Poetic Alchemy

[sadpoet-m]

Broken symphonies

That's what you hear when you think of him

A sharp screech against string,

A melancholic track to a tragic scene

Stolen moments

That are fleeting like a midday dream

You sink in his embrace

Like tiny coins into wishing streams

Slow kisses

That pull you into chords of haze

His fingers trace a trembling note

His eyes fixated in a starry gaze

Broken promises

A knife curled underneath your skin

He leaves without the slightest glance

His love and patience worn paper thin

your eyes rill acid rain

And it comes back to you

The Broken symphonies

The tragic sound of the colour blue

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She drowns in the lies of lovers who swore of good intentions

Friends who promised unwavering understanding,

Family who whispered of boundless and unconditional love.

Tears cascade from her eyes like gentle raindrops that water the barren fields of her solitude.

She acquaints herself with the deafening silence,

Yet yearns for love, an elemental human longing, like parched earth thirsts for rain.

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When love turns cold

You stare at the ceiling

You search for truth in his words and depth in his eyes

Only to find these shallow pools bearing drops of lies

Your still silent cries, silent yearning for the days before you laid in wait anticipating goodbyes

When the love was a fire, when there was a spark

Flashbacks to late nights of blushes and echoes of laughter in the dark, a supercut of brushes of skin and kisses on cheeks

The great highs...

Before these glaciers of longing that leave you shivering

And you just wish that he could go back to being as passionate as the beginning

But now he's cold, this arctic you can't bare

So you lay there and you stare at the ceiling

And you try to let go, accept it for what it was but letting go never gets here too fast and when it does it never lasts.

~m

[sadpoet-m]

I'll miss your poems

And I'll miss your songs

And I'll miss you like I knew I'd miss you all along

~

M.A

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[sadpoet-m]

I tried to write about you once more, yet words remained elusive,

Attempting to speak, but a lump stifles my voice, unyielding and reclusive.

Within my mind, a symphony of thoughts chaotic and untamed,

A battle rages between delusion and clarity unnamed.

Perhaps I should depict losing you as emerging from ocean's grasp,

Left on freezing shores, as your embrace slips, an enduring clasp.

Atleast in suffocating waves, the water did satiate my lungs.

Rather than this void, an emptiness profound.

Though our love was turbulent, it was ablaze in fiery red,

Now it's an icy blue, love's warmth far fled.

At least in the chaos, I knew it was hunger I felt

Unlike now, where emptiness is all that is left.

At least I felt, rather than being numb,

In the icy void, my heart has become

~m

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[sadpoet-m]

I need an outlet for my fears

Some consolation for my tears

Or maybe compensation for all the wasted years

“It hurts doesn’t It” i ask my blue heart, it’s been bruised and beaten down, washed up from all the harsh seasons it had to weather all alone without a help from anyone

Carrying burdens and burdens generations of burdens resting on the head of this weak heart

Broken from the start

Too little, to late to mend

A bit too damaged to bend.

I look at the stars to take my attention away from my bruises and scars on my faded skin

Lonely, sleepless nights and dark weary mornings. I awake tired than the night before. I crash back on to my wretched bed. Oh, all the things they said! I wish could blot it all out of my head

I might never get it…

I may never forget it

the grief for time

The wasted crime

The feel-less smile

The war may have passed on but the wounds remain. And I’ll never remain the same again

~m

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[sadpoet-m]

Here I am

In this darkness of pain

Lost in thoughts

Covered in shame

Heartbeats, playing symphonies in my brain

Here I am

Thinking 'bout all that was said

Coloring my wrists crimson red

I'm an artist

I paint with the tears that I shed

This won't go away

Don't try to make me stay

This world was never my home

Turn your eyes away

Don't dare look this way

Don't say night turns into day

Here I am

Covered in scars and lit cigars

Lonely like a highway without cars

They told their stories

but they we're only lying

Made merry and laughed

and watched me crying

Why then would I not feel like dying

Cause pain doesn't follow you along

It's only there until you're gone

So,

there I go

Into the gust of wind

Into the dust I decend

Buried under shadows chagrined

Here I am

and here I'll stay

That world was never my home anyway

© Sadpoet-M

~m

[sadpoet-m]

So bury me in the dark and the dust with the sadness ,shame and sorrow of an empty life of a broken soul with no hope for today or the day to come

I have lived my life looking for an escape but only finding more to escape from

~m

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Where have the stars gone?

Where have the stars gone?

I thought they would lead the way

All through the night to the day

When the sun will shine it's ray

Where have the stars gone?

I thought they will lead me home

I thought their promises where set astone

Now I'm deserted and left alone

Where have the stars gone?

Now the sky is left in darkness

Laid on the ground despite the hardness

Take my breath and end this sadness

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Thoughts and feelings

My own thoughts are a blur

Hazy, crazy, much to quick to catch

All my feelings are unsure

Indecisive, not inscisive, trying not to get attached

Everything is too burdening

Too heavy to carry

Everyone's worrying

Much too worried to be happy

That's why my thoughts are a blur

There's soo much to think about

My brain muscles become sore

Running, trying to find a clearer route

Everything is tiring

I become soo exhausted

Of hearing the lies their denying

Lies from all the ones I trusted

That's why my feelings are unsure

Everyone fills me with doubt

I can never really be sure

Of what comes out from their mouths

All my thoughts are a blur

My own feelings are unsure

Because there too many burdens at every door

And no one deserves my trust anymore

Note: I'm supposed to be focused on mhmm exams but oh well.

I just wanted to leave a little smth before I left for a while

Word of the day: pâro

The feeling that no matter what you do is always somehow wrong

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I have watched you from a distance

I have loved you

I have wished you were mine

I have wished on stars

I have drifted to mars

And with every glance,

i have held you in my hands

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My life is so dark

In black and white

Can't remember a time when there was light

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My strange addiction

I hide my face behind your veil

I try to escape you but I fail

Your wield is strong you won't let go

I'm sad and scared but it doesn't show

My world without you is dry and drained

My world with you is sad and stained

I wish you'd leave me but you don't

I want to come out but I'm not bold

My pain is getting old

It's worse when nights are cold

I crave something to hold

Before my faith unfolds

My strange addiction

Believe me it's no fiction

Caused my inhibition

A life with without a vision

Made my strange addiction

~M

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When the lights are out and I'm on my bed

The darkness awakens those thoughts in my head

Pray the tears I shed

Will be dried away

By the light that shines through the day

~m

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