pairing : taekook ; taehyung x jungkook
genre : angst , slight fluff at the end
warning : slight mentions of suicide
number of words : 914 words
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taehyung stirred in his sleep. sunlight peeking through his slightly opened blinds. he squinted his eyes while staring at his bright ceiling , the sunlight reflecting onto it. taehyung could feel his head pounding , he was left with a severe hungover after a night filled with what he determined as "fun" which was just drinking a lot.
yet , taehyung knew that his drinking this time wasn't for fun or for amusement like the usual. it was for him to drown his sorrows of what happened last night. after confronting his best friend , for the feelings he had. he thought what they had was something special. he never felt the same with anyone else. to his dismay , jungkook his best friend, left him. just like that. not a word or anything. taehyung sighed , reminiscing about yesterday.
he sat himself on the edge of the bed , his head buried in his hands. he could feel his tears brimming his eyes. he blinked , letting his tears trickle down his cheeks. he never felt so devastated before. or lonely. he did not have anyone else in his life. just jungkook.
taehyung had enough. he was not going to lose his best friend just like that. he had enough of the crying , the feeling of rejection. he had enough of bullshit. he got up and he put on a black jacket and a black face mask. he wanted to avoid seeing anyone. he just wanted to see jungkook.
he walked to his apartment which was only a few minutes away , courtesy of being jungkook's childhood friend they chose to find apartments near each other's. next month was when jungkook was supposed to move in and be roommates but taehyung doubted that jungkook would want to now.
taehyung took the lift and went straight to the third floor. taehyung went over to jungkook's apartment lots of times but this visit was particularly different. taehyung got off and went straight to jungkook's door. he knocked on jungkook's door as hard as he could , letting out his frustration through knocking. taehyung every single emotion surge through him at once. it was not like anything that he had felt before. he could not imagine his life without jungkook. not at all. life without jungkook was life not worth living but he did not want to be just friends. he wanted more. he swore that if this did not work out , he would end his life. just like how he wanted to years ago , if not for jungkook.
that was when he heard sounds coming from behind the door. jungkook was home. taehyung felt a shimmer of hope stir in him.he heard the sound of footsteps coming towards the door getting closer and closer. that was when the door swung open.
there stood a disheveled jungkook , he probably just woke up too. his eyes widened at the sight of taehyung right in front of him. jungkook was about to close the door , he did not want to see taehyung. to confront him. not yet. jungkook was not ready but taehyung stopped it. taehyung barged into jungkook's apartment. jungkook just stood at the door defenselessly. jungkook was confused and absolutely speechless. he watched taehyung sit on his sofa with his legs propped up on the coffee table.
"you should know why i'm here," taehyung said. jungkook simply gulped. he wanted to avoid this conversation at all costs. he had no idea what to say. he spent the whole night replaying taehyung's confession in his head , not being able to sleep. he only managed to sleep after he drowned himself in different types of alcohol. his fate when he woke up , was similar to taehyung's. a severe hangover.
"why did you leave me? just like that? without a word?" taehyung asked. his hurt showing in his voice. it broke jungkook's heart to hear him like that. the last time he heard taehyung's voice like that , he tried to jump off a building. jungkook didn't even know why he left. maybe it was because the one thing he dreamt of for years was finally coming through but he wasn't so sure.
"i- i don't know ," he said sounding defeated.
taehyung was slowly starting to get more frustrated by the second. he just snapped.
"you know damn well that we aren't 'just friends' ," he spat.
jungkook nodded. he knew. he knew that taehyung and him could never be just friends. in fact , he always wanted to be with him but he could not grasp the reality of the confession. different people react differently especially towards the confession of the person they were absolutely in love with. jungkook didn't know what to say. he was never a man of words , it was obvious ,but a man of action.
jungkook grabbed taehyung by the collar , pulling him close. they were face to face. jungkook smirked looking at taehyung's shocked expression plastered on his face. taehyung was not the only one who could drop a bomb just like that by confessing out of the blue. jungkook kissed him senseless. all the emotions that taehyung felt before , melted away. taehyung forgot about everything. maybe even his own name. taehyung kissed him back with a lot of passion. the kiss was so much for the both of them , it was everything. everything they ever wanted. everything they ever needed.
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