Sappy Witch

Pagan||22||Pan||Vent & More

[nofuckingideawho]

being mentally ill AND self aware? zero stars, would not recommend

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

[yourgirlinpieces]

yeah alcohol is cool but have you ever been someone's first choice? me neither. pass the bottle.

[ttrust-no-one]

Tumblr is not a social media, it's an online psych ward.

[hellhoundzzz]

mfs be like "I can handle your disorders" until your disorders disorder disorderly

[sappywitch]

[deepdeepache]

[bpdohwhatajoy]

[sappywitch]

Finally after several years I am gonna be screened but I practically know at this point what it is after searching for answers all this time.

Borderline Personality Disorder. I’ve searched and spent time looking at so many mental health disorders trying to put the pieces together. It’s not a cute trend moment at all. I’m confronting the thing that can never be cured. The thing that makes it hard to fight everyday. The thing everyone around me acts like it doesn’t exist.

I want to be happy and I’m too aware for my own good sometimes. How even after I confirm my diagnosis even begin to manage or put on some sense of normality?

I’ve had two recent major events in the past 4 years that have been things near intolerable at times. Putting a name to the thing helps in a sense but not fully. I feel like it’ll leave a bigger gap. I know what it is but yet I still can’t control it.

[worthless-mess]

[unbearable-swagger]

I will be like "I'm fine" and then another fucking event will occur

[ttrust-no-one]

Tumblr is not a social media, it's an online psych ward.

[sourvape-deactivated20251109]

I’m functioning. But like… in a haunted house kind of way.

[papermacheta]

I’m Doing My Best

[mirgabbb]

my only four moods:

[eccedentesiast-skies]

You’ve grown into someone who would have protected you as a child. And that is the most powerful move you made.

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed