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𝒶𝑜𝑚𝒾 𑒀 she / her ᠙𑣱 twenties ᠙𑣱 satoru’s greatest love. his gentlest love.

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i actually have no idea where to start bc so much has happened to me romance wise from the start of this month it’s insane i feel like y/n LMFAO

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like men will flirt with me like this and idk how to react tbh

#— the gojo estate #actual evidence from my texts btw #same guy got me choco earlier today #and noted that i liked white chocolate #ppl just keep giving me free stuff #i was guarding the gate and the security guy stationed there gave me his cookie #and the next day had a bag of peanut m&m’s with him #my friend said he was flirting with me the whole time #this happened last week btw 😭 i said right off the bat i’m hungry i want sweets and he offered #so idk what’s happening lately and i’ve been telling my friends it’s funny it’s during pride month of all times #btw these texts are bc i can text so much shit but i can’t actually maintain great eye contact with ppl #and i told him after his words sound straight from a smut novel #i said sorry bc it took me a while to respond bc i got awkward again irl and he said yeah i could tell LMFAO 😭😭😭

i actually have no idea where to start bc so much has happened to me romance wise from the start of this month it’s insane i feel like y/n LMFAO

#— the gojo estate #in the past two days i’ve been stopped by two guys in the sidewalk and asked for my number #one of them wanted my name while i was in uniform and said i looked good 😭#personally wasn’t my type and i made it seem like i urgently had to be somewhere #the other was when i was dressed up (as i usually am for simple errands)#and a guy ik who i don’t like at all like that asked for my number in front of his friend and it was so awkward #so i gave it to him but in a friend way i just hope he doesn’t call LOL #also last sunday i was on duty and it was a hectic day but then i got a phonecall #from one of my friends who was kind of drunk and he basically asked me out #i was suspicious of his feelings for me for a while bc you know girls just know sometimes and so i asked #who else is coming to go out to eat with us bc this was really random to call me for that and he said it’s just me and you 😭#was told by a friend that he thinks i’m really pretty and was actually pining for a while and that he got mad #when said friend took me to get sushi alone one night ahshsjajaha #but bc i’m still not sure i asked if he liked me and he said yeah and now he’s flirting non stop and telling me that he’s flirting #i think he likes watching me get awkward as i am and he said it’s good to know that i need to be told straight up when he’s flirting #my roommate’s friend even said i was very attractive and had a fun personality and that i was a catch #and now there is this one situation with this really hot guy but from what i heard he has a girl back home #yet he’s flirting with me constantly and said i have pretty eyes and a beautiful smile and that i’m gorgeous erm #and we hugged quite intimately twice two nights ago bc i was crying (was on my period and was feeling lots of things)#one of those times was right after something a little hurtful happened to me that day after we talked #we were about to sleep but he asks where my room and building number is so he could give me another hug #like he walked all the way from where he was just to do that and i still managed to convince myself it’s platonic bc i don’t like to assume #and my roommate said he was so fine and asked who he was bc she was on the same floor and talking with someone #before he made it in front of our room and watched him pace back and forth for two mins before going back down the stairs #and i opened the door after he made it down two flights and my roommate and her friend interrogated me lmfao but i said it’s not like that #those hugs were certainly not friendly and when i asked if he was flirting bc #i tried convincing myself it was innocent and he was being nice he straight up said i am #and then i asked about this supposed girlfriend and he said ‘it’s complicated’ which sounds sooo messy #you guys probably don’t know this but i’ve never been in a relationship or dated or kissed anyone and i am certainly not a homewrecker 😭😭😭#now he’s texting and saying he wants to talk and that he misses me ugh i’ll update later

one of my acquaintances roommate was in the hallway at the same time as me and as we were all chatting together she randomly asks me where i’m going and how every time she sees me i look good 🥹🤍

