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Everything I Didn’t Say - Part 2

a.n okay so it has been requested quite a lot and I’m so sorry for the wait, I suck at being in time and it got deleted 2 times, accidentally but here it is, part 2, I’m sorry if it sucks :/

Word count: 780

Requested: Yes

Pairing: Luke & reader

Warnings: SFW

Wake me up now, and tell me this is all a bad dream All the songs that I wrote, all the wrongs that I hoped would erase from your memory Holding onto a broken and empty heart Flowers I should’ve bought, all the hours I lost Wish I could bring it back to the start

He collapsed on his bed, sobbing. He took his phone out of the pocket of his jeans, 2:17 am. Why were they even arguing at this time? He dialed the first number that came in his mind, Calum. “Dude, it’s 2 am.” he responded after a few calls. Before he could complain anymore he heard the sobs coming from the other end of the phone. “Wait, Luke, are you crying?” he asked. “Calum, I fucked up big time…” he said, his voice cracking at the end.

Not even ten minutes after saying that, Calum was knocking at his apartment door. Sniffing loudly and wiping his tears with the back of his hand, Luke opened the door only to reveal his friend, pacing back and forth from the anxiety. As soon as he realized Luke was standing in front of him, Calum’s face saddened as he hugged his best friend tightly.

They spent the night talking about Y/N. Luke falling asleep in the early morning, not even caring about the fact that he had band practice the next day. She was way more important than music. He should’ve done cute things for her like buying her roses and chocolate and talking with her, asking her about her day.

But he didn’t and now she was gone. She was hurt and nothing can heal her broken heart.

She received his letter, of course and she’s read it with tears in her eyes. She re-read it a million times and his words only made her heart ache even more. She didn’t want to believe him, yet a part of her kept telling her to forgive him, one last time.

It’s been a week since they last spoke. Now, her phone was pressed tightly against her ear as the loud beeps were echoing in her ear making things even worse. “Hey, this is Luke and I can’t answer the phone right now so yeah, leave me a message.” Once the voice stopped talking and the final beep was heard signaling for her to say her message, her heart skipped a beat as she panicked, quickly closing the phone.

He heard the phone ringing but he didn’t bother to check who was calling. It was probably Ashton calling him to ask him why he didn’t show up at the band practice. He kept sipping from his beer as he stared blankly at the wall in front of him.

I hope you know, for you I’d sacrifice To make this right, Someday, I’m sure We’ll pass each other by

A loud knock was heard at the front door making Luke groan in annoyance and roll his eyes. He threw the now empty bottle in the trash bin as he made his way towards the source of his annoyance. He opened the door harshly, making the person standing behind the door flinch slightly.

His eyes widened when he saw Y/N standing there, her arms hugging her beautiful figure trying to keep her warm. Her eyes were puffy, meaning she’s cried. He looked different too, his beard was even more scruffy, his hair was now flat and his usual cologne scent was fading.

“Y/N…” he whispered and hugged the girl. She didn’t pull apart, instead she hugged him even tighter.

“I missed you.” she whispered. “I need you.”

Without anymore words, he picked her up and brought her into the very familiar bedroom, where he lay her on his bed. He started peppering light kisses all over her face, making her smile.

“I’m so sorry.” he croaked. “I’m so, so, so sorry.” he whispered as he started sobbing.

“No, no, don’t cry baby.” Y/N whispered, not having the guts to raise her voice. “It’s okay, we both made mistakes, but everything is alright now.”

“No, I was so stupid. I didn’t appreciate you enough. You’re the most amazing girl I’ve ever met and I love you with all my heart. I’d never hit you or hurt you in any other way, I care about you and I forever will. I love you.”

She stared at him, with the sweetest smile and kissed his nose and then his pink lips, proving him that she loves him just as much as he loves her. Soon, they pulled apart, his hot breath fanning over her face.

“I love you too, Luke.”

Part 1

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Everything I didn’t say

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Warnings: SFW

Word count: 1300+

Pairing: Luke & reader

Wait, don’t tell me, heaven is a place on earth I wish I could rewind all the times that I didn’t Show you what you’re really worth

He meant everything for her. She loved him with all her heart but he always seemed to not care. He would always hook up with random girls, get drunk at parties and make out with strangers but she would always forgive him. It hurt her and even though all her friends told her to drop him she couldn’t.

He was scared though, scared of love. So he tried to ignore her, he tried to convince himself she was just a one night stand, nothing more than pleasure. But he was falling for her harder and harder with every day that passed, waking up next to her, seeing her hair all over her face, her mouth slightly agape and her fingers gripping at his chest. He pressed a soft kiss on her forehead as he brushed the hair off her face, just staring at her perfect complexion. Her eyelashes laying peacefully on her cheeks, her cute nose and pink chapped lips. She was perfect.

All the memories from the night before came flooding into his head, loud moans escaping her lips and small whimpers rolling off his tongue, their sweaty bodies pressed tightly together. His lips tracing every curve of her body as her nails were scratching his back in pleasure, leaving red marks, clearly visible the following day. Sweet nothings whispered and the squeaking of the bed being the only audible sounds in the cold room.

