A Hopeless Romantic

Watch me struggle to find a meaning to life and questioning every facet of it

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YOU’LL NEED THIS.

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[s0kawaiii]

Time to yell into the void I suppose, it’s been a min.

I am so stagnant and unmotivated it’s abysmal.

I long for connection but I can’t let myself be vulnerable, I literally am so unemotionally available that I have basically let 6 or more possible relationships go because of my poor self image and insecurity, it’s a never ending cycle. I want so badly to improve my wellbeing and health but have no motivation or drive to do anything , it’s like I’m just treading water endlessly; it’s been months. I’m so tired. How can someone love me if I can’t even love myself or show me the basic kindness to take care of myself. I hope I can shake this shitty rut feeling I have soon, idk how much longer I can go, I feel like I’ve been living on raw willpower for 3+years now lol I have no real hobbies anymore , I just take care of my cat and work my life away. I got a little money in my pocket sure but who fuckin cares? Does any of this mean anything ? I am desperate for direction/purpose.

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