Got a follow or like from this blog? Sorry, this is a main blog, and the side blogs are the ones I use! Bellow, you can find the links you need to guide you in the right direction! Iāve been on semi-permanent hiatus for most of my blogs, due to health reasons, so I mostly just like posts for things I enjoy.
For Castlevaina
For Vampire Hunter D, K Project, Marvel,Hellsing, Witch Hat Atelier, Jurassic World, and Castlevania as well!
For Jojoās Bizzare Adventure
For Inuyasha (and Yu Yu Hakusho)
For Bleach (because I miss it and my oc)
For Bleach P2 (Rukia, who Iām only just starting up)
For Yu-Gi-Oh (under construction, please head the warnings!)
1. Be a follower either here or Twitter prior to this post and show you're 18+ in your bio. Minors are not welcome here for a reason. If you don't have proof of adulthood, you will be disqualified.
Note: I'd include the Bluesky (@elricart.bsky.social) followers but I don't get a lot of traction there. Maybe when I get 100 followers there I'll do it just for them.
2A. For those on Tumblr: Reblog this post and tag it as #Elric Raffle or something stupid like #EdmodsNumber1Fan ā¬ ļø That's a suggestion, don't take it seriously.
2B. For those on Twitter: Retweet the post linking you to this one and tag it as #ElricRaffle or something stupid like #EdmodNeedsABoost ā¬ ļø Again, still a suggestion.
2C. Have your Tumblr/Twitter DM's open for when the time comes.
Note: I am extremely shy and would prefer to keep to myself after all is done. Please forgive me but I just want satisfied clients.
3. One account per person, side blogs don't count. If I found out you cheated you'll be blacklisted.
4. Winners shall be chosen randomly.
5. Users who try to participate and fail to follow the rules shall have their usernames displayed in a frame and mounted over me fire place. I will literally draw this, don't test me. I'll do it, I'll really do it. I'm gonna do it.
How it works:
1st Place: Free Art
The Catch: Prompt only, you'll be surprised like future parents at a gender reveal party.
2nd Place: Free Doodle
The Catch: One character, you'll be surprised like a Karen asking for the Manager only for the Manager to repeat the exact same thing the Clerk just said. No Karen, your credit ticket isn't a coupon. We need to have your credit IN the system SO THAT YOU CAN USE IT IN YOUR NEXT PURCHASE.
Like dragons? Fan of Yu Yu Hakusho? Rp as a character and donāt mind ocs? Well, hiya! Su-Jin is an old oc of mine I gave an overhaul, and since Iāve gotten into Yu Yu Hakusho again, Iād love to give her another try!! Cant find a good fc, and I need to make new art of her so stay tuned for that!
10+ years of experience/18+ only/flexible writing length
Follows/Follows back from rxinbowtrxveler (defunct main blog once used for rp)
when they think weāre mutilating ourselves to the point that they pose as SRS doctors and literally mutilate us for their agenda. cis ppl donāt forget this
topsurgery.net is a site with lots of before + after pics categorised by surgeon. I encourage everyone with other resources on srs surgeons and their results to share them here, for mtf/mtx surgeries too please
What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.
You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you wonāt and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he canāt even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to Ā her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But sheās never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because sheāll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now thereās something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but youāre gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesnāt leave the house anymore, she canāt even get out of bed and sheās getting thinner and thinner because itās too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesnāt sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and thatās when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly sheās screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because theyāre all Ā busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her itās gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, youāre not there to do it, everything is dark now that youāre gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they donāt talk to each other anymore, they donāt talk to anyone, theyāre all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he canāt breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he canāt fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, heās never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldnāt save you and heās never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because youāre gone, and they miss you, and they donāt know why you left but it mustāve been their fault and they shouldāve stopped you and they shouldāve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself
I never usually reblog things like this.. but if it saves just one persons lifeā¦ please take thime to read this even if you think there is no point in living. Please.
Lifeās too precious. If you feel like this, please know that it gets better. And that people are always happy to lend an ear; heck drop me a message too. But never, ever think about taking your own life.
But what happens if your family is the one driving you to suicide? What happens when the mother and father that are supposed to care for you hit you and degrade you that youāre driven to contemplating suicide? What if thatās the entire point of killing yourself, so that they feel the pain you have felt all this time? What if in real life you have no support system?
All these people youāve found online. Theyāll see your last messages, the ones where you proclaim that youāve given up. And thatāll be all they can think of. Theyāll talk to each other, try their hardest to console each other through the ether of the internet, but it wonāt be enough. Theyāll try all the grounding techniques, the prayers, anything they can, just waiting for you to send them a message in the morning, to even see that you are alive. The Tumblr Mom, the mutuals, theyāll be consumed by fear and sadness, until after so many months of seeing your icon offline, they have to assume the worst. And all they can think of is why they couldnāt just take a plane to come hold you, to save you. Theyāll be consumed by regret, regret that they couldnāt save you.
Even if you think you have no one, even if the people who are supposed to love you have hurt you at every turn, there is someone who cherishes your existence. Someone on this hellsite who still cackles at your shit post, some bleeding heart Tumblr parent whoās mass-adopted every kid on this site. Thereās me, your little trans brother who sees every One Note A Day Post and cries in sheer happiness that youāre trying. Thereās every soul in these reblogs who invites you to drop a DM any time you need.
