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[saibrael]

I've discovered an artist called freshman biology recently and I enjoy them a great bit

Does anyone else on here like it, and if so, could you recommend more music like this?

[saibrael]

I'd like friends on here. How does one go about making friends on the hellsite?

[psychotic-gerard]

fuck you hostile architecture fuck you requiring proof of someone’s address fuck you removing benches fuck you street sweeps fuck you pay-to-unlock bathrooms fuck you anti-encampment laws fuck you parking meters fuck you homeless shelters/hostels that make you pay, that have a cap on the amount of personal belongings you can have, that have rampant unaddressed abuse fuck you anti-homeless laws fuck you police fuck you fuck everything that criminalises being homeless

[miiilowo]

I hate when a tiny stupid thing pushes you over the edge and makes you freak the fuck out because it makes you look like a completely irrational tar pit of a human being. Like no I promise this is warranted just maybe not about that specifically I swear I'm well adjusted. Come closer stick your fingers in my cage

[saibrael]

This but also about physical flares with disabilities.

Picking something up off the ground is not usually enough to make me tear up and start swearing under my breath in pain, no I'm not fragile or faking it--

Bending over is a thing that I can definitely do, just not when I'm having back spasms because I've not had a rest day in weeks and I've been carrying heavy shit and riding in cars for extended periods-- I'm not pathetic I swear I'm just in a flare up rn please don't fire me-- I'm useful and can be trusted to do work-- it's just the small things that shouldn't cause a flare building up and then, you guessed it, causing a flare

[imissthembutitwasntadisaster]

"I know chatgpt is bad but you just don't really have any choice" you literally do. Don't use it. Have some moral backbone.

[birdsareblooming]

it's been like 2 years. i havent touched it. never needed to. "you don't really have a choice," are you so swift to forget the recent past? Bitch i still use itunes to download mp3s to so i have them forever and any song i want, then my sister burns them to CDs. When boycotts rolled out my other sister got no thanks to scan what products we shouldn't buy. i still use corded headphones not because "its older" but because it's easier. a fool criticizes those who buy candles 200 years after the invention of the electric light until the power goes out. become ungovernable. you are not immune to propaganda. you've never had Chatgpt forced upon you, the only thing forced upon you is the idea that Chatgpt is forced upon you. why claim you need something today that you didn't need yesterday. little bitch.

[teophan]

[spongebob-autisticquestions]

Person: (treats a disabled person the same way they would anyone else)

The Media: LOCAL HERO DOES AMAZING CHARITY WORK FOR A POOR INNOCENT SOUL!

[aropride]

youre monogamous? oh… it’s ethical, right? ethical monogamy? okay good for you! i mean pretty much every monogamous couple i’ve met didn’t work out but maybe you guys will beat the odds! haha. so is it a sex thing? you guys have sex with- just each other? huh. how does that work? i could never do monogamy, i’m too jealous, i’d worry my partner would leave me for someone else instead of dating us both… how do you deal with the jealousy? is it hard? like, how hard? extremely? do you think you’ll break up? i mean in the long run these things rarely work out,

[softytothecore]

[saibrael]

Maybe.

Maybe I don't have to be a good person. Maybe I can just be a person. I hadn't planned on living this long, so maybe I can be nice to myself about it. Maybe I can be just a person, an average one-- maybe I don't have anything to prove, that just, being alive, and being an ok person, is enough. Maybe.

I have delusions that I need to do something to change the world. Maybe I can just be kinda nice. Maybe I can just be someone who gives good hugs and a fair few compliments to strangers, and maybe it's ok to not be anything greater than that. Maybe I should allow myself to be a nice background character. My trauma doesn't mean I have to do anything special. Maybe I don't need to change lives-- maybe just being kinda nice does change lives.

I like being kinda nice. "Omg those shoes are so cute!" "I love your freckles!" "Cool beard!" "You have a wonderful smile" "here let me hold the door".

Maybe holding the door is changing the world and maybe that's enough. Maybe I don't need to change people's minds, or do anything great with myself. Maybe I can just be nice and ride it out. Maybe I can rest. Maybe I don't have to be great at my job. Maybe I can just be ok at it.

Maybe I can be ok ish at work and nice enough and overall just ok. Maybe that's acceptable. Maybe I can forgive myself for not being something great, and love myself for just being.

[saibrael]

I just wanna be able to afford rent and more than 1/2 of a meal a day. Why is that so hard? Do i need to start only fans? Feet pics, anyone? Any rich people wanna pay me to send you "good morning" "goodnight" and "how was your day?" Texts? What the fuck am I supposed to do to make ends meet when I'm putting in 50-60 hours at work, and still not getting enough to live? Fuck man.

[saibrael]

Still no rich people wanting to give me money, sadly.

[leech-mother]

❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･❀

[guerrillatech]

[daisylambs]

[saibrael]

I'd I survived being 15 I can survive being 20, and if I survive being 15 and 20 then I'll survive being 25 and 30 and 35.

13 year old me thought, surely, we wouldn't survive 16. And 16 uear old me thought the same about 18. And 18 thought the same of 19, and 19 said that we HAD to live till 21 at least.

Now, nearly 21, I wanna live until the old gods call me back.

[saibrael]

Things I made yesterday!!!! Happy with them :>

[saibrael]

I thought I had been so cool and street smart but I actually just knew something that was common knowledge.

[saibrael]

I just wanna be able to afford rent and more than 1/2 of a meal a day. Why is that so hard? Do i need to start only fans? Feet pics, anyone? Any rich people wanna pay me to send you "good morning" "goodnight" and "how was your day?" Texts? What the fuck am I supposed to do to make ends meet when I'm putting in 50-60 hours at work, and still not getting enough to live? Fuck man.