Confessions of a stoned sad girl.

18+ 💕Ana for me pro-recovery for you 💕 Goal weight 100🖤 (for now. lower after) Currently: 122💔

[skashax666x-deactivated20230107]

[sad-darling]

𝘼𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙢𝙚 𝙝𝙚’𝙨 𝙥𝙖𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚.

[sad-darling]

I wonder if he still thinks of me like I think of him...

[long-sleeves-and-deep-cuts]

[wishing-for-deathx]

It’s not like I don’t want to be better. I don’t know how to not be like this. I don’t know how to be better no matter what I do or try

[latenights]

I’ll literally cancel plans just to stay at home and do nothing

[sad-darling]

Sometimes it's just to hard to walk through my door 🚪

[sad-darling]

[sad-darling]

💔I've let him go. And yet I can't help but cry and cry and cry until my stomach hurts and my face feels hot and swollen and my throat is raw...💔

[sticksandskin]

you know what could be the saddest thing?

you don’t reach your goal weight and you’ll miss all the trends that go by. High-waisted shorts, button up skirts, turtlenecks, funky glasses, windbreakers. you’ll miss this generation’s moments of fashion bc you’ll be too big to pull it off. sad

[sad-darling]

Tonight I realized that there isn't anyone who i feel like I can talk to...

[sad-darling]

Do yall every just like...look at their ex and be like 😐. "How tf am I supposed to ever be good enough for them, ill never even get close to being as pretty/accomplished/perfect? Like there is literally no way I will ever measure up?" Hahaha just me? Ok... 🥲

[sad-darling]

I may miss him cus he's on deployment but when I got this response to my email....😤😤😤

[sad-darling]

I'm tired of looking in the mirror and never being satisfied...

[sad-darling]

[sad-darling]

[sad-darling]

I can already feel the walls going back up around my heart.

[sad-darling]

Last night I relapsed on my self harm...bad...the police showed up and I almost got 5150. He called them. I trusted him and he called them. I know he ment well. I know he was just scared. But now I have this sense of betrayal in my heart. Seeing the police only outwardly shut down my episode. Inside I was still manic and in so much emotional turmoil. I had to pretend to be feeling better so that he wouldn't feel the need to call again. ...