hero .

❝ the future won't change until you take the first step . ❞

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hi , it’s me :   astelle  .   when i made my multimuse blog , i didn’t expect to fall in love with  zack fair  quite as much as i did , lmao .   so , here i am , with a blog dedicated to just him !   i’m still learning about the series  &  so ,   can’t promise   that i’ll know   everything   there is to know , but if that doesn’t bother you , go ahead  &  like  /  reblog this post .   i’ll check your blog out as soon as i can .   thanks !

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zack’s blog is almost ready . i need to finish his about page , & make tags . aurene  / @lifestreamd​ is making me graphics so ignore the lil pyramid icon . sweat emoji . threads are not being dropped or anything like that . i’ll continue them from there . also , since this isn’t much of a multimuse blog with one muse , i’ll probably end up adding another muse here to test / play around with . stay tuned for that !

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@lifestreamd , @omniheim & @fabricatedsoldier bullied encouraged me into putting zack on his own blog , so i did . it’s super under construction , like , i don’t even have an icon or anything , lmao . b u t , it exists & hopefully i’ll be able to get it up & running over the next couple days ( since my weekend’s over now , sad face . )

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so never ask z.ack to choose between c.loud and a.erith . he can’t . it’s impossible . lakjsdf .

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“I… I have to go to Midgar”.

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Shine bright, once more 

Guide me to you 

Smile bright, once more 

This time… I will never let you go

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i might actually be drowning in my homework , so catch me on discord to plot / etc. :   astelle.#9721

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makopoint‌

@saviorchosen​ // lyric starter .

“I was just so far away from here.”

         ❝ that’s okay , ❞      he’s quick to respond , quick to  accept  the broken fragments of his friend ;   concern is relegated to the depths of   mako - infused eyes   , fierce emotion  subdued  beneath layers of  easy smiles  &   hopeful prayers   for a better day tomorrow .   he doesn’t  hesitate  in his attempts to soothe cloud  &  his fingers sweep through that blond nest of hair ,    knowing   , perhaps better than anyone , the   futility of trying to tame it   .   &   instead of trying to push the younger man into reality , he  encourages  him ,       ❝ we can take a  break .   you don’t have to  push  yourself , cloud . ❞

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lifestreamd‌

❝ … not a chance . ❞

      ❝ aw , c’mon !   it’ll be fun ! ❞

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ahhh . i love noel as a character ---   but he doesn’t love me lkjasdf . i’m struggling with his muse very much .

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             @pristinette​​      /  pearl  .      ( starter call . accepting . )

        he  searches  for a future where he   (  &  more importantly ---   yeul  &  caius  )   might live in peace ;   he  carries  within his heart the  light of hope  for somewhere better than the  darkness  at the end of the world .   but it’s strange :   no matter how far into the future he travels , no matter how many  threads of fate  he follows ,  cocoon  floats in the sky , like a moon come too close to gran pulse , carrying with it the ominous future of falling - -   of his future , where he became the last human alive .   now , though , as he stares up , up , up at the spotless skies bright in the shades of sunset , he worries , cadence a  mellow hum  of discontent ,      ❝ what happened to cocoon ? ❞

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             @fighterhcrt​​      /  tifa .      ( starter call .   accepting . )

        he takes in his surroundings with a  scrutinizing gaze :   dirt  &  grime coats everything , the homeless  &  their broken dreams line the streets , rusted buildings  &  patched roofs speak of near - destitution ;   is this their future ?   --- no , hope wouldn’t  allow  this future to come to pass .   a cautious mask settles over the hunter’s   (  the guardian of etro’s  )   murky confusion .      -----  &  where’s serah ?   once content to discover the intricacies of this foreign place at his own pace , he now approaches the first  kind face  he sees ,      ❝ excuse me . have you see a woman dressed sort of like me ?   she’s hard to miss because of her  pink hair .   i really need to find her . ❞

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             @etrobeauty​​      /  lightning .      ( starter call . accepting . )

          anger .   regret .   shame .     ----- emotions ill - suited for the one that once  resisted  being called  ❛ hero , ❜   /  oh , how noel bristled at being compared to snow  /   &  yet , can anyone blame him after all those  endless centuries  of watching the  chaos devour  what he once sought to save ---   /  oh ,  blessed guardian of etro  , brought low by a friend’s trickery  / .   they stand in a  new world  , a world without  gods  to toy with their fates ,  &  he can’t quite meet lightning’s eyes .   anger .   regret .   shame .     ---  they seemed like such important emotions once upon a time ;   they kept him human in the  broken cycle  of life  &  death .

