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okay so if you are wondering why the hell i havent been writing here is your answer. i suck and havent felt like writing, bUT i started writing again on wattpad!!! i am currently transferring all of my fanfics on to my wattpad and then i'll be updating pretty much weekly!! so if you wanna follow that it's rxstless :-)

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he’s my angel

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THE NOTES

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i gained like 15 followers today and i have 1000+ notes on my luke edit and my 5sos masterpost is almost at 300 like what is going on

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Fallen: Chapter Eleven

-WARNING: this chapter will contain some smut so if you're not cool with that, i suggest not reading-

Lexi's P.O.V.

I sat on the couch waiting for Liam to arrive. He had just texted me saying he was done with class. We were going over to his apartment where we would be alone. I'm not gonna lie, I was pretty nervous.

I've done stuff before, but something about Liam just made me nervous. Maybe it was his bad boy aura that made me think he was a lot more skilled than me. Yes, I've had sex. I lost my virginity to my boyfriend from my Senior year of high school. Just the idea of Liam and I having sex gave me butterflies.

I shook the thoughts out of my head when I heard a knock on my door. I stood up and walked over to the door. I opened it to find Liam smirking down at me.

"Ready, babe?" He asked. I nodded and slid on my moccasins and put my jacket on. We walked hand in hand until we made it outside to his motorcycle. He handed me a helmet and got on. I sat down behind him and held on to him tightly.

The ride was kind of cold, but with Liam's body heat I was still warm. Luckily, It was only about five minutes until we got to his apartment. We hopped off and I followed Liam into his apartment building. We walked up two flights of stairs until we were in front of his door. He unlocked it and we stepped inside.

I slipped off my shoes and hung my jacket up on the coat rack. As I hung it up, I felt hands find my waist and pull me back a little. Liam kissed my cheek and hummed.

"I feel like I haven't seen you in forever." He mumbled into my ear. I turned around, with his arms still wrapped around me. I slid mine behind his neck and pecked his lips.

"You saw me earlier, silly." I said with a small smile. He dipped his head down and rested it on my shoulder.

"I know, but it wasn't long enough." I smiled. I felt his hot breath on my neck and soon his lips leaving light kisses. He left a trail up to my lips where he kissed me softly.

Our lips moved slowly together. He walked forward, forcing me to walk backward until I was up against the wall. His lips left mine and met my neck again. This time he sucked on my skin. I felt his hands glide up and down my sides underneath my shirt, leaving goosebumps. His lips crashed down onto mine, this time the kiss was harder.

I felt butterflies erupt in my stomach. His hands went down to my thighs and he pulled me up. I wrapped my legs around him and he walked us over to his couch. He laid me down and hovered over me.

I lightly tugged on Liam's bottom lip with my teeth, causing him to moan. "God, you're so sexy." He mumbled against my lips. I smirked and started kissing his neck. Liam grabbed my hand and guided it down to his crotch. I could feel his erection through his jeans.

"Is this what I do to you?" I whispered in his ear. He let out a shaky breath and nodded. He picked me up by my waist and laid down on the couch. I straddled him by his waist and brought my hand back down to his penis. I lightly palmed him and he moaned. He unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them down slightly. I slid my hand into his boxers and took his length into his hands. He sighed and laid his head back.

"Fuck, Lexi." He moaned. I rubbed up and down his shaft slowly. His breathing was fast and shaky. I leaned down so I could suck the skin underneath his ear. I found out quickly that was his sensitive spot. I started rubbing faster and Liam started to breath faster.

"I'm going to cum." He whispered. His hand wrapped around mine guiding me to go faster. Soon, I heard him moan and saw he had climaxed. I released him and laid my head down on his chest. He pulled his jeans back up and then wrapped his arms around me.

After a few moments of us just laying together, Liam said, "I didn't force you to do any of that, right?" I couldn't help, but smile. The way he said it seemed so innocent. It was sweet that he wanted to make sure he wasn't rushing things. I sat up a little and shook my head. He smiled and kissed my lips.

"Wanna watch a movie now?" He asked.

I nodded. "Yeah." We sat up and Liam stood up to go find a movie.

