SAM IS ME

blog for stuff that is just stuff that i like. potential 18+ content ahead; you have been warned. i make art, too, and i post them on my art blog: samkuchingdraws.tumblr.com

[samfrancis94]

An Appreciation Post To Everything

I realise that there are days when things... just feel right... or very wrong... and I feel this overwhelming sense of just... wanting (or needing) to appreciate something or everything at the same time. Not that I force myself to think about it, but more in the veins of me really feeling like I need to.

So here is my first here, and the one that came to me today (Sorry in advance if some of these might come off cringy or weird.)

I appreciate the media that has helped me in my journey to self-evolution and realisation. Media without which I would have remained nihilistic, insecure and bitter. Media without which I would have remained easily influenced by toxic agendas (yes, young Sam fell down the🔴💊pipeline for a significant period of time). Media without which I would have not been able to find myself... and the people who I now can call my friends.

[samfrancis94]

Home.

[rogers-carter]

THE LORD OF THE RINGS: THE RETURN OF THE KING 2003 | dir. Peter Jackson

[samfrancis94]

*cuts to aragorn going full neko hanekawa nyanya on them

[manuciruja]

awww the like button turns into a rainbow when you press it! that's so cute...hey staff what's with all the trans women you keep nuking?

[manuciruja]

i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users

[smadsel]

would be remiss not to mention that the rainbow notably straight up just removed the trans flag colors from it. like they’re gone. it’s the progress flag minus the trans flag colors.

[smadsel]

that’s not the whole flag, now is it

[manuciruja]

hey staff what the fuck

[villainessbian]

hey staff don't you think you're being too on-the-nose

[shrodingers-catgirl]

HEY STAFF DONT YOU THINK YOU'RE BEING TOO ON-THE-NOSE

[waywardted]

I PROTECT THE FAMILY

[draconym]

I like this dress because it looks like something Ms. Frizzle would wear to the BDSM club

[draconym]

My friends and I were brainstorming PBS themed scene names. I would be Ms. Sizzle and they would be Bill Tye the Shibari Guy and Master Rogers.

[angry-eevee]

when people defend the “Cis white guy is default” thing like “He’s meant to be an everyman we can all relate to and project on!” kindly remind them the largest ethnic group in the WORLD is Han Chinese and the highest gender percentage fluctuates so if you want an ACTUAL  “default” you want a 40 year old chinese person whose gender changes from year to year.  

[galren]

#give us the middle-aged gender fluid Chinese protagonist that we can all relate to and project on (via @mr-and-mr-pavus)

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[hometoursandotherstuff]

[inthevasoline]

guys what should my 10,000th post be

[inthevasoline]

im so fucking stupid

[ginger-crvsh]

i'm crying laughing this is so funny

[papayajuan2019]

cuz everytime we touch i get this feeling

[identifying-cars-in-posts]

2013-2016 Hyundai Genesis Coupe

[teobug]

and every time we kiss I swear I could fly

[samfrancis94]

can't you feel my heart beat fast?

[papayajuan2019]

cuz everytime we touch i get this feeling

[identifying-cars-in-posts]

2013-2016 Hyundai Genesis Coupe

[teobug]

and every time we kiss I swear I could fly

[programmerhumour]

Once upon a time…

[friendly-neighborhood-ehrhardt]

[thebeanestbad]

[personification-of-anxiety]

I really wish the overused sentence “You either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become the villain.” was less relevant but here we are

[triassictriserratops]

[no-one-offical]

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[immortalbeingz]

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[daphneorsmthng]

[pangur-and-grim]

I think some of the loneliness of autism is that you feel like you hurt people just by Interacting Wrong, but you don’t know how to Interact Right, and the more effort you put into it, the more exhausted you are and the more artificial it comes across (with the end result of people still being upset with you). and it’s not anyone’s fault for not liking Being Interacted With Wrong, and it’s not your fault for doing it so wrong, but it is very, very lonely.

[pangur-and-grim]

anyway, every single book I write ever is going to secretly be about autism

[samfrancis94]

Tagged by: @savage-rhi (Thank you so much for tagging me and hmmmm something to explore with The XX)

Last Song: Lord Huron - I Will Be Back One Day

Favorite Colors: Orange, Blue (there can be others sometimes, but these two are the most consistent)

Watching: Been on and off these two anime shows - Frieren and Fire Force - but always absolutely playing Derry Girls in the background.

Currently Reading: Brandon Sanderson's Elantris, James Islington's The Light of All That Falls and Freida McFadden The Inmate (it's a whole ass spectrum)

Current Obsession: Steamboat engine room guys :3

Currently Working On: A fantasy adventure about a wandering painter (and myself too -- stealing that you from ya @savage-rhi)

Last Search Engine Search: "How to sign out of Netflix remotely" -- just got back from a trip so realised i forgot to do that over the airbnb XD

Tagging (but no pressure): @astrandofgold @knightcraves @pandora-writes-stuff @cosmicclairea @cutelittlefluffballofdoom (anyone else who sees this and wanna hop on)

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