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[you--broke--all--your--promises]

I don’t want to be sad anymore.

I want to move on.

Why can’t I just be happy?

[amelancholicheart]

[bebit4-deactivated20201101]

“I was a mess in the form of a girl and it felt like the world was crumbling around me, like the walls and ceiling were constantly closing in on me, it was like suffocating and watching everyone around me breathing just fine. It felt like I was in a never-ending anxiety attack, falling over and over again into it. I literally thought I was dying but here I am. I am broken and still healing, I am hurting and trying to find complete nirvana, I am untrusting but trying to regain trust in people. I am not the best version of myself but I am still here.”

[sunflowerletters]

Eventually you’re going to learn that you can’t look back.

Because everytime you look back, you go back.

And that just isn’t what’s best for you right now

Excerpt from a girl with a broken heart

[hopefulsky]

“I feel like broken glass; I keep desperately trying to put myself back together but none of the pieces fit. I try and I try until my hands are raw and bloody, praying for a miracle and getting nowhere.”

— C.H

[sadgirluk]

My smile will hide it all.

They can't get too close they will see the scars

They will see the pain. They will know the hurt

This smile will be shown from dusk till dawn. But while no soul is moving near me i will let that smile fall, unmasking the truth of who I am.

[melancholy-lover]

I never thought I’d be in this situation. Begging someone to love me, even if it’s just pretend.

How pitiful of me.

[ms-writeblr]

““Let me stay tonight" I whisper. "Let me stay and relive the past two years in 24 hours and then I promise to leave. Let me bask in your cologne one last time. Run my fingers through the back of your hair. Trace the stubble on your jaw. Let’s cuddle until our legs are a tangled, sweaty mess. Hold me like you’re being struck down with the realisation that you’re falling in love with me. Watch me as I drift to sleep and mumble about how much I loved us. Let us feel it all again, and then I promise I’ll leave when the sun comes back around. And I won’t take anything but our memories””

— Let’s remember, then let’s forget (ms, 2019)

[poetsbloom]

I woke up to your face this morning,

You kisses me on the end of my nose

Smiled and said "I love you"

And I realised in that moment

Life simply doesn't get much better than that.

[wishing-for-deathx]

I’ve run out of tears to cry but the lump in my throat won’t go away. The restlessness doesn’t stop. And I don’t know which is worse, crying till I can’t breathe or wishing that I could cry because I have no release.

[the-abandoned-reject]

[darlinghoneysweetheart]

i turned to him hoping he could fill the hole you left in my heart, but he couldn’t.

[silence--girl]

[woefulwriting]

“Fool. To believe the lies he spews at 12am. He does not mean it, I promise you. Silly. To be there for him in the dark times. He would never do the same for you, trust me. Insane. To keep coming back to him. He will never change, believe me”

—

[wishing-for-deathx]

“I just came to the scary realization that I’ll never stop missing you.”

— I don’t know how to fall out of love with you

[evelyninfanta]

If I leave you won't come searching for me. And that is the reason why I should leave.

[poetsbloom]

I can't think

Of anything worse

Then getting up tomorrow

And facing the world

Acting like I'm fine.

I'm anything but fine

And I'm exhausted

All this acting,

It's killing me.