SaturnSwirl

25 years old 🥳 Motionless in White is currently my life.

[depsidase]

[phleb0tomist]

so many people ive known have pushed themselves to burnout trying to deny their disabled reality, skipping accommodations, skipping rests etc. and the world convinces them that the solution to their burnout is to push even harder. it’s a huge tragedy. i know social pressures make it tough but i want more disabled people to make things easier for themselves where possible, to opt out of things that harm them when possible, to quit while they’re ahead. be that person today! protect yourself where you can! take micro breaks while doing your hobby. get that shower chair. sit to brush your teeth. lie down in the middle of the day, even if only for 5 mins. these things add up and it’s so worth it.

[yandere-herrscher]

"I'm a sucker for a good time

And you're just my blood type, baby

Would you hate a monster like me?

I'm a sucker for a good time

And you're just my blood type, baby

You've never met a monster like me

So could it be love at first bite?"

[ivipl1]

having memory issues while also being mutuals with several people who like to change their url & pfp on the regular is really funny bc its like. ok i dont recognize you but you Smell Familiar so i guess you can come in.

[imjunebitch]

[sanguinewolves]

yk what i hate though. is when i find a meme and im like THIS IS SO [cool intimidating mutual i never talk to] I SHOULD SEND IT TO THEM but then i remember ive never talked to them ever and so i cant just like give them a meme out of the blue and so the meme just withers and rots in my camera roll 😔

[autistic-af]

Reblog if a mutual who's never spoken to you can randomly send you memes that made them think of you.

[saturn-swirl]

Man I really wish I had a cupcake rn

[deathmatchdiva]

THJIS SHITBALWAYS FRIES ME IM CRYING

[sugarysweetprincess74]

[aropride]

why is there an upgrade button on gmail. why does twitter want me to scan my palm to get into my account. why is google a chatbot. why does the transit app make a transit app wrapped for me. why does youtube keep shoving its infinitely scrollable shortform content down my throat. why do my doctor and psychiatrist and therapist want to use an ai notetaker during our appointments. why do free trials want my credit card number. why are most scholarship websites just data brokers. how do i make capitalone stop sending me mail. why is my school making its own special chat gpt powered chatbot. why is every third video on instagram an undisclosed ad. why is nothing online real anymore. why is everything so FUCKING STUPID

[artistformerlyknownasbutttrumpet]

i was training a young person at work, and she referred to sexual assault as "SA" out loud, and i immediately was like, "no, it's sexual assault, call it what it is," bc idgaf if the algorithm overlords have taught y'all that you should fear direct language, how tf do any of you expect to ever address real issues with any amount of seriousness if you can't even say the words? imagine an advocate looking a sexual assault survivor in the eyes and asking "did he grape you?" it's absolutely fucking absurd, but these young interns and new hires are coming into an environment where we deal with survivors of all different kinds of abuse, and they're coming with the mindset that the words are as bad as the actions, and that makes them shitty at the job and look juvenile af

i HATE self-censorship for a lot of reasons, but being in crisis work makes it even more frustrating. who are you censoring for? like i am being so fr, WHO are you censoring for? have you even thought it through? people who have been raped know that they have been raped. if someone attempts suicide or is grieving someone who did, saying "sewer slide" isn't going to protect them from any of the feelings. a murder victim's family isn't going to feel better bc you said "unalived" instead of murdered. if anything, it's just extremely invalidating and othering. it's saying "what happened to you is so bad that i won't even say the word," which is NOT trauma-informed care. you are not protecting survivors/victims when you self-censor. the ONLY things you protect when you self-censor are the puritanical ideologies that are being encouraged by rich fascists who want your money and obedience

say the fucking words, guys. just say the goddamn words before i go insane!!!

[not-your-average-url]

I miss when ads were a single click and then they’re gone. Now every ad has a minimum of three phases where you watch a video, exit the still frame of fake gameplay, and then exit the app download. That doesn’t even touch on the ones that forcibly take you to another app after opening a tab in safari without you ever touching the screen.

I hate advertising. I hate that you can’t do anything without companies jumping down your throat with mostly bullshit ads. I hate that billboards exist. I hate that every company unanimously decided to make their ads longer and longer. I hate that ad blockers try to charge you money and there are in app purchases to remove ads. I hate that my attention has become commodified. I hate that there’s nothing I can do about it.

[eternalblue-mp3]

⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧ ⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧ ⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧ ⛧°. ⋆

⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧ ⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧ ⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧ ⛧°. ⋆

𖥻 ⋮ decades ᵎᵎ ┈⌗┈ ‧˚⊹ ｡˚ ✰

[t4gt34m]

love my community of disgusting freaks

[joearlikelikeswrestling]

[saturn-swirl]

[raeii-of-sunshine]

somebody put something in the water bottles chris was drinking when they wrote “playing god”

“lick the fucking dirt off my boots like a good dog” is an absolutely insane line and if i dont see one of my favorite ao3 authors make a fic about this in the next month im filing a complaint /hj

[saturn-swirl]

REAL!!! REAL AND TRUE!!!

[ethan-elliott]

motionless in white is best enjoyed if you remember that for the most part they’re not meant to be really serious. they’re having fun and goddamn so am I