           ❝ thanks , lightning . ❞      for what ?   for not  giving up  on him , when he’d  given up  on her .

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word prompts compilation

complies THIS MEME // THIS MEME // THIS MEME

ADD ++ FOR REVERSE

[ attention ] for your muse to touch mine as a way of getting their attention

[ wake ] for your muse to wake mine

[ cover ]  for your muse to cover mine with a blanket or a jacket

[ lift ] for your muse to give mine a hand stepping up or over something etc.

[ kiss ]  for your muse to come up to mine and kiss them without warning

[ run ] for your muse to run their fingers through mine’s hair

[ braid ] for your muse to braid mine’s hair

[ embrace ]  for your muse to hold mine

[ smile ] for your muse to smile at mine from across the room

[ wave ] for your muse to gesture to mine to come closer

[ panic ] for your muse to grab mine’s arm or get behind them in a moment of danger

[ touch ] for your muse to rest their forehead against mine’s

[ weep ]  for your muse to catch mine crying

[ eat ] for your muse to offer mine food

[ hit ] for your muse to attack mine

[ love ] for your muse to touch mine as a show of affection or reassurance

[ nap ] for your muse to fall asleep against mine

[ rest ] for your muse to rest their head in mine’s lap

[ look ] for your muse to catch mine staring

[ seduce ] for your muse to touch mine sexually

[ help ] for your muse to lean on mine for support

[ give ] for your muse to offer mine their arm

[ entwine ] for your muse to hold mine’s hand

[ laugh ] for your muse to laugh at something mine did

[ dance ] for your muse to dance with mine

[ sit ] for your muse to pull mine into their lap

[ yell ] for your muse to calm mine down

[ cry ] for your muse to wipe mine’s tears away

[ dream ] for my muse to share dream with yours

[ nightmare ] for your muse to wake mine from a nightmare

[ surprise ] for your muse to show up at mine’s house without explanation

[ fix ] for your muse to treat mine’s injury

[ sacrifice ] for your muse to get hurt protecting mine

[ guard ] for your muse to step between my muse and danger

[ taste ] for your muse to cook for mine

[ sing ] for your muse to sing to mine 

[ goodbye ] for my muse kissing and/or hugging your muse goodbye

[ secrets ]   my  muse  sharing/confiding  a secret

[ bloody ]   for your  muse  coming  to  my  muse  with  blood  stains 

[ drunk ]   your  muse  takes  care  of my very drunk muse 

[ bed ]  my  muse wakes up in  the  same bed as your muse with little  recollection  of  the  night  before

[ scream ]   my  muse  hears  your  muse  scream  and  runs  to  them

[ trail ]   my  muse  watches  as  your  muse  traces  one  of  my  muses  scars,  asking  them  about  it

[ piggyback ]   my  muse  gives  yours  a  piggyback  ride

[ jump ]   my  muse  holding  yours  up  by  their  thighs

[ carry ]   my  muse  carries  your  muse  to  their  house

[ lighter ]   my  muse  pulls  out  a  lighter  and  lights  it  for  your  muse  to  use  to  light  their  cigarette

[ shot ] my  muse  gets  shot  and  struggles  to  your  muses for aid

[ wound ] my  muse  patches  and  bandages  a  wound  your  muse  has  gotten

[ fight ]   my  muse  stops  your  muse  from  getting  into  a  physical  fight  with  someone  else

[ arrest ]   your  muse  finds  my  muse  arrested  in  cuffs  

[ hospital ]   my  muse  awakens  in  a  hospital,  finding  your  muse  by  their  side,  asking  what  happened

[ betrayal ] my  muse  finds  out  that  your  muse  has  betrayed  them and  confronts  them  about  it

[ nude ] my  muse  walks  in  on  your  muse  accidentally  seeing  them  naked

[ karaoke ]  for our muses to sing together

[ wet ]   your muse  strips  down  to  their  under  garments  and  runs  into  the  water,  motioning  for my muse  to  join  them

[ crawl ]  for  your  muse  to  crawl  into  bed  with  mine .

