I know I’m not perfect at singing But its time that i tell you guys my big story well ... most of you don’t know about it or noticed it but anyway, I have been very depressed ever since i was 13 because I got bullied too much in school times even beaten up.. so yeah but that faded for a few years but it Came back this year HARD again and worse than ever the only thing on my mind was i wanna > ☠️ But i knew that was not the way out of this terrible black hole the way out for me was to sing again to start song writing again to comminucate a lot also with a therapist but especially play the guitar a lot and sing karaoke with real friends who have always been there for me❤️So what I’m trying to say is I have been on medication for depression ever since august 2018 and i need to take them till february next year, but honestly they take A LOT of my worries, , a lot of my over thinking (axienty) which i deal with too away it makes me feel VERY loopy but I’m supposed to go to bed after i took them so yeah but we are months further now and I’M A LOT HAPPIER THAN I HAVE EVER BEEN SINCE I WAS 13💕Like honestly what do i have to lose? I have my amazing boyfriend @_emo_cloud_king_ ❤️ I have some close friends can’t tag everyone but you know who you are 💕💕 @lindseykleinx @demziekin @leviunderhill @jesseunderhill @rachel_underhill @official_casper @taliaholtzman_ @ellen.underhill @taylor_herd @mandymaniac @cutexxjesse @lazylaverne @valentinokemper thank you guys SO SO SO SO MUCH! for always being there for me you guys helped me a lot through the though times ❤️❤️❤️some of you may be just Idols but still feels like a connection like a friend :) 🤗ILOVEYOU GUYS SO SO MUCH! but anyway where we started! I FOUND MY PEACE IN MUSIC EVER SINCE I WAS 13 i started playing the guitar and singing as well I did auditions and some for tv some just for fun and I had a couple studio sessions too with my producer @marco_luesink_studio_evolution 🎤🎤🎤🎸🎸 #foryou #hillsgohard #instafamous #singing #love #guitar #talent #keyboard #hill #music #boyfriend #bestfriends #rollercoasterlife •••••••• I know that this is NOT PERFECT! But I am getting better and still practicing everyday ❤️~ Loves S https://www.instagram.com/p/BqFGEOlhane/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wzy16vb8xs8q