Sam

20 | Canada | he/him pronouns | pan af | bilingual (Hello/Bonjour) | randomness shall ensue here

[sam-on-a-plan]

I want to move out so bad but every place I find my parents find a reason I shouldn’t leave....

[ultrasopp]

if you compliment your cis male friends by calling them handsome and strong but you compliment your trans male friends by calling them pretty and cute and soft you need to take a moment and think about why you do that and how you really look at your trans friends

[ultrasopp]

you may also take a moment to think if you call your cis male friends “man” but you call your trans male friends “boy” when they are the same fucking age :)))

[ultrasopp]

actually, @ cis people, take a moment to think about this anyway because you might be doing this subconsciously!

and no, having done this subconsciously doesnt make you a bad person, realizing mistakes and changing behavior is part of growing and all that stuff

[anxietyproblem]

[sleepinforest]

[secret-mind]

If you need someone to talk to, just message me or send an ask :-)

[arcusant]

[sam-on-a-plan]

Loneliness

is sending your “friends” an I Miss You message and being left on read...

[nightmareswithmysad]

Am I really that replaceable?

My Mind (12:40am)

[skinnycigarettesandtea]

Secrets like depression, eating disorders, self harm, or anything, are hard to keep. It’s hard because you want someone to know. You want them to ask why you’re sad, why you won’t eat, what happend to your wrists, or legs. And as good as it feels to let it out, you regret it.

[emanuelee]

empty head, heart and soul

[fighting-ghosts]

[bad-habits-come-at-a-cost]

Is it too late?

For me to escape?

I know that I can’t runaway

I can’t run away from me

I lay awake, just looking for a way

To keep myself from the pain

I wanna say it'l all be okay

But I know I'Il still feel the same

BMTH // Nihilist Blues

[feedthecontrol]

I will crumble

My grades get higher,

My weight gets lower.

My backpack gets heavier,

And so does my mind

I am so tired and scared,

But everyone is, right?

My resumé gets stronger,

But my future seems weaker.

I have no confidence left

Only pain and heartache

I won’t turn into a diamond

I was destined to fade away

[arcusant]

I miss you..

[letthedarknessgo-deactivated201]

I don’t know what to do. I have so much fear of getting older and never having experienced anything because of my mental illness. I have so much fear of the future and expectations of life and I just want to get away from it all. I feel like I’ve failed at everything in this life.

[letthedarknessgo-deactivated201]

I just want it all to go away: the pain, the anxiety, the constant thoughts, the endless nights, this insistent ache of loneliness and the feeling of waking up and have to get through another day. I just want it all to be over.

[the-suicide-effect]

“Everywhere I look there’s all these happy people. And I think ‘what’s wrong with me? Why can’t I be like them?’ ”