Twisted Soul I n This Dark and Twisted Mind

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“He grasped my breasts and squeezed them while gently inserting his head between my legs.”

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When envisioning a playroom, I do not envision a traditional setup with a pool table, dartboard, large-screen television, or gaming console.

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Not Enough

"What is wrong with me? Am I not good enough for someone? Am I asking for too much?"

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"I realized that I used alcohol, drugs, and sex as a way to cope with my inner darkness. I felt I didn’t have much of a choice then..."An unvarnished look at a little girl left abandoned, and the woman who survived. Coming this Tuesday to

Sanguine Rose

In this dark and twisted mind of mine I explore the depths of my inner soul. Along this journey I find my darkest secrets and my darkest des

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The Heart of Seduction

When the bedroom doors close, the rules fade away. A deep dive into an intimate night of red silk, candles, and surrender.

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Pleasurable

I desire to restrain your wrists to the bedposts and then ascend upon you, engaging in intimate physical contact. I intend to kiss your neck, nippling on your earlobe, and chest, gradually progressing to your nipples, where I intend to suck them into my mouth and lightly bite them. Then I kiss down your chest, providing a gentle suction along your stomach between your inner thighs while my hand caresses your penis up and down. Placing my mouth on your penis and stroke it. My mouth descends the shaft and ascends again slowly, causing my mouth to become moist and my vagina to tingle. I am consumed by an overwhelming desire for you. Teasing you for a moment, knowing that you are unable to move, allowing me complete control over the situation. I will continue to suck you, savoring each suck and each motion I impart. I let out an emit moan, unable to suppress my desire. I slightly lift my head to observe you, and I can discern that you are enjoying the experience but are not fully satisfied. Slowly ascending towards you, straddling you. I place my hand on your penis, facilitating its insertion into my vagina. I then push myself all the way down on it, allowing it to penetrate deeply. I let out another emit moan. I then commence moving my hips forward and backward, grinding on your penis, allowing my clit to stimulate your pelvic bone. I start to begin at a slow pace, gradually increasing my speed. I feel myself becoming increasingly aroused. I lean forward onto your chest as I continue to ride your penis, kissing your neck and sucking on it. His taste is delectable in my warm mouth. I am utterly captivated by you. I desire for you to ejaculate to fill me up, so I continue to move my hips. I can hear you growing increasingly excited, as if you’re about to release your semen. I will smile due to the overwhelming excitement. I accelerate my movements. Leaning back, still riding you, and grab the vibrator, placing it on my clit. I let out a deep, intense sigh of pleasure. Now, I am experiencing double penetration. I can feel myself approaching orgasm, so I will whisper to you, “Come on me.” Moaning louder and louder, I release myself all over your penis, and I can hear you letting out a massive sigh of pleasure. I lean forward to kiss you passionately on your soft lips. As I lie atop of your chest, I can sense the rapidity of your heartbeat. After a brief respite, I gently dismount and untie your wrists. Leaning against you, I wrap my arm around your torso, while my head rests softly on your chest. One leg extends over yours, embracing your comforting warmth. Despite your inability to perceive it, a smile graces my lips. I reflect on the past encounters and acknowledge that this time, the experience was far superior. I eagerly anticipate the pleasure of reviving our connection. With a contented sigh, I close my eyes, allowing myself to drift into a state of slumber.

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My Lone Wolf

Upon seeing your radiant visage, I am struck by a smile that illuminates your face. Your kind and warm heart, coupled with a profound soul, has endured immense pain and suffering, leading to a sense of isolation. I perceive an individual who once cherished and trusted others, only to have their trust betrayed. A once lively and outgoing person has now become a solitary figure.

I witness a man who has been wounded but conceals his emotions from the world. He yearns for love but lacks the capacity to reciprocate it in the manner it deserves. Trust issues have isolated him, preventing him from experiencing or expressing any emotions. The man I know and understand is worthy of a love that will provide companionship, make him feel valued, and ensure that his voice is heard. He possesses remarkable strength, intelligence, and a caring soul that is currently veiled by darkness, lost in contemplation. This man, despite his struggles, embodies gentleness, charm, and respectability, making him deserving of any woman or person who crosses his path. He has overcome obstacles, demonstrated resilience, and fought valiantly to overcome life’s challenges. He never allowed anyone to perceive him as weak but instead stood tall as a leader.

A king who stands upon his throne, unwavering in his resolve, a leader in his own right who guides a rough pack. He fought every battle with scars to prove his worth, showing loyalty to those who deserved it not, those who exploited his once gentle spirit. Tragically, he passed away, but a new man emerged from his ashes.

