Vic rambles about many things

Vic. They/them. 25+ [Multifandom] ER 1994, The X-Files, FE3H, Resident Evil, and others. Mostly ramblings about the insufferable ER sapphics (Kerry/Susan).

[sanguinanshalos]

Introduction

Hello, hello! Just a short post about my interests so you know what will you find there.

Current interests:

ER 1994 (watching it for the first time, currently on 8x15)

The X-Files (same as the previous tv show, watching it for the first time and currently on 2x18)

Other interests:

The Silence of the Lambs

Ben-Hur (1959)

Carol

1980s era

Screenwriting

Videogames (Fire Emblem, Final Fantasy, Resident Evil, Ace Attorney, indies...)

Ancient History and Art

What I'll post mostly:

Mainly stuff about Kerry Weaver and Kerry/Susan

My reactions watching both ER 1994 and The X-Files

Previews of my ER fanfics [you can find me on AO3!]

Ramblings about anything lol

[sanguinanshalos]

Reacting to ER 8x15 "It's All In Your Head"

So what are my options? I mean, other than sticking a sh*tgun in my mouth.

My therapist will hear about this episode. This tv show KEEPS stabbing my heart again, again and again, and when I think things will get better, they stab me once more. It's evil, pure evil.

The moment I've read the episode's title I knew my pleas fell on deaf ears, but to see the confirmation just within the first two minutes of it was gutwrenching, honestly.

The news of Mark's cancer coming back shadowed the rest of the events, but there are a couple more things that I really enjoyed:

Kerry's subplot with the child gave me the chills. Outside means outside, she didn't hesitate AT ALL to tell that cop to gtfo of the room seeing that the child was in distress. And the shock and sadness she felt when the child told her she was the one who shot her own father was,,,,, wow.

The Abbbyluka moment in which Luka avoids the traffic ticket was so funny and cute ngl

I genuinely laughed with Jerry and Frank's fights, but felt so bad for Jing-Mei, she got caught in the middle of that fight lmao

AND PETER'S BRIEF RETURN WAS SO GOOD!!!! I loved the conversation Elizabeth and him had, and how supportive he was

Speaking of which, I'm really frustrated and sad about the whole Mark and Elizabeth debacle, I feel like a child of divorce watching the parents separated and arguing, oh my god. But what frustrates me the most is that Mark REFUSES to tell her own wife that the cancer came back, like? My boy, what the hell are you doing. And also I'm really pissed off because the writers didn't really make an effort to reklinde his friendship with Susan practically until this episode in which Susan is the only one to know what's happening and takes care of Mark? I love ER, but the way the writers wrote and developed most of the relationships genuinely pmo and makes me want to bang at their doors to ask them what the hell were they thinking LMAO

Knowing what's coming next I feel NUMB, because I have to come to terms with Mark's impending doom, yet I refuse to accept it, because if he dies, I feel like the series will die with him, if you get me?

You should've been dead a year ago, Mark. You got married, saw your daughter be born. I'd say that was time well-spent.

[sanguinanshalos]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: ER (TV 1994) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Susan Lewis/Kerry Weaver Characters: Kerry Weaver, Susan Lewis (ER TV 1994), Mark Greene (ER TV 1994) Additional Tags: Vaginal Fingering, Fingerfucking, Wall Sex, Couch Sex, Cunnilingus, Face-Sitting, Face-Fucking, Nipple Licking, Cowgirl Position, Dry Humping, Scissoring, Squirting and Vaginal Ejaculation, Mutual Pining, Unresolved Sexual Tension, that they finally resolve lol, Shameless Smut, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Canon Disabled Character, Canon Lesbian Character, they're never beating the toxic yuri allegations AGAIN Summary:

"Look, Kerry, I'm…" Her words hang in the air. The woman in front of her is poorly hiding the fact that she's shivering from cold, which is hardly surprising when her hair and trench coat are completely soaked. Susan ignores the fact that the carpet of her living room is now drenched too, she can dry it any time. But if she doesn't do anything soon the ER will probably have to deal with a sick and snappy Weaver the upcoming days. And she's not willing to return to work in those circumstances. "Forget it. Just take off your clothes."

If Kerry's whiplash didn't cause her a heart attack, then the speed at which Kerry's cheeks redden makes Susan's heart do a somersault.

"Excuse me?"

OR

Susan hasn't attended work for a whole week due to personal reasons. A fed up Kerry arrives at her flat, carrying under her arm all the medical reports Susan hasn't updated and submitted yet. Amid their constant bickering and a couple glasses of wine later their long lasting unresolved sexual tension finally explodes.

Prequel to I'm not on for another ten mintues , but can be read as a standlone.

((This i by FAR the longest one-shot I’ve ever written LMAO))

[sanguinanshalos]

After SO long wondering what car models Kerry uses in S4, S6 and S8 (I'm still finishing S8 so idk if she drives other cars in the latest seasons), I've decided to do some research as someone who has zero knowledge about american sedans lol but after rewatching the scenes in which her cars appear, I've found it!!

