I hate only feeling useful when im being used to get someone off, its like, the only thing people have me around for it seems anymore, they'll see me as a woman after using me right? I wont be annoying or talk to much or not enough right? ill be of use somehow which is all that matters
I need a genuine irl friend group that sees ME. not a bomb they need to be careful to not set off, not a hole, not a burden, just loved. ugh













