this is weird
so I feel like most of the people that followed me are likely inactive now or have forgotten me completely, which is understandable. I haven’t been here in over a year. I told myself I would never come back. but here I am, mostly just to give an update. for myself really. looking back, I can clearly see how unhealthy of a place I was in. it was horrible. I struggled extremely with depression and anxiety. I was in an emotionally abusive relationship that I thought was okay. I was too dependent on all the wrong things. I made myself appear very vulnerable on here, but I don’t regret it. not at all. now, I can look back on it. I can see, yes, that was bad. and I can appreciate so much better the place that I’m in now. depression and anxiety are still very much alive in my life. but I cope better than I ever have. I’m now in a loving, genuine relationship that makes me the happiest I’ve ever felt. someone who honestly cares about me and always helps me to grow and be the best me that I can be. believe me, you’ll know when it’s real. when it’s truly meant to be. I’ve found the person I’m going to be with forever. and it’s so wonderful. I’m really proud of myself for how far I’ve come. and although I still have a long ways to go, I just wanted to acknowledge the fact that I am doing so much better. and always remember, don’t ever let anyone make you feel like you’re hard to love. because you’re not. the person that truly loves you will prove it again and again every single day. and you deserve to be loved. my happy places: https://www.youtube.com/cheyennedelier https://www.instagram.com/cheyennedelier/