#— the gojo estate #i always have to dress up to do simple tasks guys #no but i was in a cute fit with my leather jacket and i never thought i’d feel such love for an article of clothing #but here we are #and also this girl had walked past me weeks prior #she said ‘hey cutie’#i smiled and said hi back and the guy she was with asked ‘what did i say about talking to strangers?’#her response was ‘what?? she’s cute!’ 😭😭😭#LIKE TYSM LMFAOOO #she also asked for clarification once where i’m from and asked if that means i’m desi and i was like mhm 🙂‍↕️#keep in mind barely anyone knows that term so i was a little surprised #also update on beach boy he is still trying to talk with me #called me over to share a stupid fun fact randomly when i wasn’t even in his conversation #something about how in a certain state it’s illegal to get fish drunk (so stupid lol)#and he also invited me to a barbecue he’s hosting for his friend’s bday and asked if i’m vegan #i told him i try to maintain a pescatarian diet but lowkey in bootcamp my heart rate was too high at medical #and the doctor asked if i’m not eating enough meat and if i’m vegetarian LOL so i kinda have to #but n e ways he asked if i liked chicken and then said that he is actually a really good cook and i should come #i told him i’d think about it ;—;#and the bday boy asked me too after i said he smells like breast milk (inside joke)

no wonder so many men pester you your gorgeous!! 😭💖

oh my gosh thank you so much ahshsjsjsj i love my style and have felt more confident in myself lately probably bc of the things i’ve achieved at such a young age 🥹🥹🥹

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I was scrolling through your blog at like 3 am last night giggling and kicking my feet and got hit with the "what if you're sent to Iran" ask and as an Iranian i can't stress how surreal that felt to see 😭 (As a fellow Satoru girly i do hope you NEVER end up here bestie take care 💔🤝)

AHEJSJSJSJJSJSJEJEJ THANKS LMFAOO i don’t think i will bc my school is very long (conflict could be potentially resolved in that time) and it isn’t necessarily for a combative job so hopefully not 👍🏻 HAPPY READING MY LOVE

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hi maems! ive tried looking for ur mlists and it js says the post is not found,, wondering if u took them down or smth ^^

love u and ur writing btw!! u da real art 🤞

if you look on my pinned post tags there is a tag you can click which leads you to my masterlists! and thank you so much 😭🤍

#|—voicemail—|

what could POSSIBLY be the context of that anon person asking you to slit your wrists then boldly claiming both yumeship and satosugu is real.

i wish you full recovery and a lifetime of therapy

this indeed 🙂‍↕️ i’m not even online like that anymore but oh well

#|—voicemail—|

ik im a hypocrite but u might need to turn off the anonymous feature bc wtf being anon gives ppl wayyyy too much power

you are so right but i enjoy my anons and i feel like turning it off gives them even more power especially over me so i won’t but thank you ;)

#|—voicemail—|#sorry for answering this super late btw 😭

felt cute

missed it but here are some cute pics of satoru at the beach instead 😽

#— the gojo estate #i don’t usually wear leather but ig i’m trying something new #we’re going out for brunch and then the beach for a picnic and then bowling #cause it’s one of my bootcamp bestie’s bday today #and i saw this jacket yesterday at windsor and had to get it #thought it went with the fit so 🤍

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men are a social experiment in their entirety bc WHY would you tell me you saw pictures i posted of myself on instagram and say that i looked good (can’t lie i do 😌 god i love halter tops so much) and then proceed to admit to me that you have a girl back home but you’re struggling with lustful urges and giving into the women around you right after that 💀💀💀

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i texted him that i just took a shower and am sleepy af and he said that he’ll come sing me a lullaby just tell him which room i’m at IM CACKLINGGG

#— the gojo estate #i need new guy friends #LIKE BRO I AM NOT TRYING TO START ANYTHING WITH YOU #tbh i think he was still drunk from the night before

men are a social experiment in their entirety bc WHY would you tell me you saw pictures i posted of myself on instagram and say that i looked good (can’t lie i do 😌 god i love halter tops so much) and then proceed to admit to me that you have a girl back home but you’re struggling with lustful urges and giving into the women around you right after that 💀💀💀