In the absence of your presence, the world ceases to exist in my perception. I perceive this individual for who he truly is—a flawed, imperfect man grappling with a dark soul seeking the light. Despite his imperfections, he possesses an inherent perfection that resonates with me. The beauty emanates from his smile, extends to his heart, and culminates in his exquisite physique. This man embodies the aspirations of every man who has fallen short of their goals. His power exudes an aura that instills the belief in one’s ability to achieve anything they set their heart and mind to. He will transport you to a state of ethereal flight, where you will smile to yourself, cultivate self-belief, and allow your inner light to shine forth. This is the man I choose to stand by, to embrace, to desire, and to indulge in his physical and emotional presence. I yearn for the sensation of his caresses enveloping me, his body merging with mine, and the palpable surge of his energy within me. This man consumes my thoughts, my mind, and my very essence. He is the embodiment of my desires, and I have patiently awaited his arrival. I am prepared to surrender to him, relinquishing all of myself to his will, should he choose to embrace me in the manner he deems fit. This is my offering: an enduring love, peace, and devotion. I choose to love him and only him until the end of my life.

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Playtime

Anticipation coursed through my veins as I arrived at his residence after several days of separation. I had donned a black coat, revealing a red satin bra and matching panties with red heels. I was prepared for any unforeseen surprise he might have in store.

Prior to my arrival, I had spoken with him on the phone, during which he had disclosed that he had a surprise for me. Inspired by his conversation, I opted for a more provocative outfit, departing from my customary attire of jeans, a blouse that accentuated my cleavage, and wedges. I had a premonition that we would be spending the night, as his tone of voice had suggested.

As I approached the front door, I rang the bell. He opened it, holding a seductive red and black satin blindfold in his hands. It resembled a ribbon. He gently kissed my cheek and then guided me around, positioning my back facing him. In a hushed tone, he inquired if I trusted him, to which I responded affirmatively.

He removed the blindfold, laid it flat across my eyes, and secured it in the back of my head. As we walked through the house, he held my hand. Despite my inability to see, I could hear the dogs barking, attempting to approach my leg to greet me.

As I perceive another door opening and closing, he instructs me to sit down. I feel the bed beneath my legs. He commands me to lie in the center of the bed and place my hands above my head. I comply with his instructions. I notice a smile on my face, but I cannot discern the reason. I am intrigued by his actions, yet I am uncertain of what transpires next. I feel him grasping my right hand and tying another silk blindfold around my right wrist, then around the headboard’s post. He repeats the same process to the left side of my wrist. He whispers in my ear, “Spread your legs.” I oblige. He slowly unbuttons my jacket and notices that I am entirely naked, wearing only a bra and panties. “What a good girl,” he begins to smile. I feel his hands caressing my breasts. I attempt to remain still, but I instinctively arch my back slightly while biting my lower lip. I emit a soft moan. His hands begin to caress the rest of my body. I feel him caressing my inner thighs, working his hands up towards my genitals. My breathing accelerates, and I continue to arch my back. I am unable to move my hands, but I notice myself squirming, and he responds, “Stay still, cutie” He takes his hands and holds onto the side of the panties, pulling them down. I slightly lift my buttocks, allowing him to remove them. I feel his hands caressing my legs as he pulls them off. He slowly removes one shoe then the other. I hear them drop to the floor. He spreads my legs wider. He begins kissing my stomach, then my inner thighs, working his way towards my clitoris. I feel his tongue licking my clitoris up and down, moving it around in his mouth. I emit a loud moan. I raise my hips in sync with his motion. Suddenly, I feel a finger inside me. I scream out, “Oh, fuck!” He continues licking my clitoris and moving his finger in and out of me. This action repeats itself. I feel his tongue sucking on my clitoris. I begin to moisten. I think to myself, “I don’t want him to stop.” His tongue, his fingers, all in me. His mouth engulfed my clitoris. The last time I experienced such intense arousal, I gasped for air rapidly. I yearned for him fully, yet I struggled to maintain control. Instinctively, I tugged at my wrists, but they remained firmly bound. As I felt myself slipping away from my own consciousness, I continued to moan, biting my lip in a desperate attempt to resist. However, my efforts were futile. He sensed my imminent orgasm and accelerated the motion with his fingers inside. I could no longer focus on the number of pleasurable sensations. My attention was solely captivated by his mouth devouring me. In an unexpected outburst, I screamed, “Come for me!” I faintly heard him respond, “Cum for me.” Suddenly, I erupted into an orgasm. My hips raised, I bit my lip and exclaimed, “Fuck!” I felt myself releasing my semen into his mouth, allowing it to flow freely around him. He continued to lick my sensitive clit a few times as I experienced multiple orgasms simultaneously. As I reached orgasm number three, he began to remove his head and crawled on top of me. He then proceeded to kiss me on my mouth, instructing me to open my mouth so that I could taste my own juices. I moaned as we kissed, as the sensation was akin to something sweet. Desperate for more, I begged him to please. Slowly, he removed the blindfold, revealing his grin. He was smiling in pure pleasure. Knowing that I desired him entirely and needed him inside me, he remained silent. Left panting, he slowly untied my wrists, allowing them to be free. I grabbed him, holding him panting in his ear. I gently kissed his ear and neck, whispering, “I want you!” He looked at me and replied, “All in due time, my love.”

