finish his bath, he puts on fresh clothes and make his way towards the kitchen to grab some coffee before sitting down on the couch with the letter in his hand.

The envelope are beautiful, its pristine white with gold shimmering over it are just perfect for his eyes. Well, of course.. They're highly exclusive for his eyes only. Slowly taking a sip from the small cup and putting it back, he tried to calm himself down before actually reading the letter. He wouldn't want to ruin this.

Slowly opening the envelope and takes out the letter inside, his eyes scanned through the content, that with each word had him smiling, even if there's still a bit of aching in his chest, he ignored it all and continue smiling, because that's what she was hoping for while writing this beautiful letter.

“Hi, nice to meet you. My name is Y/n L/n. I'm (y/age) girl, my hair colour is (h/c) and I swear it's so smooth and silky, you will love it!... Remember this? That's how I introduced myself on our very first meeting! It was embarrassing, I could die just by remembering it.”

Daichi snickers before continue reading the next lines.

“Oh no! you're sweating! Are you running on fever?!... and this is the question I asked you after bumping into you on the night when you've just finished training, that had you chuckling at how serious my face is after you told me about training. Gosh, wish you would've said it sooner!”

Daichi's start laughing louder, his whole body shaking while trying to hold back his laughter.

“I'm sitting here writing this while laughing, remembering our awkward lovestory. And I'm sure you're laughing right now, because we're soulmates.”

Daichi's laughter died down as only a small smile gracing his lips, eyes scanning the near end letter, feeling the ache in his heart thumping against his chest.

“Take care of yourself, Love.. Sorry for not keeping my promise of growing old together, and give you a back massage. I hope you'll be able to move forward. Towards your new chapters, even if it doesn't include me in it.”

He scanned the true end of the letter, the Love Letter his most beloved sent for him, and the last lines read,

“I love you more than anything.”

A small drop blurred the writing a bit, as Daichi tried his best to wipe his now flowing tears, clutching on the letter as small sobs and whimpers left his mouth.

“Please come back to me, Y/n..!”

He softly whispered as he slowly put the letter down and leaned backwards on the soft couch, his arms covering his eyes as he cried again silently, thinking about the future both of them could have, before God decided Y/n was too nice to be left in this cruel world, so he had to take her away. Away from her soulmate, leaving only this Love Letter behind.

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𝙽𝚘𝚝𝚎: sfw, fluff, f!reader

wc - 1'5k

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- “Where are you going, Kitten~?”

Kuroo said in a sing song rhyming, taking two steps ahead and capture you between the wall, pinning you between his hands as he look down at you with his infamous smirk, making you gulped down your saliva. “I- I was about to make us some hot tea!” You lied with a smile on your face, didn't want to admit that you just accidentally dropped water all over his comic, although he knew better.

“Yeah? And it wasn't because of my -already drenched- comic?” He ask using a voice filled with sarcasm. Kuroo knew you weren't telling him the truth and so he took this opportunity to give you a kiss on your neck that had you jumped slightly. “What's that for..?!” You bashfully ask, heat spread across your cheeks as you put a palm on the spot he kissed.

“You're adorable when you blush like that.” Kuroo chuckled lightly, making you blush even more and looked up at him shyly. He notice how cute you were looking and gave you another kiss on your forehead before letting go and walk into the kitchen leaving you behind.

As you stare at his bulk back, a smile spread across your face, turning on your heel as you were about to take a step to follow him... before his voice rung out in the kitchen, “Ah, but you'll still get punishment later, Kitten~” He used his sultry tone, followed by his sneaky laugh.

And it took you a second to realize what he just said.

“I'm dead..” you softly mutter.