It’s been done
Anyone remember this guy? Used to run a blog called udespornapalooza. Known him a long time. Then he died very recently and wanted to me to deactive all his stuff and delete his work the best I could. He left all kinds of notes as he knew he was going to die the closer it came. One note in particular was a wish of me making a blog and passing him up. Well, it happened. It said for me to be more successful than him, then I can do what ever I wanted, either continuing or dropping everything and everyone and leaving.
That’s the only reason I started this blog was purely for him. I draw nsfw stuff regularly for practice many times before as in feel they are good practice, but never felt the need to upload them. Now that I have fulfilled that wish, I’m not sure what to do. I dont need to do this blog anymore or do anything anymore for that matter. Now, no one freak out, I’m not saying I’m going to stop. I’m simply saying I can. I’m torn between stopping, deactivating and deleting and disappearing for who knows how long. Or, taking this blog and riding it to the stars considering the massive amount of followers in 4 months, I could easily make this my job if i keep at it and practice. I dont really have any drive in life so its hard to say currently what I’m going to do down the line.
god i miss him so much... damnit...
These are hard times man... you just gotta pull through it,
i'd hope to be with you more but my goddamn schedule and work i have to get done is redicilous... well... they ought to disperse through time...
Perhaps then we will have some fun and more great times...
Well...
Carpe diem, my friend.
