Reflections

For those things left unsaid .

[runawaymindofasadboy]

heart exposed

Mind - occupied

Justifications in said mind - just as fucked up as they were three years ago

[runawaymindofasadboy]

Something new

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is it too self involved to say goodbye to the sad boy era? I don't know how to rename this old thing

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For fuck sake, she really did love me...

And I don't know that I'll ever stop loving her.. at least the memory, which is all I'll ever have, and that's fine, I know why and theres nothing I can do about it.

I think I have moved on, truly, just finding things when moving is always bound to bring up old feelings, as I leave one life behind the main protagonist of that life was bound to drop up. Its also reeeaallly late.

[runawaymindofasadboy]

"Your 20s are a Petri dish to make your mistakes" - Cole Sprouse (Diary of a CEO) and associated thoughts

Your 20s are meant to be a Petri dish for your mistakes to learn from in later life. So make them and you'll never truly regret a mistake you made, because without the mistakes you wouldn't be who you are are what you have experienced. Don't take a second to think about the you that didn't make those mistakes, because that person isn't the you that has come to pass.

Who you are, right here, right now, whatever you're going through, is categorically the best and worst of you that will ever be right now. So take hold of it, fuck it up, enrich it, do anything that is truly you doing something, and every time you do that, you gain an extra piece of yourself that can never be taken away.

Life is for living, not for thinking away.

[runawaymindofasadboy]

"Goodbyes only hurt because what came before was so special" - Doctor Who, The power of the doctor (2022)

[runawaymindofasadboy]

"No risk, no fun"

Dietrich Mateschitz, 1944-2022

[thoughtkick]

“The years between eighteen and twenty-eight are the hardest, psychologically. It’s then you realize this is make or break, you no longer have the excuse of youth, and it is time to become an adult.”

— Helen Mirren

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"So I'm a loser, so what? Now, I'm free"

- Liam, Ladhood (2019)

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6 months.

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absence makes the heart grow fonder... then Indifferent.. then cold.

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even to my best friend, I'm just an option.

What the fuck kind of life is that?.

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I miss being able to talk to you. I know that me saying that doesn't matter, or mean anything But it was really nice to have someone I could just share anything with. I don't have anyone for that anymore, and on nights like tonight I really frikkin need it.

I realised tonight that, while I was sure I was over you. I'm not. I never will be. Some part of me somewhere will always be in love, but that's my pain to bare, it's my fault, and it'll stay with me for the rest of my life,however long or short it may be.

[runawaymindofasadboy]

More money than sense

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PANIC!

Oh, she was just at the disco

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"Seal it with a kiss"

"Yep, here's my cheek, right here"

"No, not like that"

[wishing-for-deathx]

I can’t have hope anymore. It just breaks me. So no, don’t ask me to have hope. Nothing breaks one like false hope