Welcome to the rundown_computer_system

bodily 18. we are an osdd-1b traumagenic system of 26 alters (5 are fictrojects). endos dni. INFO ABOUT US IS IN OUR SIMPLY PLURAL, OUR USERNAME IS: rundown_computer_system. Feel free to send us a friend request!

[npdjaygatsby]

fakeclaimers when alters act like source : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when alters dont act like source : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when high headcount : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when low headcount : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when you dont remember ur trauma : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when you DO remember ur trauma : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when an alter dates someone with a different source : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when an alter dates someone with the same source and ISNT dating just bc of said source (guys this CAN happen btw,,,) : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when you tell them that no matter WHAT fakeclaiming does more harm than good : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when factives : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when fictives : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when brainmades : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when you tell them there is more to the disorder than just alters : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when you act traumatized because you are : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when you are publicly talking abt being a system : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when you arent publicly talking abt being a system : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when you dont tell them everything abt ur system : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when you trauma dump to them bc they asked for proof : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

fakeclaimers when you dont wanna talk to them : 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

ik there’s more feel free to reblog to add stuff

[r0ttingsystem]

Being a system is so weird like my mummy and daddy didn't like me so now I'm sans the skeleton

[harrvesting]

When the dissociative identity disorder starts dissociating my identity

[forestguardiian-deactivated2025]

“Headmates need to be miserable all the time 24/7!!!” actually headmates need delicious homemade Mac-n-cheese

[billz0irl]

"headmates need to be miserable all the time" headmates need a fat blunt and Chinese takeaway food

[rundowncomputersystemm]

"headmates need to be miserable all the time" headmates need a fucking holiday, some fried chicken, and genuine true love

[lilacsveins]

[rundowncomputersystemm]

man, how do times change, yet simultaneously haven't at all

[oursystemblog]

on the topic of speaking . this happens sometimes

[thememedaddy]

[boo-hoo-hooligan]

OUR GRANDPA JUST SAID AROMANTIC RIGHTS

HE SAID "sex isn't really a romantic thing. you can have sex without love and love without sex."

THIS IS COMING FROM AN 80-SOMETHING YEAR OLD MAN. IF SOMEONE WITH SIGNS OF DEMENTIA UNDERSTANDS AROMANTICISM BETTER THAN YOU, PLEASE EDUCATE YOURSELF

[iamthetruestrepairman]

is anyone else constantly afraid they’ll be “caught” doing stuff they’re obviously allowed or even supposed to do

[iamthetruestrepairman]

uh oh 😖 I’m playing video games 😰 on my computer 🫢 that I own 😨 if anyone sees this I’m going to have to fake my own death

[thememedaddy]

[crazycatsiren]

No no you don't understand! I want to watch this show/movie, read this book, listen to this podcast, etc.! But I must be in the right mindset and the exact head space to begin, or I just can't!

[grapefruiters]

genuinely i think it's like this. or well i guess i hope it is

[deadelated]

[saddi3grl]

[swagawhitey]

It's back and forth

[rundowncomputersystemm]

urge of superiority vs rotting - X ⛓️

[rundowncomputersystemm]

damn

we don't really use tumblr anymore huh - X ⛓️

[traumasurvivors]

The text reads:

“damn right I’m angry.

I’ve spent my life recovering from things

that I should have been protected from.

I was too young to become a ghost full of grief,

children are supposed to be happy and free.

don’t tell me I wouldn’t be who I am today,

without all the struggles that I faced.

I already know that. I could have been a kid

instead of being forced to grow up.

the people who were supposed to protect me,

failed me. no amount of healing will change that.

damn right I’m angry,

I’ll never get my childhood back.”