So, the car model she uses in S4 is 100% a Plymouth Breeze, probably the 1996 base model due to the decals on both sides and the back of the car, and the shape of the rearview mirrors:

Then in S6 the car is clearly still a Plymouth Breeze if we take a closer look at the rearview mirrors and the car's shape itself. However, I think it's not a simple repaint of her S4 car, but a revised model (perhaps the 1999 one?):

The issues arise with her S8 car because when it appears in 8x01 it seems to be a differente model, as the car shape and the details on the doors are different:

Although the camera angles and the low quality of the images didn't help me much when I tried to identify the car as there are no trademark decals, and most of the american sedan models from the early 2000s I've seen don't have, for example, those side lights in the front bumper area. I'll see if in an upcoming episode this car model appears again and from a different angle, so I'm crossing my fingers and hope I'll be able to identify the model in the future lol

If someone has any clue about what car model Kerry owns in S8, please let me know it, I'll be forever grateful!!

[dailydoseofkerryweaver]

Daily Dose of Kerry Weaver: Day #27

With a bonus Benton

5.07

[creekwyrm]

how to tell mutual they intrigue me greatly and i would be honoured to be allowed to grow a friendship where i may study them up close without saying any of that

[creekwyrm]

how to tell mutual i know i havent interacted with them directly in like five months but i still think of them highly and semifrequently and their art is still a source of inspiration for my own

[sanguinanshalos]

It's been eighty thousand years since the last time I've touched my drawing tablet but my brain is being plagued with thoughts of Cowgirls AU Kerry/Susan (and the rest of the og ER gang) and aaaaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuugh the urge to draw this is STRONG

[jackabbot]

i know i say this often but i cannot say it loud enough: people who comment on fics, people who reblog posts and engage with fanworks are the people who generate community and without them fandom would be nowhere, so truly thank you for your presence, you make the world go 'round <3

[sanguinanshalos]

I'm straight up skipping my reactions to The X-Files 2x14and 2x15 because genuinely what

[silverscore]

i dont carrrrreeee about mark and susan together omg she should be making out with women!!!

[od3lle]

not now kitten. daddy has to watch the gay hospital show

[sanguinanshalos]

Reacting to ER 8x14 "A Simple Twist of Fate"

what the fuck guys, WHAT THE FUCK. I'm just??????????????????????????????????????????????????????? cause WHAT DO YOU MEAN MARK'S CANCER PLOTLINE IS COMING BACK OH MY GOD, ARE YOU KIDDING ME?????????????????????

okay, alright, let's unpack this episode because it was HEARTBREAKING and yet it had some funny moments???

Kerry giving Susan a ted-talk about why she SHOULDN'T eat those bagels, but then proceeds to eat one behind her back and ends sick was HILARIOUS??? She was sweating buckets like "girl, I threw up, I need to go home 🧍‍♀️" and Susan asking in utter disbelief if she ATE THOSE DAMN BAGELS, HELP, you're so silly Kerry, ily so much

Please, I'm so happy and sobbed so much seeing Ella is fine, thanks god, I don't think I would have been able to finish the episode if something happened to her. Yet, it was so painful to watch Mark and Elizabeth fighting over it and about how to deal with Rachel because I understand both sides, and it was really frustrating to see everything go downhill

Abby's plotline with her neighbors was insane, the ending was so brutal. Is there someone who's NOT having the worst day of their lives in this season? Jesus

I'm gonna be honest with y'all but the whole subplot of Carter and his mom didn't interest me at all. I can only say that I feel sorry for Carter because his mom (and almost all his whole family) sucks

Okay, so, Mark. My boy. Oh god. I can't freaking believe they're really going to write him off like, can the writerst at least give him a happy ending? I mean, for god's sake, we're talking about Mark Greene, he doesn't deserve this, he has already went through a lot since S7. I'm PRAYING so hard that everything it's just some kind of red herring and his cancer isn't recurring, please, please.

On a positive note: JERRY IS BACK!! And I hope he beats up Frank's ass PLEASE

please god, take all their pain and misery, double it and give it to Abby's abusive neighbor 💔

[split-pixel]

Axiom Verge, 2015

Thomas Happ Games

[justslightlyconfused]

That ‘comment on your a03 work’ email hits like a line of cocaine every time. unmatched dopamine increase. shoutout to everyone who leaves a comment on fics. you deserve the world

[theslowesthnery]

when someone is completely fucking wrong about your blorbo but you don't want to argue about what basically boils down to opinions about shit that doesn't matter so you just sit there like

"that guy's wrong tho"

[cactusringed]

(writes something) god this sucks so bad. this is awful. i'm the worst writer ever. this is nothing. (rereads it a while after writing it) oh dude this is fire. i'm the god of writing. (writes something again) god this sucks so bad. th

[sunderwight]

"That pairing would never be canon" and what of it? I'm only supposed to ship what the church tells me to or something?