"You're spending the night, right?" He asked from across the room. I didn't think I would sleep here tonight, but I had nothing going on tomorrow so I could.

"Can I borrow something to sleep in?" I asked. He looked over at me with bright eyes, knowing that I did want to stay here.

"Of course." I smiled and leaned back on the couch. Liam put The Breakfast Club in and came back over to me. He wrapped an arm around my waist and I leaned my head on his shoulder.

Being here, with Liam, made me feel so happy. I had a boyfriend who cared about me. Even though Catherine was upset with me, I wouldn't let her get to me. She couldn't get to me. I had Liam, and that's all I needed.

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okay so i never go on this tumblr anymore but i use my other tumblr which is rxstless and i still wanna write my fanfics even though not a lot of people read them but whatevs i like writing them and thats all that matters so yeah if you still want to follow me just go follow rxstless and yeah :-))

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Endlessly: Chapter Two

Beth's P.O.V.

I walked through the crowded halls with Michael close behind me. I kept my eye out for my locker. Michael's was supposed to be right next to mine. I looked to my right. 3046, 3047, 3048.

"Finally." I sighed as I went up to locker 3049. I looked down at my schedule to find my combination. I quickly twisted the dial and unlocked my locker. I took my binders and other belongings out of my bag and stuffed them into my locker.

"How do you open these fuckers?" Michael asked as he tried to pry open the locker next to mine. I shook my head and stepped in front of it. I grabbed his schedule out of his hand and tried to open his locker. I got it on the first try.

I looked up at him and smirked. He narrowed his eyes at me and laughed a little. "C'mon, I don't want to be late on the first day." He nodded and took two notebooks from his bag and set them in his locker. I'm guessing he didn't expect to be using a lot of supplies. I lead the way to first period, Calculus.

As soon as I stepped into the classroom, I saw my best and only friend, Trinity, sitting in a desk next to the window. She looked up at me and smiled. Her smile quickly faded and she looked a little confused. I didn't know why, until I felt Michael come stand beside me. I walked over towards Trinity and took the desk next to her. Michael followed and sat behind me.

Trinity has been my best friend since Kindergarten. I sat next to her on my first day and saw she had the 84 pack of crayons WITH the sharpener and knew I had to be her friend so I could use them. Luckily, we became friends almost instantly. Trinity was just like me. She wore the same type of clothes as me and had good grades. We were also the captains of the basketball team. We've been on varsity together since our Freshman year. Now we're here on our first day of our senior year.

"Hey, Beth." She said with a smile. She looked at Michael and then back at me. "Who's your new friend?" She asked with a smirk.

"Oh, I'm Michael. I moved here from Australia." He said taking her hand in his to shake it. She looked at me and gave me a look saying 'I like him.'

Trinity asked Michael tons of questions about Australia until the bell rang and our teacher started class. It was Mr. Jenks who was probably the coolest teacher in this school. He actually made Calc less boring and somewhat easy.

He gave us the syllabus and read off all the rules we would need to know. I tried so hard to pay attention and not fall asleep. I had my head resting in my hand and my eyes were getting heavier.

"Is this what the whole days gonna be like?" Michael whispered to me, causing me to spring awake. His breath was hot against my neck.

I turned around slightly. "Sadly, yes." He sighed and rested back in his seat.

For the next four periods, it was all the same thing. We were handed a packet of rules and expectations with a page that needed to be signed and handed in by Friday. Thankfully, Lunch arrived.

It was just Michael and I for lunch. Trinity was in a different period, which sucked. I had my bagged lunch in my hand and guided Michael through the crowded lunchroom. He was very cautious not to run into anyone with his tray filled with food. Once we got outside and into the courtyard, we sat under a tree. I opened my brown paper bag and pulled out a leftover sub from last night. I took a big bite and sighed.

"Ya know, Beth. You've been surprisingly nice to me all day." Michael said before he took a bite out of his pizza.

I rolled my eyes and laughed. "You're a lot nicer than I thought you were going to be." I said to him. He looked at me and smiled.

