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HE/THEYYYYYYY BABES <33

[ryderread]

what is my happy place?

i think it was you

who is it now?

is it home?

or school?

or hanging out with friends?

i don’t know.

i’m glad it’s not you

(i’m still sad)

and i hope i find where it is

soon.

[ryderread]

it’s been an interesting revelation that i am not as mentally ill as the people around me. cuz yknow. i thought i had it bad lol. but like throughout the Bad Times (tm) i’ve had a support system in my parents and my friends, but some people i know don’t have that or don’t feel like they have that. so idk that’s just on my mind this morning.

[ryderread]

they also just generally have worse problems than my anxiety and mild depression

[ryderread]

it’s been an interesting revelation that i am not as mentally ill as the people around me. cuz yknow. i thought i had it bad lol. but like throughout the Bad Times (tm) i’ve had a support system in my parents and my friends, but some people i know don’t have that or don’t feel like they have that. so idk that’s just on my mind this morning.

[meloncholy-solstice]

Its so funny being a person who loves to chat but never knows what to talk about. I feel like Hi Can we play staring and breathing together.

[inanotherunivrse]

In another universe I would’ve treated you better. I hope I still can

[monochromatic14u]

Im aroace, but i crave another persons body heat next to me when i lay down in bed.

Im aroace, but i want someone i trust so much that we can have whole-body skin to skin contact without fearing that we will be harmed or advanced upon.

Im aroace, but i dont want to live in a house with just myself.

Im aroace, but i want to wake up to somebody i care for immensely every day.

Im aroace, but i want to bring another person along with me through this adventure called life.

Im aroace, but i want to feel loved and cared for and love and care for them in return.

Im aroace, but i want this all without romance; just closeness.

Im aroace, but i want a life partner that i trust above anyone else.

Im aroace, but i want to love with all of my heart. Just not the way others think i should.

Im aroace, but i have so much love to give.

[theneighborhoodcryptid]

i wish i was in love with a boy,

one with hair made shadows

and eyes full of nebulae,

all moonlight and whispers and

faint caresses down the back of my neck,

whispers sending chills up my spine

murmuring words in the language of the holy.

i wish i was in love with a girl,

one with hair made of sunbeams

and eyes full of summer sky,

all daydreams and hand-holding and

brash laughter chasing away silence,

never ending chatter encircling my mind

declarations in the language of the divine.

but perhaps when cupid strung his bow

and squinted one eye to line up my heart,

his fingers were not yet so adept,

and his arrow landed just beside me.

close enough --

close enough for me to feel

whatever elixir of love

the arrowhead boasted.

but just so far away

that i would only know the image of heartache,

never the pain,

never how it would feel in my own body.

one will long

for even something as terrible as love

if everyone around them

has been struck by it.

just me and my weekly “oh my god i’m gonna be alone forever” aroace angst don’t mind me.

[ryderread]

i can’t tell if i’m lesbian ace or if i’m just in denial of being aroace

[persianmom-deactivated20260602]

punishing myself by thinking about what it could’ve been

[inanotherunivrse]

in another universe, do i look like your girlfriend?

[ryderread]

merry christmas gang !! and happy holidays :>

[virgomoon]

you can never go back. this is your one life. you had a bad childhood and that's it. you lost your teen years to mental illness and that's it. you're miserable in your 20s and that's it. you just go forward

[sentientsky]

[studentlifeproblems]

[avhira]

8+7 which is 10+5, so 15. Carry the 1, not it’s 2+4+1, which is 7

So 75.

[bubble-official]

8+7 = 10+ 5 =15

2+4=6 + 1 = 7 +0 = 70 +5 = 75

[satan-offical]

20+40=60

8+7 = 10+5 = 15

60+10=70

70+5=75

[ryderread]

48 + 7 = 55

55 + 20 = 75

[hey-hey-i-am-rei]

i think one of the tricky things about being aroace is how lonely it can feel.

like you get to a point where most people you know are getting into relationships and are becoming committed to partners, and you're super happy for them. however, it always feels like you're just excised from their life entirely, so it can feel very isolating. i don't experience the attraction to be in a long term relationship, so i'm sorta just left behind.

blegh

[henry-or-something]

so fun fact! even if you are aroace and will never develop a crush of your best friend, she can and will break you heart!

[ryderread]

in another universe,

i hadn’t done that

in another universe,

i was more aware

in another universe,

i learned quicker than i did

in another universe,

i didn’t hurt you

in another universe,

i was better.

i’m sorry

[ryderread]

i

am wrong.

in many things

like math

and logic.

rarely, though,

am i reminded

that i

am not always

morally correct.

sometimes,

i forget

that i

am human,

too.

but more often

i forget

that not everyone

is a monster