Emlay

21- she/her- spread love 😌💗 🌈LGBTQ+ safe place 🌈 Learning to cook, joini, German, trying to heal🖤

[sapphicjoocebox]

Hello friend, please help me and my kids we are facing pains and hungry everyday here we don't have anything at home to eat I lost my leg and harm in a motor accident on my way going to work, I lost my job because of this and since my kids mother left us I have no ways to afford my kids needs. Please help us and have mercy on us. Nothing is too small, please pity my condition, any amount is enough🙏 thank you and God bless you and your family.

DONATION LINK IN MY DESCRIPTION

Shut up :)

[sapphicjoocebox]

I’m moving on and I wish I didn’t have to

It hurts and I wish it didn’t

You were hardly mine

But I was all yours

Nothing prepared me for this

[bunnygirlbits-deactivated202308]

Even with the distance between us it’s like our heart strings are tied together. sometimes she gives the strings a strum and I can feel the warm vibrations from where i’m standing

[evaughn]

[flowerytale]

John Keats, from ‘To _ (What can I do to drive away)’

[sapphicjoocebox]

I remember you. And it still hurts

[daddyisatitlenotagender]

I’m such a service butch. Let me make you coffee and breakfast in the morning. Let me open doors for you so you don’t have to worry about them. Give me a task and I’ll gladly do it. I’m so happy when I can do something for someone. Let me help you cook you a meal or join you when you have to move your clothes from the washing machine to the drier. I can’t wait to have a partner I can take care of. To cuddle up on a couch and watch a movie with or talk for hours while keeping our hands all over each other. I can’t wait to spend my time loving someone who makes me happy.

[sapphicjoocebox]

:( I want this, I’ll help you too, I want my happy, I just have a feeling that who ever it is will have to pick me up off the floor

[sapphicjoocebox]

Yea so I actually am stupid :/

[fairydrowning]

Cesar Vallejo, from a letter to Oscar Imana written c. January 1918

Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

Anna Akhmatova, from "Rachel" featured in "The Complete Poems of Anna Akhmatova" (trans by Judith Hemschemeyer)

H.D, from The Collected Poems: 1912-1944; "For Bryher and Perdita"

[fairydrowning]

"The heart keeps sobbing in its sleep."

-Emily Dickinson, in a letter to Louise and Frances Norcross, early October 1871

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[funnytwittertweets]

[dickspooky]

They should make more music from 2008

[sapphicjoocebox]

YES!!! PLEASE!!!!

[nothingbutloveforyou]

and i find you in every song, every sunset and every beautiful thing again

[nothingbutloveforyou]

little miss obsessed with love because she has never properly experienced it and still believes in the idealized version that she created in her mind

[sapphicjoocebox]

You said you didn’t want to hurt me

I say to myself in the mirror “you are hurting yourself”

Is it limerence? Lust?

It can’t be Love. Right?

“I wish you were mine” could I say that to you?

“I wish you would knock on my door”

Could I really wish those things on a dandelion?

Would they come true?

Would you be mine if you hadn’t said what you said?

Am I daft for listening to what I assume is our song?

For actually wishing on dandelions?

Am I absurd for wondering if you think about me?

It’s been almost five months since we met and I truly can’t get you out of my head

Fuck

[sapphicjoocebox]

Tik tok tarot readings been telling me my girl just needs time before she realizes she’s my girl. Aha 😤

[nothingbutloveforyou]

wish i could call and ask you to come over