The way, you held me, I wish that I had put you first I was wrong I admit, numb from your kiss While you were slipping through my fingertips

Her kisses were burning on his cold, pale skin, sometimes leaving red and purple stains, that were covering his collar bones and neck. They were so addicting, just like alcohol and drugs, you never get tired or sick of them, you’re carving for more. And that’s what he did, he always came back for more, it’s like in those moments all the worries and sadness vanished and were replaced with numbness and pleasure.

Taking every breath away With all of the mistakes I made From all the letters that I saved This is everything I didn’t say

But one thing was enough for her to realize that maybe she should move on and forget about Luke. After all, he only used her for pleasure, he never told her “I love you”, even though she said that almost every ten minutes. And when they got in a stupid fight and he almost hit her, she realized he was only trouble. Even though he didn’t love her, she never thought he would try to hit her.

The fight was so pointless none of them even remembered what caused it, just that both of them wouldn’t let the other win and when she was backed to the wall and Luke raised his voice a little, one of his hands in the air, she flinched waiting for the slap as she closed her eyes tightly, tears rolling on her cheeks, her hands in front of her face to defend herself. He stopped, everything seemed to stop for a moment as he backed away from her slightly, allowing her some space. She looked at him with fear in her eyes as she ran to the front door, quickly slipped on her shoes and got out of Luke’s house, only to see him standing by the front door as she turned her head over her shoulder one last time.

He knew he fucked up, he fucked up big time and nothing could make up for the fact that he was about to hit her. How could he even try to do that, she was fragile, precious, she didn’t deserve someone like him. He closed the door, putting his face in his hands as he slid down the door, small sobs leaving his dry, pink lips. Out of all the mistakes he’s made, this was the worst and he knew nothing could make her come back to him.

The fight was also stupid, why couldn’t he just agree with whatever thing she said and everything would’ve been just fine? Because he’s an idiot, that’s why.

I wish I could’ve made you stay And I’m the only one to blame I know that it’s a little too late This is everything I didn’t say

He finally pulled himself up from the floor and ran upstairs. He sat at his desk and took a blank piece of paper which would be soon filled with thoughts. He took his pen in his shaky hand and wrote the first word. “Babygirl,” He never called her that, only in his head. The rest of the words were pouring from the tip of the pen as a few tears rolled down his cheeks, staining the paper.

“Babygirl,

I love you. That’s what I need to start with. I’ve always loved you, from the first day I saw you at the music store when you were looking for the Led Zeppelin album, just like me and we both went to pick it but it was the last one and we both wanted to listen to it so we agreed to listen to it together, even though I was just a stranger. And after our first date, which was just pizza in my small apartment, I fell even harder for you, I loved you more and more with every day that passed. But I didn’t want to admit I loved you, I was afraid. I was afraid that you don’t love me back despite all the times we kissed and you told me you love me, I still had this small part in my head that was telling me you’re just pretending so you don’t upset me.

I tried to make you go away by sleeping with other girls and cheating on you, but you won’t, you’d let it go away and keep smiling. I’m not good for you, you’re the most amazing, caring, lovely and beautiful person. I am nothing compared to you, I am not worth it, you deserve better, princes. I am so sorry for all the things I did to hurt you, I blame myself every single day for that and I don’t expect you to forgive me.

Today’s fight was stupid, nonsensical, I was an idiot, I don’t know what came in my mind but trust me, baby, I didn’t mean to hurt you, I don’t want to see you in pain, hell, I hate seeing you in pain, I want to protect you. I know that I’ll regret that for the rest of my life, because now you’re gone, I lost you, I lost everything.

All the love,

Luke x”

And with that he put the pen on the desk, wiping his tears with the back of his hand, folding the piece of paper in two, quickly making his way to the front door. he slipped his converse on quickly and put on his jacket, locking the door after running down the streets. When he finally arrived to the house with the blue door he took a deep breath and slipped the piece of paper through the mail slot and knocked a couple of times. He then hurried back to his apartment.

He collapsed on his bed, sobbing. He took his phone out of the pocket of his jeans, 2:17 am. Why were they even arguing at this time? He dialed the first number that came in his mind, Calum.

“Dude, it’s 2 am.” he responded after a few calls. Before he could complain anymore he heard the sobs coming from the other end of the phone. “Wait, Luke, are you crying?” he asked.

“Calum, I fucked up big time…” he said, his voice cracking at the end.

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waking up in the middle of the night, shivering from the cold nightly breeze coming through the open window, and your hand would instinctively search the wrinkly sheets beside you for a sign of calum’s familiar warm body, but there’d be nothing to find. you sighed and curled into a little ball, hoping to warm yourself up while wistfully wondering what calum was up to, as you tried to remember how his arms felt strewn across your waist. it was hard, him being away, no matter what people said, time didn’t make it easier. “i need you” you’d dismally whisper to the darkness, clutching your knees tighter to your chest, before being startled by an incoming text message. it was only three words but they filled your chest with a kind of warmth the covers couldn’t give you