[fucklovepayme]

It’s a luxury to talk to me, it’s a luxury to have my time, it’s a luxury to have my space, and it’s a luxury to have my body.

[sanctirubrumdeus]

okay, now that personal issues have been dealt with, and halloween is done. i can try to get back into business. usually i can only keep focus on one blog/muse when shit gets hectic irl. i apologize for that. 

but, feel free to IM me and stuff!

[sanctirubrumdeus]

okay, i’m here. my session box thing like... crashed and burned. and then i had to redo all of my login stuff. plus, i’ve been real busy lately.

[sanctirubrumdeus]

;; i’m in a mood. send me things? ask me things? i’m bored. tbh.

[sanctirubrumdeus]

               ❝ Tonight has been terribly quiet--- Quite tiresome. ❞

[sanctirubrumdeus]

VINCENT:‌:

“I would say that it’s in our nature to try to stray. Your job would be much easier if we didn’t, I suppose.”

❝ You are correct. And if you didn’t, I probably wouldn’t exist to begin with... I guess I owe that to the few stray sheep out there. ❞

[sanctirubrumdeus]

TOBIAS:‌:

He cups her face in warm, soft palms. Brushes back her hair.

Gold eyes, he thinks, like sunrise on the lake–

He kisses her reverentially, softly, his mouth yielding to hers.

Her skin is almost indescribable, white hot but not causing pain to the touch. It looks fragile, as if it could crack with even the slightest pressure. But, it doesn’t falter in his hands.

Those eyes disappear behind lids when she’s pulled close. As soon as lips come into contact, there’s probably a floating sensation. Any sort of negative feeling or sensation, gone. 

And she would hold there until he decided to part.

[sanctirubrumdeus]

VINCENT:‌:

“Oh, believe me. I have seen it. But, and correct me if I’m wrong, God loves us all as we are, doesn’t She?”

❝ As much as a gracious benevolent creature can. She loves each of you, even if some of you try to stray... She tries her best to provide. I pity those who don’t see it, really. ❞

[sanctirubrumdeus]

VINCENT‌::

“Hm,” He agreed with a sideways glance. “Some in a more literal sense than others?”

 ❝ But of course. Some are twisted in the physical sense, some in a mental sense--- I’m sure you’ve seen it, yes? ❞

[alteriusnocte]

by Denis Forkas

alterius in vk

[sanctirubrumdeus]

VINCENT:‌:

“The image it projects.” He searched for an explanation. “It makes me sound so manipulative.”

      ❝ Manipulative? Now, now, I could never call you as such. There are many things here that are twisted in nature, each in various aspects of the word. ❞

[sanctirubrumdeus]

TOBIAS:‌:

In hand-drawn sketches and the codices of old he’s seen her true form. Now he gazes long and hard at the woman in red, trying to catch a glimpse of the thing beneath.

“May I kiss you, ma’am?”

The hunger in it’s more than lust. It’s the hunger to know.

    Solid GOLD eyes lift up to his face at his question; while surprised, it wasn’t an uncommon request. There have been some before him that were curious. Perhaps the sensation of divine lips was too tantalizing for them--- Perhaps they had other intentions. 

But, not many were granted such privilege. 

❝ I suppose I can reward such devotion with a simple gesture. You may---- ❞ She lets dark lips crease just slightly, then lifts her head just a bit. Almost in an inviting fashion.

[sanctirubrumdeus]

TOBIAS‌::

“I try.”

And he does. He’s one hell of an actor–obsequious one minute, sly and forward the next.

Something of his fading looks shows through with his glittering smile.

“It’s really the least I can do.”

    Perhaps there was no way to actually trick her, but, she believes him nonetheless. One would do well to not anger something like her. Of course, she’s putting on a mere facade; considering this APPEALING form is just a ruse.  ❝ But of course, and as long as you’re willing to show me such gratitude, I can accept that, ❞ she muses, letting her fingers only gently move within his grip.

[sanctirubrumdeus]

TOBIAS:‌:

“I was brought up to respect divinity, ma’am.”

More or less.

“Besides. Being a gentleman to things that could kill me is only common sense.”

He kisses her hand again, more brashly, his lips parting just enough.

    ❝ You’re smarter than most, I’ll give you that. I do quite enjoy it when those who understand do well to respect that detail. ❞ She gives a chuckle at the last kiss he gives,  ❝ I do enjoy your company. I hope you know that. ❞ Of course, she enjoys anyone who gives her such attention. Greedy wasn’t the word she liked to use, more like, greatly savoring such attention.

[sanctirubrumdeus]

VINCENT‌::

“I suppose you could look at it that way. I would prefer not to use the term ‘twisted’, though.”

❝ Why? Too negative for your taste? I mean it in much more positive light, Vincent. ❞

[sanctirubrumdeus]

VINCENT:‌:

@sanctirubrumdeus (cont.)

“Of course not.”

“Only, I reserve my most scathing criticism for those I respect most, you see.”

     ❝ How quaint---- Words usually meant to scorn, are instead used in such odd, twisted ways. ❞

[sanctirubrumdeus]

♦ - deadmenstown

carnal thoughts? | accepting!    { @deadmenstown }

        ❝ To say it was not obvious, would be a lie— And it’s against my nature to lie, Tobias. ❞