Even when you think your life impacts no one, there will always be someone who carries you in their heart.
(Iām sorry if I detailed this @extrasad but I thought it might be an important addition considering my own experiences)
Please reblog this for those who might not have the loving parents they rightfully deserve š„°
There was this boy in my senior year who committed suicide. This was a little bit before COVID. I never knew him, but some of my friends did, and I remember them being devastated. They even joined in on a prayer circle for him. I wanted to join too, but I wasnāt sure if it was something my friends who knew him wanted to do privately. So I started praying to myself.
Iām in college now, and I still think about that boy. I wonder sometimes if I had known him, could I have helped him? Even just a little?
Suicide isnāt something that just affects you; it affects the people around you, even those who never knew you.
OutofMedicine: So Castlevania s4 is in about 11 days...dunno how thatāll go, but Lisa is so far v unamused at everyone trying to bring her husband back from the dead to wreak havoc, and still pissed about what happened to their precious baby boy last season. Might come back to rp Lisa a bit, idk. Either way...
So this is also me! Iām following a bunch of CV blogs, so I thought itād make sense to put this next to my pinned post of my other active muse, Sango from Inuyasha.
Our Roommates Are Trying To Kick Us Out. We Need Help.
Hi! Iām not gonna waste time so letās get straight to the story. Me and my boyfrieā¦ Chanelle Bridges needs your support for Terrible Roomma
Hey you all, so Iāve decided to edit this post completely. My life is so bad right now. My boyfriend is being abusive (he threatens to kill me and to bury my body, heās already given me black eyes, the scar on my face, he verbally abuses me everyday until I cry ), my roommates are absolutely disgusting and their uncleanliness Is effecting my health ( Iāve been in and out of the hospital so much in the last two months) and I am at a post where I feel like I should take my own life just to get away from all of this. I just want to leave all of this one day after getting off of work so he wonāt think anything of it until itās too late... :( I really want to move as far away as I can, and also be able to finally pursue what I want to do in my life because my abusive boyfriend isnāt holding me back. Iām so traumatized by him. I just wanna leave. Iām updating this with all different ways to be able to send money without him having access to it. I also wanted to keep the GoFundMe because he is already aware of it and in his mind he would think he could have the money, but Iāve already set up a private bank for deposits. I am so serious about leaving this man. I feel like if I donāt i will honestly die.
Please if you canāt use GoFundMe (itās literally a cover up so heās not sus about me raising money, I told him I wanted to take my roommates to court but I honestly just want to leave him) please use current or my Venmo:
OutofMedicine: So Castlevania s4 is in about 11 days...dunno how thatāll go, but Lisa is so far v unamused at everyone trying to bring her husband back from the dead to wreak havoc, and still pissed about what happened to their precious baby boy last season. Might come back to rp Lisa a bit, idk. Either way...
So this is also me! Iām following a bunch of CV blogs, so I thought itād make sense to put this next to my pinned post of my other active muse, Sango from Inuyasha.
OOC: Figured Iād get this floating around, give the like button a boop or hit up my DMs for some fun with Sango here! I finished ages ago and forgot to put it up haha. For anyone who asks about the glowing markings, Sango has an immortal AU, and the marks each have their own meaning.
Iām putting this muse on hiatus for now. I just need time to think regarding her. You can still find me on my Sango (tennoyuriii) if you need me. Ill be on argentuminmortalis too, both are sides off this main. I just...donāt want my oc right now.
My name is Bridgett, though many of you know me by my penname ofĀ Luminary. Truth is I live in an EXTREMELY EXTREMELY abusive home that is taking a great and mighty toll on my mental health.Ā
I do all the cooking, cleaning, laundry.
I take them to and from doctors.
I do everything ever (even tending to their shopping, their pets.)
yet if I ask for help I get guilt -tripped, gas lit, I am treated like utter shit.
I have a bad back, I have deformed hips, my breasts are so large they make all backpain worse
If I complain I am given attitude or told to marry and move out or coldly reminded how I am nothing but a leech because I have no income.
Every cent I get nearly goes to my momā¦ She has bills to pay, always. I get $60 every other week that she somehow ends up claiming as her own.Ā
I am a useless human being in the eyes of society due to mental health issues & the fact I have no true income
Due to said mental health I have found it impossible to find a job despite ānot qualifyingā for any kind of government assistance.Ā
Nobody wants to deal with somebody who hallucinates so often they canāt tell anymore whatās real and not
Nobody wants to deal with somebody who has such severe anger issues
Nobody wants to deal with somebody whoās mental health is so bad they think of uninstalling life nearly every day
Pleaseā¦ Help me if you can even if itās just a reblog.Ā
If I could leave within the next five minutes it would not be soon enough. I am seeing stars due to back pain, have slept 5 hours in the three days. I lay down and get woken up by my mom calling me. Asking me what I plan to do for dinner and being guilt tripped, sheās sorry she had to buy dinner for me. So yeahā¦
This is the kind of thing that we need to see celebrities doing. We are all people and we deserve respect and he genuinely made an effort to correct himself.
Iāve seen him in a couple shows before and this gives me respect for him.