"I feel like we could be good friends." He said to me. I looked over at him. I took the quick moment to actually look at him. I had just noticed how bright and beautiful his eyes were. He had this sincere smile on his face that made my heart flutter. I quickly shook myself out of my thoughts and smiled.

"Yeah, me too." Michael smiled and continued to eat his lunch. I grabbed my backpack and took out my headphones. I plugged them into my phone and started playing Sex by The 1975.

"What song are you listening to?" Michael asked.

"Sex by The 1975." I said. "You wanna listen?" I asked offering him the other headphone.

"Yeah! I love The 1975!" I smiled and leaned back against the tree. We continued to eat our lunch while listening to my iPod. The only time we would talk was when a new song came on and we would talk about how much we loved the band or the song.

At one point, Kiss You by One Direction came on and I blushed immensely. He just laughed and said, "It's okay, they aren't horrible."

It felt nice to have a guy friend, even if we just met. I could tell Michael wasn't a bad guy, just looked bad. Like me. That's how I knew he would be someone positive in my life.

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hello i just wanted to say that the first chapter one of endlessly was so freaking good and it got me really attached aaah i can't wait for chapter two!! :D

awww yay!! i think i might update it today :-)

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Websites for when you want to:

un-disgruntle yourself

comfort someone

be comforted

go to a quiet place

press a magic button and fix everything

get a hug

see something cute

hear rain noises

play cute games 

cut something/someone (blood)

break something

open a window

have a guided relaxation

listen to nature sounds (or here)

do nothing for 2 minutes

play the piano

make cute ecards

make cool music (ex.)

get an idea for what to do

avoid boredom

watch a dream

have a stickman adventure

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An acoustic playlist; 

1. Time-Bomb; All Time Low // 2. I Must Be Dreaming; The Maine // 3. Face Down; The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus // 4. Caraphernelia; Pierce The Veil // 5. Dead On Arrival; Fall Out Boy // 6. Cross My Heart; Marianas Trench // 7. The Worst Of Them; Issues // 8. America’s Suitehearts; Fall Out Boy // 9. If It Means A Lot To You; A Day To Remember // 10. It Ends; Faber Drive // 11. 6 Months; Hey Monday; 12. Stay Awake; All Time Low // 13. Haven’t Had Enough; Marianas Trench // 14. Crystal Ball; Pink // 15. James Dean and Audrey Hepburn; Sleeping With Sirens // 16. Burn The Night Away; There For Tomorrow // 17. Kiss And Tell; You Me At Six

listen here

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romance

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When I hear the screams of the crowd, I think it’s because I must look stunning. Then I notice something is rising up around me. Smoke. From fire. Not the flickery stuff I wore last year in the chariot, but something much more real that devours my dress. I begin to panic as the smoke thickens. Charred bits of black silk swirl in the air, and pearls clatter to the stage. Somehow I’m not afraid to stop because my flesh doesn’t seem to be burning and I know Cinna must be behind whatever is happening. So I keep spinning and spinning. For a split second I’m gasping, completely engulfed in the strange flames. Then all at once, the fire is gone. I slowly come to a stop, wondering if I’m naked and why Cinna has arranged to burn away my wedding dress. But I’m not naked. I’m in a dress of the exact same design of my wedding dress, only it’s the color of coal and made of tiny feathers. Wonderingly, I lift my long, flowing sleeves into the air, and that’s when I see myself on the television screen. Clothed in black except for the white patches on my sleeves. Or should I say my wings. Because Cinna has turned me into a mockingjay.

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cinna is the best part of this series

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I believe Cinna knew this was his final act, because he couldn’t have believed that this would go unnoticed. And once Katniss was more finally made aware of the rebellion and where she stood as a part of it that Cinna’s sacrifice was what drove her on. He was the only ‘real’ person among all the capitol zombies and the only one who really saw Katniss for who she was and who he believed she could be. Cinna is, was, and will always be my favorite character. 

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they dont have the gif on here, but right after this and the crowd is cheering, the cameras point to cinna and he looks right into it. then snow is shown watching and hes looking at cinna. you can tell cinna knew he was going to die, but he knew that he was going to die for a good purpose. he was dying for the revolution. that is why cinna is the best.