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Teasing

I’m sitting on my black leather chase lounge reading my book. I can feel piercing eyes starring on me, but I don’t look. I am trying to stay focus on my book. It is very hard knowing I want to look at his direction and ask what are you looking at, but I know that will not be the proper thing to do.

I start to squirm in my seat and I lift my skirt just a little up on my thighs over my ass. I can feel the cold leather against my bare bottom. It brings a chill through my body. I spread my legs slightly apart feeling the cold air running through my inner thighs.

He is sitting in his black leather chair which is directly in front of my chase lounge back by the wall. I slightly glance up at his direction and I notice him reading the newspaper probably the wall street journal I’m sure. I decided that I want to tease him a bit to see if he notices. I put my book down.

I take my right hand rubbing it up and down on my freshly shaving leg. I start to take my left hand and do the same to my other leg. I then take both my hands and lightly caress the inner thighs. It feels so good that I start to arch my back slightly.

I lift my head slightly up and I notice he is still engage in the paper. I lift my skirt a little more knowing I’m not wearing any panties where he has a clear view of my pussy.

Taking my hand I start to rub on my bare kitty cat. I can feel my nipples getting hard from the cold air. They are perking up through my silk blouse. I start to unbutton the first three buttons. I take my hand to caress my breast and I feel the hardness of the nipple in between my fingers. It feels so arousing that the sensation is making my pussy throb. I rub all around the breast while my legs are still apart I take my other hand slightly rubbing on my clit.

Moaning a bit, squirming on the leather, I start to pinch my nipples harder while sticking two fingers inside of my moist pussy. Ahh...I can’t hold back. I can feel him looking at me. I feel his warm blue eyes starring, watching my every move. I start to go deeper inside spreading my legs wider. I look up at him with a slight smile then bite my lower lip.

Breathing heavier I start to moan louder and louder. While fingering the inside of my wet pussy I push against my g-spot while rubbing hard on my clit. I can feel myself coming to climax soon. I continue to look at him, I want him to see my face when I cum all over myself. He needs to hear my need for him, wanting his cock inside me.

I’m getting closer, my legs are shaking, my breathing is heavier, moaning louder I can’t hold back any longer. My need is about to explode. OMG...FUCK I scream out. My body pulses and shakes. I see him smirking and I explode again cuming all over myself. Fuck...I cry out again...can’t hold back..my breathing starts to slow down and I feel spent.

I lay back in the lounge feeling his body crawl on top of me. He whispers in my ear “baby I’m going to fuck you hard, I hope your ready” I just tilt my head back and whisper “I’m all yours.”
 


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Distractions

As I approached you from the foot of the bed, I observed that you were engrossed in a game. However, I desired to engage in a game of my own with you. I was aware that I would need to capture your attention, a task that has always been relatively straightforward for me.

Gradually, I removed the blanket that covered his legs. I began to caress his legs with my soft hands, gently rubbing them on the outside before moving towards the inner thighs. I placed one hand over his penis, lightly rubbing it against the fabric of his pants. This provided a subtle tease for him, as he attempted to move his head around me to gaze at the television screen. I continued to rub his penis more vigorously.

Slowly, I leaned my head down to kiss his inner thighs, kissing one side first and then the other. My hand remained on his penis, and I could feel its pulsating rhythm. I smiled to myself, ensuring that he could not perceive my actions. This was my cue to proceed further. I began to move my hand towards the waistband of his shorts. I slowly inserted my hand inside, feeling his penis. I reached down and grasped it tightly, rubbing my hand up and down the shaft. He lay back, seemingly oblivious to my actions, engrossed in his game. However, I was certain that he was thoroughly enjoying every moment of it.

