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mlipnos-blog

I cant believe it’s only March and it’s already the gayest year on record

#YOOOOOO RIGHT BRO #20GAYTEEN HOES

syubbed

serendipity

#pretty

georgekush-blog

i actually make myself laugh really hard so if no one else laughs it doesnt matter because i already made the most important person in the room laugh

corporateslut

gredta

badfoodnetworkpuns

Me doing anything

#me

hotelhalsey

We’re lying in the sun, getting pleasantly sloshed, when Halsey confesses that she’s read a story I wrote for Rolling Stone in April, about Planned Parenthood and a miscarriage I had. “I felt like I was suffocating reading that article,” she says. “Like someone put a shopping bag over my head. I didn’t want to meet you at all. I was really terrified of you, because I knew as soon as I saw you, I was going to need to tell you that last year on tour I got pregnant.” Then, at a breathless pace, she’s describing being in a hotel room in Chicago before Badlands even came out, back when her whole career could have easily been ruined (“What happens? Do I lose my record deal? Do I lose everything? Or do I keep [the pregnancy]? What are the fans going to think? What are the moms going to think? What is the Midwest going to think? What’s fucking everyone going to think?”), and before she can even decide what to do, she’s screaming on a hotel bed, bloody, naked from the waist down, hours before she’s to go onstage. “I’m like, ‘I have to cancel this show!’ And everyone’s kind of like, ‘Well, it’s Vevo LIFT, and it’s 3 million impressions, so …’ No one knew what to do.” Eventually, Halsey sent her assistant to the drugstore to buy adult diapers. She put one on, took two Percocet and went to the venue to do her job. “It’s the angriest performance that I’ve ever done in my life,” she says, her voice breaking. “That was the moment of my life where I thought to myself, ‘I don’t feel like a fucking human being anymore.’ This thing, this music, Halsey, whatever it is that I’m doing, took precedence and priority over every decision that I made regarding this entire situation from the moment I found out until the moment it went wrong. I walked offstage and went into the parking lot and just started throwing up.”

Halsey says she isn’t sure why she had a miscarriage, but it’s easy for her to blame herself. “I beat myself up for it,” she tells me, “because I think that the reason it happened is just the lifestyle I was living. I wasn’t drinking. I wasn’t doing drugs. I was fucking overworked – in the hospital every couple of weeks because I was dehydrated, needing bags of IVs brought to my greenroom. I was anemic, I was fainting. My body just broke the fuck down.” The part that bothers her most is that, as insane as it was to play that concert, no one forced her to do it. “I had a choice,” she says, though she did the thing that made her feel like she didn’t. She looks off toward the fields where children play in the distance. “I want to be a mom more than I want to be a pop star. More than I want to be anything in the world.” Later, she says, “I’m really scared of being alone.” We sit on the blanket, clutching our drinks. “I’m not trying to upset you,” she says softly. “I’m really sorry.” - Rolling Stone Magazine

#I love you

artseamoni

New Halsey painting in two colors.

queeenidle-blog

who made a grunge edit of icarly

sorryish

80's Movies

✰let me know if any of the links don’t work or if you want any added, and have yourself a fun little 80’s movie night!✰

✰About Last Night (1986)✰

✰Back to the Future (1985)✰

✰Beetlejuice (1988)✰

✰ Better Off Dead (1985) ✰

✰Beverly Hills Cop (1984)✰

✰The Breakfast Club (1985)✰

✰Can’t Buy Me Love (1987)✰

✰Dead Poets Society (1989)✰

✰Dirty Dancing (1987)✰

✰Drugstore Cowboy (1989)✰

✰ Endless Love (1981) ✰

✰Ferris Bueller’s Day Off (1986)✰

✰Flashdance (1983)✰

✰Footloose (1984)✰

✰The Goonies (1985)✰

✰Heathers (1988)✰

✰The Karate Kid (1984)✰

✰Ladies and Gentlemen the Fabulous Stains (1982)✰

✰License to Drive (1988)✰

✰Little Darlings (1980)✰

✰The Lost Boys (1987)✰

✰Mannequin (1987)✰

✰The Outsiders (1983)✰

✰Pretty in Pink (1986)✰

✰The Princess Bride (1987)✰

✰Rain Man (1988)✰

✰ Reckless (1984) ✰

✰Risky Business (1983)✰

✰Roadhouse (1989)✰

✰Rumble Fish (1983)✰

✰Say Anything (1989)✰

✰ She’s Having a Baby (1988) ✰

✰Sixteen Candles (1984)✰

✰Some Kind of Wonderful (1987)✰

✰Stand By Me (1986)✰

✰St. Elmo’s Fire (1985)✰

✰Tex (1982)✰

✰That Was Then This Is Now (1985)✰

✰Uncle Buck (1989)✰

✰Weird Science (1985)✰

samwowie

I LOVE ALL OF THESE

saucykiwis

Reblogging so I can come back later to watch the ones I haven’t seen

#reference

urbanthropologie

ways to start feeling again

sit in the sun without anything to do, feel the heat of the rays hit your skin, realize that this sunlight has travelled a very long way to reach you

walk around barefoot and try to feel as much of the ground under your feet as you can, notice every rock and blade of grass

sit quietly for a while and notice the touch of breath in your nostrils, feel how the air gets cooler as you inhale and warmer as you exhale

drive around aimlessly and blast some of your favorite songs, scream/sing along to them and feel the vibrations of your favorite lyrics as they change the air in your throat and around you, feel that the music is healing you from the inside out

stay away from alcohol or drugs for a few days, try to be as aware and present as you can in every moment, stop trying to numb or dull your senses

eat a few meals without any distractions, notice every bite and taste every flavor that covers your tongue, be grateful for it all

look up at the stars and the moon, understand how small we all are and how immense the universe is, realize what a miracle everything is, let your heart swell with amazement and admiration for life itself

kinomatika

ok this is actually cool bc doing all of this is a technique called “mindful thinking” that is extremely useful for people with anxiety disorders and dissociation disorders and stuff!

#reference