[ flower ]  for  your  muse  to  offer  my  muse  their  favourite  flower

[ gift ]  for  my  muse  to  surprise  your muse  with  a  gift

[ homemade gift ]  for  my  muse  to  make  your muse  a  gift

[ bestow ] for your muse to give my muse a gift, bought or handmade ( bonus if you add what it is )

[ serenade ]  for  my  muse  to  sing  to  your  muse

[ caress ]  for  your  muse  to  gently  run  their  hand  down  my  muse’s  face

[ caught ]  for  your  muse  to  catch  my  muse  wearing  their  shirt .

[ love letter ]  for  your  muse  to  give  my  muse  a  love  letter  they  wrote  for  them

[ boop ]  for  your  muse  to  boop  my  muse  on  the  nose

[ date ]  for  my muse  to  ask  your  muse  to  go  on  a  date

[ confess ]  for my muse  to  confess  their  feelings  to  your  muse

[ sleepy ]  for  my muse  to  slowly  fall  alseep  on  your muse

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ahhhh .   goals for today : finish writing starters & respond to all the threads in my drafts !   thanks so much for being patient ; i really appreciate it . 

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omniheim

                                     ⟨     starter  ft◞       ❛   @saviorchosen   .     ⟩

zack had a tendency to take cloud with him whenever   &  wherever he went if the venture was sure to last a while .          cloud still wasn’t fully able to look after himself ,   though even on his best days the ex  ―  infantryman was almost certain he noticed zack lingering .          the job he had left on last wasn’t meant to take more than half a day ,   but multiple had passed   &  zack still hadn’t come home …   safe to say ,   cloud was assuming the worst .

that was at least ,   until he heard the front door opening .         ❛   zack  ———  ❜          an exhale in both relief   &  worry ,   cloud was forcing himself up from the sofa in a heartbeat   &  slowly maneuvering toward the entryway ,   grasping at furniture as he passed to steady himself .          ❛   are you okay ?          not hurt ?          you’ve been gone for …  ❜

freedom — —–          once upon a time , he thought he understood what freedom meant ;   he looked at the wing upon angeal’s back  &  saw a  monster  , a  cience experiment  .   now , as he hides in the slums beneath the plates he once called  home  , hides from the people he once called  family  —   he feels more free than he ever did as a  SOLDIER  .   as he  trudges  with a bone  weary exhaustion  through streets that have become more familiar over the days / weeks / months   ( who can tell anymore ) , he no longer feels that  ache  for something so seemingly  unattainable .   beneath the fresh wounds  -  an ugly bruise at his temple , a split lip , bandages covering lacerations  -  &  beneath the worry   ( he’s been gone too long ; he never meant to leave cloud alone like this ) , there’s a  hum of contentment  in his chest , in his heart .

&  he  smiles  , sun drops radiant in those mako eyes of his , when he sees cloud rise to meet him ;   he  smiles  despite the obvious  concern  in the ragged movements , in the eyes touched by the lifestream , in that pucker between cloud’s brows .   zack moves to meet him halfway , always , always , always choosing to take the extra step to make sure he doesn’t strain himself .   hands ,  so tender  despite the work he does  &  the training he’s had , reach out to  steady  his best friend .   the ex - SOLDIER doesn’t respond with words , but in actions bound in  velvety affection ;   he takes the opportunity as it arrives , filling the space of silence not with spoken reassurance after those broken words , but in a  kiss  to pale lips .   there’s a moment of  soothing quiet  in his heart , as if the  tender  way their mouths connect can erase the  riotous worry  he’s felt in the days of his absence .

what if shinra finds him ?   what if he forgets to eat ?   to drink ?   to exercise ?

❝ sorry .   i’m sorry .   things just got a little …   messy .   i  wanted  to bail , but what kind of  hero  leaves a job halfway ?   i’m  fine  , but what about  you  ? ❞

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               @etroseeker​      /  serah .      ( starter call . accepting . )

       ❝ hey , serah , ❞      he begins  mildly , with that sort of  calm  that can  irritate  as much as it  soothes ;   hunter  &  guardian both , the temptation to lead  bristles  against his tongue , at the nape of his neck , in the back of his mind .   noel smothers that desire with  deft control  .   instead , he offers a lingering smile ;   amusement settles warm  &  soft over serious features ,      ❝ i’m  pretty sure  we’ve passed this rock . . .   twice . ❞