As I contemplated my next move, I desired to taste him in my mouth. I swiftly retrieved his penis with my hand, causing it to protrude from his shorts. I lowered my mouth onto his penis, sucking it down deeply and rhythmically, repeating the motion several times. His taste was exceptionally pleasurable.

In my experience, this is merely a partial distraction, a mere taste of what I desire. After a brief moment of oral stimulation, I raise my head. I discern from his expression that he is contemplating the reason for my abrupt halt. I lean upright to remove my shirt, fully aware that I am not wearing a bra. I release my exposed breasts. In response, his eyes widen in surprise. I execute a quick smile and lean forward towards his face, positioning my breasts directly in his line of sight. I grasp my breast in my hand and bring it close to his mouth, enticing him to suck on my nipple.

Initially, his sucking is soft, gradually becoming more forceful. I gently close my eyes, savoring the sensation. I release him, glancing down at his hands. To my surprise, he still holds the controller. I swiftly seize it and place it on the bed beside him. I grasp both his hands and position them on my breasts. I gently press down on his hands, squeezing them. As I do so, I feel myself becoming aroused, yearning for him. I lean forward towards his face, as if about to kiss him. However, I instead kiss his cheek, offering gentle kisses to his soft neck, conveying my desire for more, my need for more. I crave more.

I sense his cock rising, indicating that he shares my desires. He yearns for me, and I attempt to suppress my urges, as my body is grinding against his. In my mind, I ponder the possibility of him reciprocating my advances or if I will once again be the sole initiator. I pant softly in his ear as he continues to suck on my nipples.

I then lean back, gently pushing his mouth away and stating, “You may resume your game.” In my thoughts, I hope he will spontaneously take me, expressing his desire. However, I am left uncertain about his intentions, as I ponder the question,

“Qué hará mi amor a continuación?”

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The Heart of Seduction

On a Friday afternoon, I eagerly awaited his return from work. I was aware that he had been diligently working all day, exhausted and seeking respite. In contrast, I harbored a different intention. I decided to prepare the bedroom, ensuring its neatness and order. I replaced the existing sheets with the red silk sheets I had recently acquired, making the bed for his discreet observation. The soft caress of silk against my skin was a delightful sensation, creating an ambiance conducive to relaxation.

Candles were positioned on the dresser and nightstands. Inside the nightstand drawer, I placed the new vibrator I had recently purchased. It was a compact vibrator shaped like a lipstick, designed for intimate use during moments of solitude when he is away. The lighting was adjusted to a dim level, ensuring optimal illumination without overwhelming the room. I ensured that the fan was turned off, as I desired our bodies to perspire together.

Upon entering the bedroom, I was greeted by the barking of the dogs and the sound of a truck approaching. Peering through the window, I confirmed his presence home from work. I prepared a clean towel for his shower and left a brief note. Additionally, I placed his signature bottle of Acqua Di Gio on the bathroom counter for his wear. The message read, “Mi Amore, please wear this after your shower. I have a special surprise for you!”

As he entered the mudroom to remove his shoes, he proceeded to the foyer, where the dogs greeted him with excitement. He affectionately patted them before entering the bathroom to shower. Recognizing his grueling day, having departed early this morning, I anticipated his preference for relaxation, dinner, and gaming on his console. However, I had a different surprise in store for him.

As the shower commences, I anticipate leaving him with ample hot water, having exited the shower before his arrival. I inspect the closet, contemplating the lingerie I wish to wear. Ultimately, I select his preferred red lingerie, characterized by its vibrant blood-red hue and intricate lace. To enhance my appearance, I apply Rihanna’s Reb’L Fleur perfume, diffusing it on my neck, wrist, and intimate area. This fragrance holds a special significance in my life.

In preparation for our intimate moment, I light candles throughout the room, aiming to create an ambiance conducive to intimate activities. I position the distinctive candles in the nightstand drawer, adjacent to the vibrator and lighter. As I prepare, I gently fold the bed, revealing the red silk sheets to him. Lying atop the sheets, I expose myself, eagerly awaiting his arrival.

Suddenly, the shower ceases. I swiftly adjust my position, securing my hair to frame my shoulders. I retrieve the vibrator and place it beside me. A small giggle escapes my lips, acknowledging that I am not wearing any undergarments. I discern his presence as he opens the bathroom door and proceeds towards the bedroom. Slowly, he opens the door and observes me lying on the bed.