#— the gojo estate #everyone just pmo recently 🥲#the most positive thing from a man i got lately has been my roommate telling me that her friend #who i have met a couple times saw me in civilian wear and said i was really pretty #and apparently has been feeling that way for the past couple days or so #he’s also been talking about me to other ppl apparently #bc my roommate told me she overheard him saying to someone that i’m only a year younger than him #there’s that idk how to feel tho i’m not necessarily attracted to him t-t #i have a type i fear #oh and update on beach boy (will probably be my nickname for the guy i was talking abt in the past)#he is still pestering me #was staring hard after i dyed my hair #and keeps approaching me and talking to me #he’s like a child trying to get my attention tbh 😭😭😭#also told me to maintain eye contact with him during a conversation where we were in formation #and he was in his dress whites so he was supposed to be standing elsewhere bc it was a different uniform from what i was wearing #but he was breaking the rules just to chat with me and actually when he arrived he spoke to me and i ignored him #then he said my name (or nickname that everyone has for me here) and then i finally looked up #i also had to be up at 4 am for watchstanding and he was up bc we have a long free weekend #and he kept trying to talk to me but i wasn’t feeling it this early LMFAO he kept asking me about listening to the music i do #to give him my playlist and i’m just like 😐 the entire time and he got the memo and apologized #but i did have a nice time with the guy i was watchstanding with #the convo and banter was actually so peak we were both dying laughing the whole time #i didn’t expect it either bc this guy is actually rooming with a guy i had my eye on who was so HOT #UGH HE WAS SO STUNNING AND BEAUTIFUL AND BUFF AND HAD BLONDE HAIR AND BLUE EYES AND TATTOOS #but n e ways said man has a girlfriend so obviously i will not pursue that but i didn’t know this when i asked this guy abt his roommate #like he didn’t mention it at all so i kind of scorned him lol (as a joke)#for feeding me false info but turns out he didn’t know so i gave him a pass (ig AHSHSHAHAHAH)#that’s all i have to update on #I WILL GET BACK TO WRITING SOON AOMI OUT !!!

um so i used a developer with bleach in it bc i’m scared of going straight in with bleach and tell me WHY it BLEACHED MY ROOTS BUT NOT MY ENDS

#— the gojo estate #like what 😭😭😭#i’m half ginger now #it made the rest of my hair slightly choco brown tho #i was skeptical but lowkey today some ppl were saying it’s not bad after they asked if i dyed it #and that it even looks good #and that it blends and looks natural and nice and stuff #sooooooo might keep or bleach more who knows #but i’m lowkey feeling it #esp in the sun #it shines so beautifully #i’ve always had black hair all my life and never did anything with it so it’s virgin hair #and idk why my hair is so stubborn LOL

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where can one purchase such an outfit? i need it (and him) in my closet asap

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i want a cardboard cutout

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HOW COULD HE GET EVEN CUTER I DONT GET IT WTHHHHH

#— the gojo estate #top ten mysteries of the universe

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where can one purchase such an outfit? i need it (and him) in my closet asap

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i want a cardboard cutout

#— the gojo estate

where can one purchase such an outfit? i need it (and him) in my closet asap

#— the gojo estate #oh wait #i already own it (and him)#that’s my man <3 #AND WHY IS HE SO HAPPY #IM GOING TO EAT HIM #in another life i’m not on duty and i’d be going to my friend’s beach bday party today but oh well #IN MY MIND PALACE I AM THERE #somehow these official arts follow the events of my life so well lmfao ???#not to mention i own a bikini that would go perfectly with his shirt :’)

i got a little wine drunk last night while my friends were dying their hair and long story short in the next few days i might be getting my first tattoo and/or dying my hair we’ll see…….

#— the gojo estate #AND I ALSO GOT HIGH PRAISE FOR THE BDAY GIFT I CHOSE FOR MY FRIEND I AM SO EXCITED #they said i rlly ate with my idea hehe 🤏🏻#i was going to get my nails done yesterday but unfortunately they didn’t take walk ins 😔 twas not planned so #me and my friends went to eat instead after moping a bit lol #but n e ways i’m stuck on base today bc it’s my duty day so can’t even go and get my nails done or anything ;(#and i can’t even go to my friend’s beach bday party that is today with s’mores and all bc i have to stand watch during the hours i can go 💔#but issok bc my gift is amazing so hopefully she feels my presence in spirit 👍🏻 I HOPE SHE IS VERY HAPPY AND HAS A FUN TIME !!#and i also hope i have some more of that sweet red wine bc it was very tasty #my friends were saying i was giggling all night but i love to laugh LMFAO (and it was at cat tiktoks too)

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