yeruni

bpd, npd, rad, asd, bdd, sad, gad block don’t report im very blunt.

[rzorwingz]

hi i’m yeruni. i’m irish-japanese, living in galway, ireland, and im shinto. shinto is the indigenous religion of japan, if you didn’t know. english is not my first language, so don’t expect me to have great grammar. i use a translator sometimes too.

most of my disorders are listed in my bio, and that’s all the diagnosis’ you will receive of me. don’t ask for my other illnesses. i’m a teenager, im not an adult. i’m also hypersexual and hyperromantic due to trauma.

don’t talk to me about religion other than my own. i don’t feel comfortable discussing religions that don’t include mine. i know it might seem weird but i genuinely do not give a shit. i don’t care if you’re christian, muslim, buddhist, etc, i will respect you as long as you respect me.

i have three eating disorders. i’m 38kg at 5’3. i’m on shedblr + yanblr. i’m extremely obsessive and struggle with yandere tendencies. i don’t care if you’re trying to recover, go ahead and recover. i’m not recovering myself, and i don’t see myself ever recovering: i want to get worse.

i will not post cvtspo on here since i barely cut due to a lack of resources. i still live with my parents and they have already caught me, and took everything away from me.

i am epileptic and i have severe anxiety. do not send me flashing lights or include flashing lights in any replies you send to me. do not tag me in any posts without asking, it causes severe distress to me and possible seizures. i am unmedicated because i choose not to take my medication.

okay, bye.

[rzorwingz]

hi go follow me on my main @deathcerwmny

[p0udrerie]

computa cut my shit up

[rzorwingz]

i might move my jiraiblr account to @dollwtes ( my main ) yes i used to be an editblr account. i used to fake my personality on there to seem less ill and more approachable.

[your-d1gital-angel]

Digi-tan’s One Goal Note Game!!

If I get 1.5k notes, I’ll quit $/H for as long as a can. (At least 1+ month/months)

I know I probably won’t reach the goal… So I made it something that’s something I suffer at…

The limit is 50 notes per person!!

Good luck everyone! :3

[rzorwingz]

proud of you.

[rzorwingz]

foxes are so cute. they’re also the messengers of 稲荷大神 so i love them even more for that.

稲荷大神 is one of my gods in shinto, by the way. they are very important in our religion.

[rzorwingz]

should i make my main account my jiraiblr account because im sick of how many people are following that instead of this account.

[rzorwingz]

having no friends is not for the weak

[rzorwingz]

my school teachers are officially worried about my weight. i would say i succeeded in life, but my thighs are still fat.

[rzorwingz]

i was gonna share a picture of a scar that healed really weirdly on my thigh but realised how fat my thighs are. how the fuck do i make my thighs thinner? i’m already 38kg. i’m gonna cry.

[rzorwingz]

i’m watching project hail mary again. no one can stop me.

[rzorwingz]

ew what is this new tumblr layout i hate it change it omg

[rzorwingz]

am i supposed to be making a intro post

[rzorwingz]

i hate seeing someone so much more popular than me because they posted their cuts. i hate my cuts, i can never go deep because im too scared and i barely cut anymore because i have such limited resources. i hate myself. even if i have small cuts im still not posting them because i do it nearly once every 4 months. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. fuck you all.

[rzorwingz]

my bsf’s gf wanted to see the paragraph i wrote about project hail mary and this is what she said.

‘ ok most of it is correct but a lot of the story is missing and its not exactly ordered right ‘

woohoo way to go demotivating an autistic immature teenager!! you’re so amazing!! I DIDNT ASK FOR FUCKING CRITICISM GO FUCK YOURSELF. NO ONE GIVES A SHIT ABOUT THE ORDER. IT WAS ALL FROM FUCKING MEMORY. ( I KEEP PUTTING ADULT AND NOTTEENAGER IM SORRY )

[rzorwingz]

oh my god i can’t even send people messages bcz it links to my main. FUCK YOU.

[rzorwingz]

i think my parents might have introduced me into a new fixation. i just spent 30 minutes writing out 6000 characters of the whole project hail mary story for a random person in a discord server. fuckass unemployed teenager here. ( i just realised i accidentally put adult ?? )