At this juncture, I anticipate the commencement of our intimate experience. He appears to be smiling, possibly blushing slightly. He inquires, “Hey, what are you doing?” I respond, “Relax. I intend to provide you with something that we both require. I acknowledge that you have had a demanding day, but I desire to fulfill your desires this evening.”

He approaches me and lies down next to me, still wrapped in his towel from the waist down. His presence is alluring, making it challenging to restrain myself. I request that he move to the middle of the bed, a blessing considering that we have a queen-sized bed. While I contemplate whether a king-sized bed would have been more suitable, I recognize that the queen bed provides an adequate level of closeness.

As he lies there, I slowly rise to kneel before him on the bed, slightly apart with my legs. This gesture subtly reminds me that I am not wearing any undergarments. I begin to gently rub my thighs, gradually working my way up towards my breasts while continuing to stare into his deep brown eyes. His gaze is both intimidating and seductive, piercing through my body.

I slowly move my hand towards the front of the lingerie, lifting it slightly. I then begin to caress my inner thighs, moving towards my clitoris. Next to me, I reach over to grab my vibrator. I turn it on, place it on my clitoris, and my other hand caresses my breast. I maintain my gaze on him, observing his reaction as he watches me engage in self-pleasure.

I squeeze my nipple and emit a sign of satisfaction. I can feel my breathing becoming heavier and more labored. I begin to moan softly, gradually increasing the volume. My body pulses with intensity, and I sense the impending arrival of my orgasm.

As I continue to stare at him, I notice that he has moved the towel to reveal his genitalia to me. The size of his erection is impressive. He desires me, but I am unable to resist his allure. The sound of the morning growing louder, I exclaim, “Fuck,” knowing that I can no longer hold back.

I release a deep sigh and moan to release myself. My legs tremble slightly, and my breathing remains heavy, as I attempt to slow down. He leans forward, grabs me, and pulls me close to him, kissing my neck. His warm breath caresses my skin. He begins to bite me gently at first, then gradually increasing the intensity. I emit a small scream, acknowledging the pleasure of the sensation.

The captivating aroma of him envelops my senses, igniting a fervent desire within me. While consumed by this intense longing, I simultaneously recognize the yearning for further exploration. I whisper in his ear, requesting that he retrieve the candles, symbolizing the commencement of wax play. As he diligently prepares the candles, I lie down on the bed. He ignites them and slowly pours the wax onto my body, eliciting a contented arch in my back. I grasp the sheets beside me. He proceeds to my breasts, gently caressing my nipples. A moan escapes my lips. The sensation initially warms, then intensifies into a comforting heat. I feel a distinct moisture between my thighs. He repeats the process, this time targeting my clit. As the wax drips down the clit, I exclaim a pleasurable sound. The sensation is exquisite. I request that he rub on my clit with his hand. He moves his hand up and down, then inserts one finger, followed by two. He says, “You are very moist.” He begins to finger me slowly, then gradually increases the intensity, depth, and pressure. My back arches with pleasure. I moan and pant loudly. It is an extraordinary sensation. I yearn for more. “Please don’t stop,” I think to myself. He removes his fingers and places them towards my mouth, allowing me to savor their sweetness. Eager to experience him fully, I ask him to come closer. I slowly pull him nearer to me. I grasp his erect penis and insert it into my vagina. A moan of excitement erupts from me. He begins to move. I slightly elevate my body to synchronize our movements as one. His movements are fluid, alternating between swiftness and slowness. The intensity increases with each stroke. My breathing becomes labored. I whisper, “I desire all of you, Mi Amor. Please, I implore him.” He releases himself upon me with the force of a caged animal, fulfilling my profound desires. I can sense his accelerated breathing, indicating his enjoyment and fulfillment. I am satisfying his inner desires. Oh, he has never been so physically intimate with me, and I am utterly captivated by every moment. Please don’t stop. I lean forward, grasping his biceps, attempting to reach his neck. I begin to kiss it, savoring its delicate texture. To begin, I take small bites, and then unexpectedly, I hear him emit a deep, resonant moan. This signifies his release, and I firmly grasp his biceps, exerting a strong squeeze. I reciprocate his moan with a loud one. He immediately collapses on top of me. I hold him and commence caressing his back with the tip of my fingers, gently moving them up and down his back. His perspiration envelops my entire body, but I remain unaffected. His breathing becomes less pronounced, not as labored. His head rests upon my chest, and he can discern the gradual deceleration of my heartbeat. We lie there in silence for several minutes. I close my eyes, contemplating that I have successfully fulfilled his desires and provided him with pleasure.

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